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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
10pm, Wednesday

Sinundo ako ng mom ko mga 1030am then pinakita niya grades ko. Waley, wala naman akong C pero bumaba ako sa Physics and Math. From B to B-. Nakakaasar. Oh well, siguro this quarter C na yun or C-. Haha. Pag dating sa house, lunch then tulog. I was planning to wake up at 230pm pero napasarap tulog ko so mga 330 na ko nagising. Dapat may fitting kami sa Megamall for Nafnaf pero hindi na ko makakaabot kasi matatapos sila ng 5. So diba.. Haha. Pinagpacommute nalang ako ng aking maderrr papunta sa Katip. FIRST TIME! Grabeng accomplishment yun, grabe talaga. Trike then FX then trike.. Nakakaewan nung feeling, magisa lang ako.. Pero ang saya, di lang taxi ngayon... pati FX na. Haha. Tuwang-tuwa na ko sa lagay na to. : ) I arrived at Katip mga 445pm then direcho sa prince, met up with Paul kasi wala lang.. Then chill sa bahay ni Mich with Yas Dani and Donna, COOKIE CRISP! Inubos ko, haha. Baboy eh. Sorry na ha? Kumain kami nila Andy and Mikee sa Flaming Wings then balik sa Prince. So ganun.. Haha. Saya eh noh. Tomorrow, no classes again. Pupunta ako katip, commute na! COMMUTER na ko. Pero nakakaasar, hindi porket nagcommute ako.. commute na forever. Haha. Magpapaperm ako tomorrow chaka manicure pedicure. Basta yun, practice ulit. Keri lang.


Okay.. I'm in Andy Rapista's house. It's 3am. HAHA. Kaweirduhan eh.. Pumasok ako then rehearsals sa Ateneo. After that, lakad lakad sa Ateneo with Paul tapos kain lang sa Chicken Bacolod and chill sa may stairs sa Prince David til 9pm. Haha. Too bad he had to go home na, i went straight to Andy's pad. Kwentuhan, 'emo' moments. Haha. We played ROCKBAND. So coooool. Magaling na pala ako eh, i don't hafta go to Powerstation to play that guitar shittin, bili nalang ako ng wii. Namiss namin pareho ang pag piano kaya tumugtog nalang kami ng song ni ALicia Keys and Boston : ) We played TWISTER, wala pang 5 minutes.. give up na ko. Sorry naman. Mataba eh, di ko kaya yung weight ko. I called Mich at around 12mn para papuntahin siya sa 14th floor, just in time.. Kakadating lang niya sa bahay. Haha. So umakyat nalang siya dito. Biglang tumawag si Tita Nel, sabi 10am nalang daw ako susunduin. HAHA. AS IN WEDNESDAY, 10AM. Natuwa naman ako, napakabiglaan. Haha. Ganun nalang talaga eh. HAHA. So there, i called Paul kasi wala akong magawa.. Natutulog na, nagising ko pa. Sorry! : ) We watched I am legend. Napanuod ko na kasi eh. PEro waley.. Oh well. Yun palang nangyayari as of the moment.

Nothing much happened yesterday, rehearsals lang then Flaming wings with Paul. GRABE. Yung meal #1 nila, 6 pieces na! Hindi na 4. Grabe, i've never been that full sa flaming wings.. but i still managed to eat only half cup of rice. Kinacareer.

Naasar ako sa isang tao kasi kung kani-kanino sinasabi yung about kay CRUSH, parang ako.. Why do you have to tell other people.. As in yung mga tipong tao na wala namang pake. Sobrang big issue na ba yun para ipagkalat mo pa. Sana naman lumugar diba, ako hindi na ko nangengelam sa nangyayari sakanya tapos agggh. It's not right, really. I texted her nga kaninang 10pm pero walang reply. I just wish na kung ano alam niya, yun nalang eh, itago nalang niya. Nakakaasar lang talaga. I SWEAR. : | Tapos na kasi yung samin, last week pa.. we're just really close ngayon, kaming 3 nila Pam.. incase hindi niya alam. TSS. Badvibes.

Yung mga hirit ni *, hindi na nakakatuwa. She's my bestfriend tapos hihiritan niya ko ng ganun sa harap ng ibang tao.. Buti sana kung kaming dalawa lang eh, tanggap ko pa pero puta! Alam kong mali, hindi na niya kailangang ipagdiinan pa sa muka ko. Pero pinalagpas ko nalang, sana nalang next time hindi nalang niya ulitin. Nakita na nga niya kong umiyak about the issue tapos ganun pa yung mga hirit niya. Pag sensitive issue naman sana, hindi ginagawang joke time.. pag nasa harap ng ibang tao. Napapahiya din naman kasi ako....


Sunday, January 27, 2008
12.Nakakatamad mag blog pero ang daming nangyari so, i need to blog EVERYTHING. After blogging, i have so much to do! Got to find a commercial showing fallacy shits. Ano ba naman yun.. I need to read Ibong Mandaragit chapters 40-46. Pano kaya yun, wala akong book. BOBO. Haha. I also need to study for our Physics and Math quiz. Waleeey. I have so much to dooo. Pero eto muna gagawin ko. Haha. Ay pati pala yung IP namin for physics.. SHIIIIT. Well anyway.. What happened last Thursday, Friday, and Saturday?.. Hmm.

Thursday, January 24

I was supposed to go to school.. around 10am nagpadrop ako sa condo ni Mich kasi dapat sabay kami pupunta sa intrams. Inisip ko, sino kasama ko pag maglalaro na si Mich.. Loser eh noh. Haha. So i decided not to go to school kahit na nakauniform na ko. Umalis siya ng 1030.. I was left with their maid. Haha. I texted Carla kung nasan siya kasi hindi nga ako pumasok, nagcut siya then we met sa Starbucks. Nagpasama siya sa St. Paul since fair nila tas pupuntahan daw niya si Nike. Pumayag nalang ako kasi pinapamuka niyang minsan lang siya mag favor. So, pumayag ako since matagal na din naman kami di nagkakasama. It's not that I miss her or something, waley lang talaga akong choice. We head back to Prince muna para magpalit ako ng damit and mag straight siya ng damit kasi kelangan daw ata maganda siya. Haha. Joke. Nawala na yung plan ko magpa-perm then manicure and pedicure. Haha. Off to St. Paul! I never imagined na malaki pala sa loob ang St. Paul Pasig.. Feel ko mawawala ako. Haha. Nagstay lang kami sa classroom. Naaliw ako, aircon sa classroom tapos may sarili silang bathroom! Shiiit. Rich. Haha. Oh well.. Nakakatuwa yung classmates niya, how I wish ganun din class ko. Haha. May bago akong nakalove team dun, haha. Si Jenell San Antonio. Steady lang.. Hmm. Bumalik na kami sa Katip Starbucks. Nag UP kami for isaw ng mga 230pm kasama sina Paca, Cheese, Isha, Eds, and Carla. Haha. Pag dating namin dun, sarado pa amf.. Nagdrive kami isa-isa sa parking lot just to kill time! Haha. NAKAPAGDRIVE NA KO NG MANUAL!! YEHESSSS! Bago ako nakaandar, namatayan ako ng 5x. Haha. Pati bago magstop, namamatayan parin ako. Yun naman eh. Si Isha and Carla, isang beses lang namatayan nakaasar. Oh well, MAGALING MAGTURO SI PACKER! Haha. : ) 10 isaw ng manok! Nostalgic. Naalala ko yung time na kaming 4 nila Mich James and Inigo halos laging kumakain dun. Pag wala si James, si Inigo yung transpo. Awww. Every Monday and Thursday yun! Haynako.. Haha. Oh well, namiss ko lang yun. Nagpababa kami ni Eds sa Prince to meet up with Paul, chill lang til 5pm. Haha. Dumating na si Mich. Usap lang with Michele, as usual.. Heart to heart talk. We both know na we like our 'guy's so much! Oh well. Come what may. Foodtrip.. Red Ribbon! BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE! SARAP. Chill lang kami sa Seattle's with Kuya Nabs and Kuya Bry. Super niyaya ko sila mag inuman. Pumunta kami sa Corinthians Starbucks. Sumunod si Kuya Ching. Mga KUYA eh noh. :p Chill then balik kami sa Prince.. Kulitan with Kuya Bry and Kuya Nabs. THEN sinundo na ko ni KAte! SIYA NAGDRIVE! SUPER COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!! Tangina. Haha. Walang tulugan with Kate. SEXY TIME NA BA TO? We talked to Uriel lang.. Tapos Heart to heart talk. Shit.. Last time na nag overnight ako sakanila, SUPER IYAK. Ngayon, super SAYA na namin. NASA IBABAW NA KAMI NG GULONG NG BUHAY. Haha. Masaya kami, wala na kaming hinihingi pa. Napunta sa hospital si Meli kasi nagka 'kumbolsyon'(?) Ewan ko. Basta 44 yung temp niya. Wow honey, YOU'RE FLAMING HOOOOT! haha. Nabore ako, nagsuot suot nalang ako ng damit. Haha. Then pictorial. Waley. Haha. Natulog ako ng 430-5. Haha. Keri na yun. :p HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATE DIARESCO! I LOVE YOU SO MUCCCCH!

Friday, January 25

Off to Subic! 6am nasa MC na kami to pick up Miko. Cutting amf. Haha. We went to Camayan Beach Resort sa Subic. Haha. Ang saya, kahit na 3 lang kami. Too bad di nakasama si Russalie and Meli. Oh well, there's always a next time, babes. Haha. Dapat mag silver ako na swimwear eh kaso nakakahiya. Haha. Brown nalang. Super linis nung place, nakakatuwa : ) on our way there pa, may mga monkeys na tumatawid. What about that. Haha. We played frisbee and soccer. Haha. What else? Puro picture eh. Umalis kami dun ng mga 12 kasi i need to go back sa Ateneo ng 4 kasi tatanungin na ni Mich si Champ! And sabi niya di niya kaya na wala ako. Special ako eh ; ). Nahuli pa kami ng pulis kasi hindi sila naka seatbelt. Haha. Cmonn. Super enjoy talaga. Dumating ako sa Ateneo ng mga 430pm. Super kaasar kasi grabe mamressure si mich! Dumating na sa point na hindi na ko natutuwa! Text ng text yung magtatanong at yung tatanungin. Haha. Kawawa naman ako. SOO.. Yun na, nagmeet na kaming lahat with Mich at ang kanyang shirt na "CHAMP BALL WITH ME?" Aww. umeffort eh noh. :p Oo naman sagot ni Champ. Haha. Di na kami nag practice ni Paul kasi super pagod na ko! Chumill nalang kaming tatlo sa Prince. Haha. HUNGRY HIPPO!!! Nag order kami. Kay Mich, burger shit.. Sakin and kay Paul, Tuna Charlie. HAha. Sarap. Tapos Deck lang, chill. Nung umuwi na si Paul, Mich and I went to Eastwood para puntahan sila Carla.. We watched P.S. I love you. SUPER LAMIG, naka shorts lang kami eh. Haha. Hindi na namin tinapos yung movie kasi super boring and nakakaantok. : Haha. Then i went to Mcdo kasi dun ako susunduin, i called Paul nalang while waiting.. tagal kasi eh. Nakauwi ako mga 11. Haha.

Saturday, January 26

I went to Katip ng mga 1030. Kumuha lang ng gamit kela Mich then sinundo ako ni Paul, off to Ateneo kasi meron siyang Exit interview. Haha. Nagchill muna kami sa 4D then car nalang muna ako kasi super inaantok nako. PUMUNTA MUNA AKO SA BABANG LUKSA NG LOLO KO (Hehe). Celeb with Allen and Paul.. Then back to Ateneo para sunduin si Champ, balik sa Celeb. Haha. Then Podium para magikot, actually hindi ko alam bat kami pumunta dun.. Bumili lang ng pants si Champ. Haha. Si Allen nagdrive, good driver ha. Not. Haha. Back to Katip, binaba na namin si Allen sa taxi shit haha. Drive thru mcdo then pumunta kami ni Paul sa Ateneo at dun kumain. Haha. Ano ba naman yun diba, anong trip yun. HAha. Pero masaya. Heart to heart talk. Stargazing amf. Haha. Kwentuhan ng mga kabalastugan. Haha. :p I had fun.





Our GREAT Escape.

SKINNY BOY : )

You Give Me Something by James Morrison

You want to stay with me in the morning

You only hold me when I sleep,

I was meant to tread the water

But Now I've gotten in too deep,

For every piece of me that wants you

Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something

'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours

Just to spend a little time alone with me,

And I can say I've never bought you flowers

I can't work out what they mean,

I never thought that I'd love someone,

That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something,

'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,

But it might be a second too late,

And the words I could never say

Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something,

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something

'Cause someday I might know my heart.

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart


Wednesday, January 23, 2008
KC & JOJO - Tell me it's real

Tell me its real
this feelin that we feel
tell me that its real
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more

Baby you told me that you loved me and you'd never leave my side
to the bitter end, through the thick and thin
you promised me baby that you wasn't goin anywhere
baby keep it real, let me know just how you feel

I can't explain the way you made me feel, everytime that you told me that you loved me
and you know you did, too many times
just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
thats when you came along, and showed me happiness
baby you are the best, i think you're different from the rest
and i really love ya

Tell me its real
(i'll be there for you)
this feelin that we feel
(you be there for me, sweetheart)
tell me that its real
(i thought that we were meant to be, for eternity, thought you loved me baby)
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
(mama told me told me so, boy you just don't know, anything about love)
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more
(and you and i were meant to be, and you would know, i was sure by the end of this song)


Blog blog blog. Tagal ko rin di nakablog. Infairness. Well anyway, super walang kwenta this week! As in.. Aggh. Isa-isahin nga natin. Haha.

Monday, January 21

Wow. TWENTY ONE. Sa twenty nine, 4 years na dapat kami. Haha. Oh Goddd... 2004 pa pala yun. Haha. Anyway anyway.. We had several talks sa school, okay yung first pero yung second.. *yawn* nakakaantok as in sobra! About our booth- for T.H.E. kasi may project kami na dapat gagawa kami ng products then dapat maganda yung pagka-advertise and it will catch people's attention. So we picked a tshirt shittin projects, statement shirts na may advocacy. CL teachers reacted negatively, super kitid ng utak.. please. Pinatanggal nila yung shirts na may sulat na "SAVE DICK(harap) MOBY DICK(likod)" "(Image ng preggy woman sa harap), MY FAVORITE ACCIDENT(sa likod)" "ALCOHOL SMOKE SEX (harap) FASHION TRENDS? (likod)". Ang kupal diba? Advocacy sila, hindi dapat siya binabasa as it is.. YOU NEED TO THINK DEEPER ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE READ. Mas okay nga na nababasa ng teens para they'll be more aware of what's happening around them hindi yung papakita dapat na mala-anghel ang sambayanan but in reality, super iba sa sinasabi nila. THEY SHOULD BE OPEN MINDED. Plehs. Super controversial nung booth namin. Pati yung WTF IPAG(Where To Find IPAG) namin, pinakelamanan. Sir Uly told us to think of something na makakacatch ng attention and i think that we just did exactly what he said.. we did good. Kaso lang, makikitid talaga mga leche nilang utak. AGGH. Anyway gv gv. We had our Academic Excellence Quiz bee sa classroom, super wala na silang magawang matino sa oras namin. They just wasted our time, nakakaasar. Haha. Our class got 21 over 72. Waley talaga ang batch namin.. MAGALING NAMAN KAMI SA INTRAMS. Haha. : ) After dismissal, chill lang sa bahay ni Mich with Paul and Mich.. Practice for Friday. Haha. Nung wala na si Paul, sentimental moment with Mich. We were advicing each other tungkol sa mga boylets. Tangina, I CRIED.. well, she almost cried. Thanks to me, words of wisdom ko kasi eh. Haha. She felt much better.. Grabe, first time kong umiyak over a person i JUST LIKE. This is something, i can tell. Oh well. Went home at around 9pm.

Tuesday, January 22

Again, Academic Excellence finals na.. per batch na. Blue won dahil lang sa last question na anong animal ang nasa WWF. Sagot ba naman ng player sa batch namin, BIRD. Ano ba! Everyone knows na PANDA yun! Aggh. Well okay lang yan, di talaga maaasahan batch namin sa academic SHITS.. intrams kami nageexcel eh. Haha. : p We attended our ALEX (some shits that you attend to for you to get an extra grade for the subjects that you're failing HAHA).. Inattend-an namin ni Mich and Miko, SEX SHOULD NOT SELL. Ay, ewan ko.. basta may SEX. Oooohhhh! S-E-X! : )) Such a short word but people see it as a big thing. Haha. : ) It was kinda boring.. anyway, songfest after. 4-8 1st place and 4-4 second place. CONGRATULATIONS! : ) We went to Ateneo (Moro) after the songfest.. Mmeet kasi namin sila Paul dun. Nakakainis, that day kasi i was wearing FLARES.. Sorry, i was left with no choice eh. Lahat ng pants ko nasa laundry. Haha. So yun, puro pang-aasar nakuha ko kay Paul. Hinatid kami ni Paul sa Prince David. I was with Charlie and Mich. Nagpahula kami ni Mich. Wait lang, mukang pareho kasi sinabi samin pareho eh. Nakakaasar. Pero nahulaan niya na malilink ako sa lalaking may girlfriend. Basta yayaman daw ako blabla.. Ang as usual, makakapangasawa daw ako ng POREYNJER. Wow no : We wasted our P300 lang. Hmm after that, we went to Andy's pad.. (Mikee, Eds, Mich, and I) Kumain lang kami ng stale na cheeseballs, (HUNGRY HIPPO!!!) Tuna Charlie, and Mr. Chips. Nag pusoy dos lang din. I went home at around 930pm? Sinabay ko pauwi si Eds pauwi. Oh well, oh well.

Wednesday, January 23

Okay, i woke up late and i went to school at around 1pm. Para lang masabi na pumasok ako. Haha. May isang talo lang ang seniors today, badminton pero the rest panalo. : ) We played soccer and volley sa may gilid. Haha. Pawis, keri lang. Sarap ng mr. Crepeman cmon. Haha. Dismissal time : We went to KFC kasi nandun sina Paul.. Sinabay kami nila Gul papunta sa Prince, naligo lang si Mich then off to Podium! Magpapasukat kami for Viktor jeans para sa modelling for AHS fair. Ikot ikot muna, window shopping : ) Nagpagupit muna si Paul sa Bench Fix habang nagsusukat ako, si Mich nagikot ikot. Yough muna kami sa Figaro with Dad(JC).. Then back to Viktor.. Nagkwentuhan lang kaming mga girls dun. Sabi ni JC we need to make a write up for ourselves kasi lalabas daw sa big screen habang naglalakad kami.. I told them na ang ilalagay ko nalang "Tere Sevilla is a transexual blabla" HAHAHA. : )) TAwang tawa na ko dito. K na. Tapos sabi nung isang model, she's 93.7% chinese. Well, i'm 25% Spanish, 20% Chinese, 35% Filipino, .02% Mangyan, .0839127318% T'boli, 2% African.. and i don't know yung remaining **%! HAHA. Kawaleyan. Taxi with Paul and Mich pabalik ng Katip. Flaming Wings again as usual then Mich's pad. I went home mga 8pm na. : )

Birthday na ni Kate in an hour! : )
Thursday to Friday celebration ng birthday ni Kate! Tagak lang! : ) OVERNIGHT!!! I WAS ALLOWED TO GO WITH THEMMMMM! SHIIIII----. ROADTRIP NA BA? ROADTRIP NA BA?!?! : )LOVE YOUUU.
--I'LL TAKE MY CHANCES WITH YOU--


Monday, January 21, 2008
Pinagsabihan ako ng bestfriend ko.. Syempre she knows better than me and i know naman na it's for the good of all. : )
BACK OFF AKO. MAY GIRLFRIEND.


Sunday, January 20, 2008
Nakakapagod 'tong araw na to. Seryoso. Woke up at around 830am kasi ang given time na magmmeet kami nila Paul and Mich was 830 so, yun. Haha. I arrived at around 10am sa Katip, tapos wala naman pala si Mich sa bahay nila dahil nasa MC siya fixing the booth.. So mineet ko nalang si Paul sa Mcdo tapos nag Celeb muna kami kasi gutom daw siya, dun lang daw free amf. Haha. : ) SISIG GALORE! Okay na ko.. After, we picked up Mich sa blue bridge and we went straight to her pad. Kawawang tanga si Paul, nagasgasan yung car. Haha. So yun, nagplan na kami about stuff. Paul and I went to Ateneo na for the rehearsal pero umalis din kami agad kasi ako may thingy pa sa MC and iinterviewhin pa nina Paul and Allen si Yani Yuzon. Met up with Eds sa Fruit Magic while waiting for them to finish with their interview. ATLAST NATAPOS NA SILA, dumirecho na kami sa SM megamall for the fitting. Sponsors: Victor Jeans, Chocolate, Sari-sari, and Cinderella. Ang hirap pumili kasi super nakuha na yung magaganda, we were LATE kasi. Hay nako, nagpasama ako kay Nika pumili ng damit sa chocolate. Waley naman, mag ddress ako. : Di ko ata keri. Bahala na.. Sa sari-sari, Nika and I were having a hard time sa pagpili ng 'gown'. Haha. Pero yung napili ko saktong pang batch night lang eh :)) Inaasar nila ako na hindi bagay sakin nakadress, sina Miggy Marco at iba pa. Haha, mga gago eh. Tapos nung nasukat ko yung dress ko, bagay naman daw sakin maging babae. Keri lang. Haha. Paul waited for me to finish kasi bibili pa kami ng... shit i forgot kung ano name nun, basta pang alis nung gasgas. Haha. Mula dulo ng A hanggang dulo ng B nilakad namin. Haha. PAGOD NA PAGOD KAMI. Kwentuhan lang with him.. Tawanan. and the thing with, ORANGE :)) Yuck, gago. EWW. Sudden change of mood, sobrang ewan. Haha. Oh well, we headed straight to Katip na kasi uuwi na siya tapos meet ko nalang si Eds. Sinamahan niya muna ako kumain sa Jollibee ng 2pc burgersteak. HA HA. Pero di ko naubos, kinain niya.. sumakay pa ulit kami sa car tapos hinatid niya ko sa Cantina. Muka kasing 10 seconds lang layo nung dalawa eh. Pero, thank you. Haha. Kwentuhan with Eds and other friends.. Tapos umuwi na ko ng 10. BOW.

Friday, January 18

Waley. Makikitrain dapat with Track kaso umulan bigla so nagjog lang kami ni Mich sa Ateneo then chill sa 4-D. Binaboy namin yung table ni Champ and Paul.. Then Mich's condo with Mich and Mara. I MISSED YOU, BABE! Tapos went to Starbucks, nandun si Cheez(?), Nike, Carla, Janica, Isha, Andi.. then went back to Prince para kunin yung gamit.. dumating si Eds. Nagalit yung kapitbahay ni Mich, "BE DISCRET FOR HEBENS SAKE!!!" Aba, sinabihan ng skwater bestfriend ko. Tangina niya gago siya. Sino kaya yung umaastang skwater. Basta dabog siya ng dabog, kala nga namin 100 yung windows niya eh.. kakabukas sara, bukas sara. Papansin amf! Yun, pag balik namin Starbs, nandun si Nike Carla Janica kasama yung kapatid ni JV. Kamukang kamuka eh. Tapos dun na natatapos yun. :))

~ I LIKE YOU.. BUT I CAN'T BE WITH YOU : ( ~


Thursday, January 17, 2008
KARMA FOUND ITS PREY!!!! : )
I heard about the news. Haha. Oo masama ako kasi natawa ako.. Pero kasi yung pinakaimportante sakanya, yun pa yung nagagong part. I mean, kawawa naman. : )) Kinarma na siya after ilang years. Hahaha. Ang sama ko. Hayaan mo, gagaling ka din. Just do good deeds. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Pero nung sinabi sakin ni *... TAWA AKO NG TAWA. Nakukuha daw kasi yung pag nakikipagtalik na may menstruation. HAHA.


Tinamad na naman ako and as usual, di ako pumasok. Super pangit kasi ng sched namin today sa school kahit na hanggang 230 lang kami. Who wants to have MAJOR SUBJECTS EARLY IN THE MORNING then mga walang kwenta after recess diba?.. May Longtest pa sa Fil. Asa namang papasok ako. :p Pero sayang dapat pumasok ako kasi sabi ni Mich, pupunta sina Gul Paul Charlie sa bahay niya.. Chill daw. Wala lang sayang lang. Haha. Last night ko pa pinaplan not to go to school kasi i realized i haven't gotten enough sleep for the past few days.. Kelangan ko bumawi. Hehe. Makikitrain pa kami ni Mich tomorrow sa track and field. Goodluck nalang sakin, isa akong malaking lampa. HAHA.

Should i have a traditional debut party or what?.. I can't decide. Super early mag plan kasi ng mom ko, gusto niya ayos na agad. Haha. Ano ba naman yun, i'm limited to 50 friends that i can invite. Ano ba naman yun. 50 relatives din kasi, pero yung binilang ng mom ko.. 65 talaga. dapat 35 lang yung guests ko na friends. Ang ewan diba? :)) Pero kung traditional debut party i'm thinking of 2 themes.. One is a MAFIA THEME the other one's a WHITE THEME party shittin.. Haha. Lahat sila nakawhite ako ibang color. Syempre syempre. HAHA. Magagaling na mga kapamilya ko gagawa ng dress ko, make-up ko, and yung design ng place. Hehe. Waley. Pero ewan ko talaga. Hmmm. My mom's offering me another option, P50k + painom sa friends + overnight sa hotel with my close cousins.. P50k isn't that bad naman diba. PERO EWAN. Bahala na.. BASTA, MARK YOUR CALENDARS NA.. AUGUST 2, 2008, Saturday. Aryt? :)

Tuesday, 15 January

JELLYBEANS from Cheska. Haha. Different flavors, it's a flavorful world out there. Ulul. Hahaha! :) So, songfest's done. Tinapos namin yung choice piece on the day itself. Talk about cramming diba? Haha. Obviously, we dint win. We expected that naman from the start palang, we just want a grade for Music. :p But i can say... we did good. : ) Yay. I finished Skye's palanca, wasn't able to make one for Mara. Hehe sorry? After class, we went to Katip.. Mich's condo. Aww. Namiss ko yung time na pag kaming 3 magkakasama nina Mara and Mich. Memoriesssss. Haha. Mara went home agad cause she needs to go to the grocery pa for her retreat. Bonding with Mich, the thing we haven't done for quite some time now. YAY. Pinapunta namin si Paul kasi we need to talk to him about SECRET STUFF. Haha. As usual, may C2 nanaman siya. Peborits? Haha. So there, someone called Mich.. sabi lasing daw si Kuya bry (her bro) sa Cantina, sunduin daw namin. So sabay-sabay na kami bumaba nila Paul then we went straight to Cantina, we were wondering how on Earth will we bring Kuya Bry to Prince David.. So sabi namin bahala na. Nung dumating kami, hindi naman pala lasing. Nakakaasar. HAHA. Lakas mang trip eh, bumalik nalang kami ulit ni Mich. Actually, deck muna. Heart to heart talk and nagvview lang kami ng Katipunan Ave. Haha. Balik ulit sa condo niya. SUPER KILIG MOMENTS NANAMAN WITH MICH SANTIAGO!! We were talking about his guy and the guy that i like. Haha. They're close friends.. Eh we have ideal guys pa naman, the ones who will get along na kahit hindi kami kasama, magkasama sila.. Just like James-Inigo. Haha. SHIIIIT. Super okay eh. Close friends sila tapos kami bestfriends. Lagi kaming magkakasama kunyari kain ng isaw, Everything at Steak, and music room. Ano baaaa. Tuwang tuwa kami. We ended up hugging each other and pretending na yung guy namin yung isa't-isa. : ) Twas super fun.. Haha. Kilig to the maxxx kami eh. Imagining those things, pareho pang may car tapos malapit pa. Ano ba naman yun. HAHA. Eh hindi naman kasi masama mangarap diba? Keri lang yun. After all the huggin and giggling, i continue doodline my name and his name.. Napuno ko ata yung buong long bond paper eh. SUPER NICE kinalabasan eh. Haha. 6 dapat ako susunduin pero mukang 9 na ko nasundo eh. HAHA. Cool ako eh, bat ba? : )

Wednesday, 16 January

Nothing much happened, 2 periods physics pero parehong free time. PE super walang kwenta. Haha. Wala akong maalalang nangyari. AY i saw our batch shirt. Eww. Ang pangit, sobrang ewan. Mas okay kasi kung simple lang na okay naman. Pero kasi ang off naman talaga dun is yung color orange tapos yung "phoenix". Ewan ko lang.. We're planning to make another shirt na mas okay. Bumili yung mga bibili haha. Sorry nalang talaga, di talaga namin trip eh. Well anyway, club time.. I talked to Pichay about Bets, nakakainis kasi eh. Nagpapakatanga nanaman siya over a girl who doesn't like her naman. Lahat ginagawa ni Bets for that girl pero parang wala lang dun sa girl. Naasar lang naman ako, syempre kahit papano.. i love bets ayoko na nagpapakatanga siya sa isang babae na wala namang pakelam sakanya. Hindi ako naiinis dahil nagseselos, pero she's like a bestfriend to me na rin eh. I just don't want to see her getting hurt. Going GAGA over a person who doesn't care about you is STUPID. Nakakaasar. When will she ever learn. Aggh. After dismissal time, we went to Moro kasi may kukunin daw si Mich.. DONE. We're planning to walk papunta sa Katip, from MORO ha? : Good thing nakita ni Mich sina Gul and Jonik so sumabay kami sakanila hanggang sa may over pass lang. Naglakad nalang kami papunta prince davide.. Tapos na si Paul sa MSA so pumunta siya ulit sa condo ni Mich kasi wala siyang mahang out-an. Ang yabang pa niya sa grad pic niya eh! :)) Oh well, after that we went to Katip para sunduin si Bags and Panops then punta sa Toppers for Mich's pants then sa Dynamics to get a refund dahil, basta long story.. Dumaan muna kami sa Starbucks to say hi to Andi, Cessa, Shelly (my gf haha), and Rich.. Mich and I went back to Prince kasi kukunin niya gamit niya dahil mag papatutor siya.. Si Bags and Panops naiwan KUMAIN NG FISHBALLS. Out na kayo sa group natin.. Poor. HAHA. Bags, Panops, and I chilled lang sa deck tapos pinakita ko sakanila kung saang bundok malapit house namin. : ) There.. I went home at around 7pm.

Haynako.. RANDOM THOUGHTSSSS.

NAASAR AKO SA ISANG TAO NA SUPER TSISMOSA... AGGH. Like kapag may kausap ako then malapit lang siya sakin, it's so obvious na she's listening. There was this time pa nga na i told * something tapos napagkasunduan nalang namin na samn nalang yun, ABA NALAMAN NA NUNG TAONG INVLOVED YUNG PINAGUSAPAN NAMIN NI *(Hindi naman masama or something yung pinagusapan namin).. PERO GETS, THAT TIME ALAM KO AKO AND SI *LANG NAKAKAALAM EH NAALALA KO, MALAPIT LANG PALA SIYA SAMIN NUN. Nakakaasar lang talaga. Gusto niya updated siya sa mga tsismis. ARRRGH.

Meron pang isa.. NAKAKAASAAAAR! Second day palang to ha, pero she's getting into my nerves. Nakakainis yung pagkakulit. She really wants to know E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!! Tipong kahit may sinusulat ako, "ano yan?".. May natanggap ako "ano yan?" Tapos pati yung usapan namin ng ibang tao tatanungin niya "ano yun?"/"sino yun?" Fishnets naman. Tama nga yung warning ni Meli. NAKAKAASAR KASI EH!!!! Aggh. Talk about feeling close.....


Monday, January 14, 2008
Yet another tiring day.. I attended our songest pratice at Cessa's. Waley.. Goodluck nalang samin tomorrow, i'm gonna study and memorize our choice piece narin.. Pati yung Thanks To You shit na yun. Haha. Congrats nalang. Come what may.. After that, Miko Russalie and I went to Flaming Wings to eat.. sumunod si Carla with her new red highlights. Naks naman. Ganda lang. :p Sumunod din si Julliann sa Flaming Wings then right after eating, chill kami sa Starbucks.. We dint order though. Tamang chill lang. Haha. Inintay lang namin umuwi si Miko and Carla. Russalie Julliann and I went to gateway to watch "I am legend". Mukang kami lang ni Julliann nanuod kasi mag project pa daw si Russa. KKK. Libre naman ni Juls eh. HAHA. SHIT. It was scary.. ZOMBIES PA NAMAN PINAKA KINAKATAKUTAN KO. Waley, i cried sa sobrang takot. Sabi ko pa kay Julliann "lalabas na talaga ako.." HAHA. Pinat nalang niya ko sa likod eh.. Salamat? Nakatulong yun? HAHA. Pangit nga lang ng ending, kung nabuhay lang sana si Will Smith eh tapos yung babae na napagaling niya nabuhay tapos kinausap yung boyfriend niya na zombie.. OKAY PA SANA YUN! Kaso namatay si Will Smith eh, SAYANG. Sorry for the spill. Haha. :) After watching with Julliann Dulay, balik kami sa homebase (Katip). Stayed muna sa Fruit Magic kasi hinintay pa namin si Eds.. Then went to SBC tapos Prince David para lang daanan si Paul kasi waley.. Ewan? HAHA. Pusoy dos lang sa Seattle's. Nagpasok pa ko sa seattle's ng starbucks na inumin. HAHA. Ang ewan, bawal pala yun. Sorry. :) What else? What else? .. Tinatamad ako super.

Yung sa crush ko waley.. Kung kahapon 75% na, ngayon 20% nalang. Nakakaasar kasi eh. FISHNETS!! :)) Napapasaya parin niya ko pero waley! : Ayoko na magsalita kasi baka magkaclue na kung sino yun. Shy naman ako. Waley.

Etong mga nangyayari, cheap thrill lang to eh.. SANA may dumating na talaga, yung tipong solo ko at tipong walang girlfriend. Haynako..


** Wise men say only fools rush in, but i can't help FALLING IN LOVE with you **



(WALEY)


Sunday, January 13, 2008
I'm really in a good mood right now. SO HAPPY! : ) Balance of nature nga naman.. I got a new crush. Waleeeey! Syempre hindi ko naman ipapaalam sakanya na crush ko siya diba.. and piling tao lang nakakaalam. Haha. Pero i've never been this happy.. actually naging ganito na ko pero that was a long time ago. Panahon pa ng kopong-kopong. Haynako.. I don't flirt with him naman kasi may boundaries talaga. PERO ngayon nalang ako ulit nakakita ng guy na hindi ako tintreat as a girl pero hindi rin naman ako masyadong tintreat as a guy. Alam niya kung ano mga limitations niya. Waley. Asaran lang most of the time.. pero it's all G. I can't say naman na he likes me too but who cares.. i'm not expecting something to happen between the two of us. Napapasaya niya ko, that's enough. Hindi nga lang niya alam na napapasaya nya ko and ayoko naman ipaalam noh. HAHA. Yung mga simpleng gestures niya sakin, nakakilig lang talaga. Haha. I don't want to interfere with shits kaya tahimik muna ako.. I'll just keep it to myself. Hehe. Super happy ko lang talaga ngayon and it feels so WEIRD. I felt this way din nung kay Carla and Inigo eh.. pero dun lang. Well anyway, come what may.. Wag na muna isipin yung future. Uulitin ko, masaya ako. Hindi porket kinikilig ako or whatsoever, nilalandi ko na siya. Landi? Not my thing.. HAHA. :P Oh well. Steady na ko sa ganitong situation.. Single! : ) Basta itatatak ko sa utak ko, not to expect too much. : )

Hmm. Masyado na ko naaddict sa COFFEE PRINCE, lahat nalang nirerelate ko dun. Parang, super gusto ko maging guy actually feeling ko guy ako whenever i'm with the other models.. Yung ganun. I don't want any of them to like me, seriously.. so i act that way. I just act myself kasi i really don't want to be someone else to impress them. Ewan ko.. Well anyway, about coffee prince naman. Waley.. HAHA. Naisip ko na lalaki talaga ako tapos nagtataka ko kung bat ako tintext ng crush ko. Yung ganung tipo. HAHAHA! Screw you, coffee prince! Kidding. Hmmm hmmm.

On the contrary, i want to change some things about myself.. not because i want someone to like me but because feeling ko hindi na ko narerespect ng ibang guy friends ko kasi they know na hindi ako normal na girl na maasar on mabababaw stuff.. Hmm. Yung ganun lang. Haynakerr. Ang hirap maging Tere Sevilla. Bat ganun.

While i was looking at some of my "vain pictures", i realized something.. Hindi pala bagay sa guys ang magpakavain as in yung tipong cellphone nila panay solo pics nila with different angles and different poses. Ewan ko lang, nakakatawa lang. Siguro yun din iniisip nila towards girls pero it's a different shit eh. HAHA. Nakakatawa lang talaga :)) I saw Paul's picture pa naman sa multiply. HAHAHAHA. Natawa ako eh! :)) WALEY. =)) Haynako. Pero i should just let them be. : ) Kung san sila masaya, congrats nalang. Haha!

Nakakaasar yung mga taong nagtetext or nag-im tapos pag nagrep hindi naman na magrereply! HAHA. Nakakaasaaaaaaaaaaar.

Things i want to do:
1. Try to quit smoking XD
2. Drink IF AND ONLY IF there's a SPECIAL occassion
3. WAG NG MAGMUMURA. Instead of saying fuck you, say.. "Fudgie brownie" :)) Gago.. "bogart" tangina mo/niyo.. "Fishnets" at kung anu ano pa
4. Go to the gym starting on Tuesday! Grabe na biceps ko e :))
5. Stay single until i reach college
6. Not to rush things
7. Not to look for a guy but to wait for him instead ;)
8. Try talking like a girl
9. Try walking like a girl
10. Try dressing up like a girl
11. Enjoy being single
12. Hanggang crush lang lahat
13. Not to interfere in certain shits
14. Never be too sensitive, but not that insensitive
15. JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET.

Shit. Hindi ko pa nagagawa yung palanca letters nila Skye and Mara. DEDS.


**** KILIG MUUUUUUUUCH! ****


Saturday, January 12, 2008
I'M SUCH A FAILURE. So, i dint pass UPCAT.. and ACET. San nalang ako pupulutin? Aghh. My mom and I checked the results kasi, actually i stayed in the car lang.. CRYING.. while waiting for my mom. Nung pabalik na siya, she was on the phone tapos nakasmile pa.. so parang ako, ano ba. Pero alam ko na na hindi ako papasa dun. Super pangit lang ng feeling na mag Feb na i still don't have a school. Last result pa na iniintay ko, 3rd choice ko pa. Diba? SUPER REJECTED NA KO. Nakakadegrade. I FEEL SO STUPID. Wala pa kong napapasang entrance exam for college? Ano ba naman yun, san nalang ako pupulutin diba. If only i knew that if i pass UP baguio, may chance parin magpatransfer. Pero di ko alam yun eh, sayang. Ang tanga tanga tanga tanga tanga ko. ANG BOBO KO. Hindi ko na alam plano ko. I super want to study in UP pero mukang imposible. Pag nag UP pa ko, may car dapat ako. PERO wala na yung mga dreams na yun. DREAM nalang talaga siya. I'm so depressed talaga. Pero buti nalang i checked the list with my mom kasi yung original plan was to meet up with Pam and Paul sa Katip then sabay-sabay kami pupunta sa UP para i-check yung list. Buti nalang talaga hindi sila Paul yung kasama ko kundi nag breakdown ako sa harap nila. Dyahe. So there, just met up with Paul sa mcdo. 10:30 dapat kami magmmeet pero mukang 12 ako nakarating dun eh. Kaming dalawa lang ni Paul kasi Pam couldn't get a cab. Pag may time kasi ako na binigay na magmmeet, dun palang ako nag-aayos. Haha. (SORRY PAUL!) Second time na to na super late ako. HAHA.

Pareho nanaman pinagtalunan namin ni Paul, whether to attend the practice or not. As in nasa ateneo na kami ng 12:45 pero hindi parin kami makadecide, actually siya lang. Gulo ni gags eh. "Ayoko na mag practice, wala na ako sa mood" /"Ay, practice nalang tayo baka magalit sila." Ang labo diba? :P So we attended our practice nalang. Super gv pero hindi parin ako tinantanan ni Paul sa braso ko. HAHA. GANUN BA SIYA KALAKI PARA MAPANSIN NG LAHAT? Ang sagot.. OO. Haha. Wala, nagiging immune na ko. Hawak lang siya ng hawak sa taba sa braso ko, k na siya dun. Nainggit lang amf. Haha. Something funny happened (twice) to PAMELA MEJIA! Tatawagin niya dapat si Paul.. ang nasabi niya "SEAAAAAN" as in malakas. Eh crush niya si sean tapos ang lapit lang talaga namin kay sean as in 1 seat away. HAHAHAHAHAHAHH! Nahihiya ako for her. Tapos nung nakatayo na kami, tinawag naman niyang "SEAN" si Stan. HAHAHA. Kawawa naman. SUPER LAUGHTRIP!! :)) Hmm. SET 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5. DONE! Haha. I have a new partner pala, MIGGY AUSTRIA. Hmm hmmm. After our practice, Pam Paul and I headed to Katip para kumain sa flaming wings. Wow. Namiss ko siya infairness. MEAL #2! Haha. Dumating sina Marco, Franco, and Ignacio.. THE "OH" BROTHERS. Haha. So kain kwentuhan and kulitan lang kami. Paul brought me to Mich's condo na kahit super lapit lang. Hinatid pa ko, waley.. may kotse kasi. APIR! Haha.

PAMPER PAMPER PAMPER.. Nagpafacial kami ni Mich sa Let's Face It. Since I was super sad with the UPCAT results, we decided to get ourselves "pampered". PERO ang sakit eh, kala ko may tinutusok sakin. Haha. Pero it was all G. Bonding time with each other kahit di naman kami masyado nakapagusap. Haha. We're thinking na every week, we will pamper ourselves para fresh looking diber? Magpapaganda na talaga kami. Wahaha. After nung facial, hinihintay pala kami ni Eds sa labas.. :) Yay. I missed Eds! We headed straight to Mich's condo to play Pusoy dos and Tong its. Talo ako sa tong its. Sorry na, Eds. Sorry na! Haha!

ANG DAMING PLANS NA HINDI NATULOY TODAY!
1. Paolo Panops and I were planning to go to Tagaytay pero imposible :))
2. Magbobonding daw yung models sa Eastwood.. hindi natuloy. But instead, nasa Flaming Wings kami.
3. Inuman at Katip extension. Yung blabla for a cause.. Kasabay ko dapat si Alvie and David papunta and baka si Paolo din ata kasabay ko? Pero I heard na pupunta si Inigo, so nawalan ako ng gana.. buti nalang di na din ako pinayagan. Sign na yun. Wag na talaga siyang makita. Haha.

I'll just finish Coffee Prince nalang. Last night i watched 9 episodes from 8pm to 430am. Wow naman diba! The story's really funny and nice kasi eh. Excitiiiing. I'll be stuck at home tomorrow.. Monday, practice at Cessa's. Hmm hmm. Great. I still need to finish my palanca letters for Mara and Skye. Waley.

CRUSHY WUSHYYYYY!! NEW CRUSH! SHIT. SAKTONG KILIG LANG. BAWAL MANGOPAS EH.. HAYAANG SIYA ANG MANGOPAS SAKIN. HAHA. KIDDING. PERO WALEEEEEEEEY! TUNAW NA KO!!!


Friday, January 11, 2008
NO SOCIAL LIFE FOR ME. This week, i only "visited" Katip once.. first time actually in my senior year life. Haha. Oh well. Super TAMAD ako this week! All i wanna do is to go home early and watch some DVD. Pag nasa school naman, tulog lang or kwentuhan during class.. Siguro nga we got the 'SENIORITITIS' sickness, kahit wala pa kaming college and all. Haha. Haynako. : Grabe.. Ang dami ko dapat plans for today. One is to hangout at Katip first with Mara and Mich then we will go straight to GH. ANOTHER plan was to attend our songfest practice then go to Meli's pad.. after that, we'll go to GILLY's then Fiamma for Janina's debut. Oh well.. Hindi ako makakapunta sa kahit ano dyan. Waley. Pero honestly, i feel so lazy.. Parang i'm enjoying every minute of my 'ALONE TIME' Haha. Medyo naccarried away na ko sa "single" life ko. Well, naeenjoy ko naman kasi walang dagdag sa responsibilities and i can do anything i want. Pero mukang nagtampo sakin sila Mich and Mara kasi nang INDIAN daw ako. Haha. Eh flexible kasi sched ko eh.. NOT. Haha. Pag sinabi ng nanay ko na nandyan na sila, waley na.. Direcho uwi. Loossseeer. Oh well. I'm going to have fun naman with my lovable computer. Haha. Hmm. What else what else? MY MOM BOUGHT ME A TOFFEENUT FRAPPE CAUSE I WENT HOME EARLY. Yay for me. Toffeenut Frappe is lalalalalalalooooove! :) Hmm hmm. Not much happened today, we had our music class.. Kawawa naman section namin, supot na sa songfest haha. There were no teachers in our math&physics class. Graded recitation in English and shitty shits in Accounting (elective). Pep rally din.. Eew. Yung cheer for MC. Cmon hindi naman kasi yun parang sa LaSalle na 'ANIMO LASALLE!' eh.. Ang ganda ganda nung cheer sakanila, tapos kami.. WALEY. Ano naman si Maria Katipunera diba?? Muka pang tibo yung "mascot" namin. Tanginer, di nakakatuwa. HAha. Oh well.. 3 months nalang naman ako mag-aaral dun. Sana naman di ako mag MC sa college. Please Lord, please....

Tomorrow.. Hmm what's my sched for tomorrow? I have a modelling practice at Ateneo from 1-3pm. I need to meet up with Paul Martinez before the practice kasi i don't know where the practice will be held. So yun, i don't know if kakain pa kami sa Uncle Moe's.. kung san man yun? Or mag fifishball nalang kami. Haha. The other models were planning to go out pa tomorrow para may bonding daw. Haha. Waley.. Di ko alam kung sasama ako. If sasama si Paul and Pam, then i'll go with them. Kung hindi, wag nalang. Haha. Paolo and Panops are planning pala to go to Tagaytay tomorrow then we'll go straight to Jet's place para dun sa party for a cause. Haynako.. Pero gusto kong pumunta e! Ready ako!! : I think pupunta kami sa Tagaytay then EK or.. ewan ko? Bahala na daw bukas eh. Hindi ko pa alam kung sino-sino kami. Waley. : Sana naman di ako tamarin bukas.

WE DON'T HAVE CLASSES ON MONDAY, JANUARY 14. Wooohooooo!!! Yey yey yey! Songfest na on Tuesday.. K! Talo na kami. Hmm. Wala na kong makwento.

I need to make MARA a SPECIAL palanca.. Haha. I think she's the last person na gagawan ko eh. Gawin ng special since wala na kong gagawin dito sa bahay. I dunno kung gagawan ko pa kasi si SKYE. I im-ed him last night kung gagawan ko pa ba siya ng palanca or what.. HE WASN'T REPLYING. Hindi naman siya idle or whatsoever. It just pissed me off kasi we made it clear naman na kahit wala na yung thing between us we can still be friends.. nakakafeel bad lang talaga? Kaya ayokong ginagamit yung title na BESTFRIENDS eh kasi hindi naman totoo yun.. Haynako. Waley. Bahala siya.. Okay lang rin yun para di ako mapagod gumawa ng palanca. Although nakakadalawang pages na ko. Hay nako! Ewan ko sakanya. Badvibes.

Try downloading this song -- Shimmer by Fuel. It's SUPER NICE, well.. for me :]


SHIMMER BY FUEL

She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label
She says she's ashamed
And she can take me for a while
And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
But maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterfliess, reality escapes her
She says that love is for fools that fall behind
And I'm somewhere in between
I never really know
A killer from a savior
'Til I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
It's too far away for me to hold
It's too far away....
Guess I'll let it go


Thursday, January 10, 2008
So.. I've been absent for two days now. Last Tuesday I had to go home early (not early dismissal) cause i had a very bad stomach ache. I ATE A LOT, i swear. So the following day, Wednesday, I wasn't able to go to school.. not because of that bad stomac ache, it was just because i don't feel like going to school. Haha. NOW, I HAVE THE REASON WHY I EAT TOO MUCH AND WHY I'M EASILY IRRITATED.. "I have eh" :)) Oh well. Today, I dint go to school not because I have dysmenohrrea but because I'm too lazy to get out of bed so early. Hehe. AND i'm not ready to take the quiz on trigo and the LOOOONG test on Fil. I'm so stubborn. Fucker.

I'm going to continue watching HOUSE SEASON 4! Yeyyy! Next: 7th episode. The CD that my mom bought wasn't complete.. it has only 6 episodes (1-6). Dayyym

So I got to get myself busy! :)

I'm so excited on my BORACAY trip with my friends on April!!


Tuesday, January 08, 2008
To : Vince, Effrey, Inigo, Erjo, Puducay, Migs, Jet, Jamo, Richard, Jeff, JV, Julliann, Panops, David, Bernard, Alvie, Raf, Meli, Sel, Mariz, Mich, Mara, Tere, Cheska, AM, Jabez, Flo, Leslie, Ven, Juana, Sophie, Andi (Hindi ko kabisado lahat. Basta inform them narin)

BORA BABBBYYY :)


So here's the thing, nag-aayos na kami nina Vince and Effrey ng Bora trip. WE CAN'T GO WITH LES AND OTHERS on April 17-21 'cause we're thinking na hindi makakasama si Erjo since flight niya is on April 20. So dapat before April 20 and after April 7 kasi birthday ni Effrey. So you guys have to choose, if you're coming ha, sana sumama lahat para mas masaya. What do you prefer? 5 days 4 nights or 4 days 3 nights. THINK ABOUT THE MONEY YOU OUGHT TO BRING.. Is your money good for 5 days or

kukulangin?..

Possible dates:

If 5 days & 4nights


April 9 - 13 Wednesday to Sunday (Para maabutan ang Saturday wild night life ;p)
April 15 - 19 Tuesday to Saturday


If 4 days & 3 nights
April 10 - 13 Wednesday to Sunday
April 15 - 18 Tuesday to Friday (Para may rest day for Erjo at para magpainom naman siya before siyang mangibang bansa :p)


Airlines:


If we choose Philippine Airlines, ang natatandaan ko when we inquired.. it's P3800 for roundtrip. Pero when Eff and I were looking for that promo, di namin makita. So tentative pa to. **


If we choose Cebu Pacific Airlines, it'll cost us P4300 for roundtrip. It's much cheaper than Asian Spirits na P8000 roundtrip right?.. Pero that P4300 that we checked is for April 15 - 18.


Hotel/Place we could stay:


As of now, wala pa kaming nahahanap. Actually, di pa kami nagsstart cause we want to talk to you guys first para estimated na kung ilan and what type of room ang kukunin. If ever you have some contacts naman na pwede nating madiscount-an.. Please tell us or if you could talk to them para mas okay. *ehem JAMO ehem* So there..


**Dun sa P4300 hindi pa included yung bayad for the place na sstay-an natin. So yun nga pinapaisip ko sainyo if you want 5 days & 4 nights or just 4 days & 3 nights. You need to tell us asap if you're coming with us or not kasi kelangan na magpabook baka maubusan na ng slot. Parang college lang to 'pre. Haha.**


Tell us din kung isasama niyo mga loverboy/lovergirl niyo aryt? Thankssss. Please inform the others :p


---- We prefer to go there on April 15-19 kasi sabi ni Leslie mas mahal kung mas maaga (and maraming CHICKS). Aryt aryt? Leslie Ven Flo and other friends/POVEDANS will go to Bora on April 17-21. Sel will also go to Bora kasabay natin but with her family, same with Cheska.. but i think tehy'll stay with us? We're encouraging you to bring your girlfriends/boyfriends.. Basta wag lang pati yung barkada ng barkada ng barkada ng kalaguyo niyo. Mahirap maghanap and pagkasyahin sa place eh. Aryt aryt? :P


--- PLEASE DO REPLY. WE NEED TO KNOW IF YOU'RE COMING OR NOT ASAP. KUNG WALANG PERA, MAY 3 MONTHS PA AND MAY MGA GRAD GIFT NA MATATANGGAP SO KERI LANG. ---


xoxo,

Vince Tere Effrey


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Well anyway, I got home early kasi i'm INJURED. Hahaha. Kidding. I ATE TOO MUCH SO I NEED TO GO HOME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. Ang katakawan ko nanaman pinairal ko.. Yesterday sobrang food trip talaga.. Chicken Mami, Bavarian, Milky Way, Beef Wanton, Siomai, and around 6 bars of chocolates(isang upuan) ang nakain ko.. Kanina, 4 chicken balls and 2 bars of chocolates naman. Grabe.. I'm so addicted to chocolates kasi ngayon and i don't know why? Naglilihi? HAHA. Joke. Yun nga.. I even went to the clinic pucha pero pinabalik ako agad after 10 mins. Naawa na sakin sila Kate. Haha. Naiwan ko tuloy si Mara sa MC.. Di ko nasamahan sa Katip. Sorry? The bathroom's my loviedovie right now. Haha. Badtripppp! Anyway, niloko namin si Russalie na nagbalikan kami ni Inigo kaya magkagalit kami ni Meli ngayon (Joke lang).. Naniwala si gago. Gullible amf. HAHA.


I'm not happy with my exam results. 65% yung passing namin. Nabagsak ko yung dalawa. Badtrip! Sa Math I got 67/100. CLE 79/90. Filipino 64/100. Physics 64/100. Econ 78/90. Hmm puta. Pero yung sa math and physics naman steady lang kasi maraming bumagsak talaga, tipong sa physics 24/100 ganun.. Sa math 44/100. Eto nanaman ako, nagcompare para lang tumaas ako. HAHA! Pero pero.. kahit na medyo mataas na to, wala parin akong college! San nalang ako pupulitin bords?..


Anja's my friend na! For me kasi, steady na ko sa nangyari samin ni Inigo. Parang binaon ko na sa limot. I mean, waley lang talaga. Nagcomment ako sa pic nila ng ex bf niya kasi ang hot naman talaga nung ex niya. Sheeeet! Hahaha. *drools* Basta.. new year, new life, new friends.. :) We should all forget the past diba? ;)


Last Sunday, I talked to Maria cos parang she's not happy and all.. basta yung sa stat niya "i don't know what i want anymore :'(" So i told her something like, "Don't pressure yourself.. Give it time. Dadating din ang panahon na you'll know na what you want. Blabla" Basta di exact words. Naiyak daw siya.. Basta it's about his 20-year old bf na manhid and all. I realized na.. hindi naman porket mas matanda sayo di ka na iiwan nung lalaki. Yun yung mali ng maraming tao eh, they keep on searching for the PERFECT ONE wherein they should just wait for him/her to come into their life. Diba? God has plans for us, dapat lang tayo maging patient at wag pangunahan yung thing na was planned for you. If your aim is to experience other guys/girls, then do what you want basta wag lang iiyak-iyak. Diba? They shouldn't get TOO serious not unless their married na kasi dun lang magkakaron ng assurance. I don't know. Pero thinking about it, trying other stuff is fun but I don't think na older guys will be much better than younger/same age guys. Kasi iba iba naman yun eh.. Iba-iba ang lalaki. Swertihan nalang kung makakuha ng matino. Wow, serious talk to ha. In trying new guys(not sexually), we should spend some time to know the person well kasi before taking him seriously. 2 weeks/3weeks isn't enough.. Diba? Ewan ko.. For me hindi talaga enough yun bago makipagseryosohan. Ewan.. Pero based from my experiences, i prefer girls kesa sa guys. Parang nga yung napag-usapan namin ni Anja.. Mas okay ang girls kasi bilang lang ang mga babae/tibo na loko-loko. They get serious and stuff.. They won't let you cry because of some petty reasons. Things like that.. I know i know, hindi sila yung pinlan ni God for us.. Pero it's part of trying something NEW. Wala naman nga kasi sa bible na nakastate na eve is for eve and adam is for another adam. Pero same gender feels the same thing. DUH! Common sense, right? Haha. Wala lang.. Just a thought. Haynako.. So i dint regret having a boyfriend pati girlfriend kasi kahit papano nacompare ko rin. Pangit lang, isa lang naging boyfriend ko so nakatatak sa utak ko na they're all the same. You know what i mean.. ;)


Hmm. Thinking about it, ano ba dream guy ko?.. Hmm hmm

- Handsome (Sinong hindi may gusto diba?)

- Taller than me

- Medyo maputi, ayoko ng maitim

- Gentleman

- Easy to get along with.. as in yung makakasama ng mga friends ko or makakasama namin ng bestfriend ko pag umaalis

- Hindi masyadong possessive

- Sweet (pero pag kami na) -- naiilang talaga ako pag sweet tapos hindi pa kami. It just aint right.

- Loko-loko ( yung pwede ako makisali sa mga kalokohan )

- Hindi soft spoken at hindi mahiyain

- Presentable (WALEY)

- Okay manamit.. Hindi parang straight from the bed?

- May muscles naman kahit konti. Haha

- Who loves to eat but not overweight naman

- Who will always have time for me kahit biglaan lang

- Who will let me befriend his friends para makipagkwentuhan and stuff

- Hindi masyadong madaldal.. steady lang

- Medyo suplado sa ibang tao pero sakin hindi

- Hindi pikon

- Mahilig sa kulitan

- Hindi napipikon

- Not that sensitive pero ayoko naman ng sobrang insensitive

- THOUGHTFUL as in kahit lollipop lang naman ibigay sakin masaya na ko eh

- Who never forgets

- Okay kausap.. intellectual man or hindi
- Understanding, hindi mababaw tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay
- Hindi maselan
- Who will never let me ride a cab/commute alone
... and the list goes on. Wala na kong maisip eh. Hahaha. Pero yan yung mga gusto ko sa guy.. :p Oh well. Sana meron ngang ganyan. Hahaha. I'll keep on dreaming nalang, sa dreams ko lang naman dumadating yan eh. Haha. :p Dramachine. Waley. AGHHH. I need to read ibong mandaragit chapters 32-34/35. Hay. I won't go to school tomorrow. Hehe. :p So much blogging.. need some lovin. Ay. :


Saturday, January 05, 2008
Hay pucha. So much to blog about.. Okay, the ACET results are out. BIG TIME.. Hahay.. Last night nagpplano na kami nila Julliann kung what time kami magkikita. We both agreed na 930am kami magkikita. So there... Magkatext naman kami ni Eds, we both agreed naman na 830am kami magkikita.. Then Paul Martinez naman, 8am. Hahahaha!! :) So i told mich na she should be there mga 830 din. Hahay.. So yun muna. Haha. Everyone's "excited" to see the results of that ACET shit. Eto lang naaalala ko ha, mga status ng mga tao sa y!m ko puro about ateneo. Takte yan o. :)) Di ko na nga pinangarap na sabayan pa sila kasi iniexpect ko rin naman na deins ako papasa. Well well well.. Dapat may dare kami ni Erjo last night eh, pero waley.. UMURONG ANG ANO NI ERJO. Supot amf. Haha. Ako, ready ako.. tsktsk. Haha. May inaway pa kami sa confe kasi may gumago kay Akiko.. Although di naman kami close.
But still, away yun.. READY AKO. Sabik kumbaga. Haha. Ginagago ko lang.. Tinawag ako sa y!m.. sabi "Tere". Sabi ko, "dont call me Tere. Di tayo close.. call me.. STARGAZER"(Diba.. Taray ng pangalan e) HAHAHA. Laughtrrripppppp! Waley lang. Haha. Ang creepy niya, okay lang yun. PrettyFUL naman siya eh. Tangina yun o. Bobo. Pinakausap ko kay Bryant, our secret weapon.. Sabi ko i-ready na nila ang tissues nila.. NOSE BLEED TO. Well, i was right. Haha. Ninose bleed nga, napatahimik lahat. Haha. Oh well. Sayang sayang.. Di ko nasabayan ang english skills ni lil kid. Yun.. I slept at around 1230. FIRST TIME! Ang aga na nun ha. I'm so proud. Tss. :))

WAKE UP CALL FROM MICHELE SANTIAGO. Nakakaasar ehhh! Haha sarap sarap ng tulog ko. So usap usap kami, CHAMP passed daw. Okay okay nalang ako.. Tapos nakita ko yung oras, 830 na! HAHA. Nagtext na si Paul kung nasan ako, sabi ko papunta na sa katip.. Sabi ko asan siya.. Di nagrep tapos tinanong nanaman ako kung asan ako. Waley eh. Haha. So i took a bath and dressed up tapos ate ko super tagal.. Nagawa ko pang lagyan ng nail polish nails ko. Haha. So.. off to Katip. Sinundo pa namin boyfriend ng ate ko sa bulubunduking Modesta. Kung kami, paanan ng bundok.. sila.. BUNDOK na talaga. ;p Haha. So hindi pa pala kami yung "Sa dulo ng walang hanggan".. Yung place nila kuya alex, yun yung echo na.. "sa dulo ng walang hanggan" gan gan gan gan gan gan! Dun sila sa gan. :)) Okay na ko. So nagtext na si Jullian sabi niya nasa katip na daw siya, eh papunta palang akong batasan. Sabi ko nasa commonwealth na ko. Haha. Nagtext na ulit si Paul, asan na daw ako.. Sabi ko nasa daan pa din. That was like 1030 na. Haha. LIAR AMF. Oh well. Pati si Mich sabi niya nasan na daw ako. Haha. Oh well, si Eds di na nagparamdam. Nakatulog te! So Katip, picked up Jullian from Katip only to find out that he checked the results na pala! Nagyabang pa sakin na HE PASSED AND HE'S PART OF THE TOP 15% sa course na kinuha niya, health sciences. Ewan ko sayo, congratulations nalang! So yun, nakarating na sa pupuntahan. *inhale* *exhale* Tinignan ko na yung list, at oo.. Nandun ang pangalan ko. Joke lang :p WALA! Hindi ko alam kung anong maffeel ko nun. Kahit naman wala talaga akong balak pumasa ng Ateneo, masakit parin yun. Parang shitt ang bobo ko puta. REJECTION! Nakakadegrade. I checked lahat ng names ng Shacka, wala samin nakapasa.. Not even Kaye : Ano ba naman yun.. Ang talino niya eh. Sa lovies, sina Venica Jose, Cheska Fernandez, Leslie Carlos, and Florence Duque lang. CONGRATULATIONS, loves. :p I'm so proud of you.. and i'm envy too. Haha. So there, sa bugoys sabi ni Raf.. siya lang ang pumasa. Congrats! Starbucks after with Paul, Jullian, and Mich. Sobrang lungkot namin ni Paul eh, actually ako lang. I even cried when i talked to my mom over the phone. Crybaby amf. So nilibre ko nalang sarili ko ng Toffeenut frappe. Yuummm. So after that, it was all G. At first, after seeing the results.. wala kaming balak ni Paul pumunta sa practice for modelling.. Pero natakot si gago, punta na daw kami. Fine fine, your wish is my command. Mich and Jullian went along with us. ALL BLACK KAMI. Pero yung iba hindi na. 1230 palang nandun na kami sa OSA. WALA PA NAMANG TAO. Si Paul kasi excited ehhh! Gullible amf, sabi kasi sakanya nandun na lahat. Waley. So there, nagkatao na. Nagstart na.. GV sa lahat ng girl models. Haha. Pinapatawa ko nalang sila, sabi ko pa dun sa nagaayos.. Dapat wala ako sa girls, sa guys dapat ako. Haha. Kwela eh. Pam was late.. HMM HMM. Una, partner ko si Paul pero pinalitan eh, si Marco na . (ehem EDS ehem)Tsktsk. Haha. Pero ayos lang naman, friends kami. Tangkad lang niya. Haha. Tangkad ko din. Okay na ko.. : Habang nagppractice, nagkukulitan kami ni Paul kasi ang laki daw ng braso ko. Nakakainis. HAHA! Tapos tawanan then biglang tinanong nung new partner nya out of the blue.. "uhmmm. do you guys have a 'thing'?" HAHAHA. Napatawa kami ni Paul eh, di naman tawa pero steady-ng tawa. Sabi ko nalang, 'wala noh'. HAHA Wala naman kasi talaga. Pero cute siya. Ay waley. Haha. So tawa nalang talaga.. After that, binaba lang namin si Mich sa Katip kasi mag tutor daw siya. Yea right.. haha. joke lang bestfriend. Direchong Celeb na to eat SISIG! Yeaboii. Then Mich called, wala daw siyang tutor.. Fine fine. Sabi namin mag taxi nalang siya kasi mahirap bumalik. So there, we ate sa Celeb... Libre ni Paul, yun naman eh! Rich na rich! Usapang ACET nanaman at napatanong ako sakanila kung bobo ba talaga ako. Ang sagot ni Juls, "hindi ka bobo. MAYABANG LANG. Kasi naman, UP ADMU UST tinake mo, tapos fall back mo UP ADMU. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!" Tama ba naman yun. Haha. Pero may point naman kasi. Apir nalang, Julliann. After eating, direchong katip na kasi ibababa na kami ni Paul. Haha. Kawawang bata, may sakit. Gagaling ka rin, yaan mo. Pag dating sa Katip.. STARBUCKS LANG FROM 6-8. Haynako. Patay na ang baga ko. : Napagkamalan pa kong lasing nung ate ko pagkasakay ko sa car. Haha. Oh well, nagsawa ako sa muka ni JULLIAN DULAY ha. Buong araw ko siyang nakasama then naiwan pa kami sa Starbucks ng isang oras.. Okay lang yun, love ko naman siya eh. Haha. May bago na kaming codename sa kung saan man: F-DO pre. Isn't that cool? Apir! Haha. Oh well. Pakasaya nalang tayo.

FUCK ACET. FUCK IT HARD. : )

Paul Martinez: Thanks for the ride, sisig, and the sticker! Next time, wag ka ng masyadong gullible. Dapat kasi FASHIONABLY LATE tayo. Hindi early birds pots. Haha. Apir apir apir! May thing daw tayo eh. Waley. Ninose bleed ako dun, english eh. Philippine Univeristy of the Philippines pala ang PUP? Haha. Sige, sabi mo eh. Pagaling ka!

Mich Santiago: PUP nalang ha. Ikaw, UE. Joke lang bestfriend! Naniniwala ako na papasa tayo sa UST. Mag CFAD ako para maraming gwapoooo. Yeeey. ;p Digital arts na to! Nursing ka. Compatible tayo, para tayong yung nasa Heroes.. Yung painter at yung "nurse".. Bagay. Love you!

Jullian Dulay: F-DO! AHAHAHAH. Funny ha.. Nagsawa tayong dalawa sa pagmumukang ng isa't-isa. Goodvibes lang pre! :D Sunog baga eh noh.. Ubos dalawang pack. Bat ganun! Haynako. Haha. Sige ha, goodluck sa hoodie. Apir!


** Hindi totoo yung NCAE!!! Sabi dun i belong to the top 3% sa buong 4th year students sa buong Pilipinas. EH BAKIT HINDI AKO NAKAPASA? Bakit?! O wag kang masyadong bitter.. Tititigan ko nalang yung NCAE at yung aptitude test ko for MC. Baka sakaling sumaya ako.. : Kung sa 4th year lang ako mataas.. 4TH YEAR NA FOREVER! BYE COLLEGE. Haha. Kasi naman kasi eh! Top 3% ako sa NCAE tapos kasali din ako sa top 15% sa batch namin, based on the aptitude test.. Pero waley porebers. Patapon na ko. MC nanaman ang bagsak pucha. **


About Me
Ma. Teresa Ysabel Mendiola Sevilla.
4th year Miriam College High School.
YM: TEREYSEVILLA
MULTIPLY: TERESALAGUBANG
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