tere

2009-09-13T14:49:00.003+08:00

I never thought na dadating kami sa point na ganito. Hello. We broke up last night.. He broke up with me and left me with his friends. :-< Agh. Hindi ko alam na mangyayari to. AGH. I thought we'll last forever.. pero hindi eh. :|So much for our plans for the future. Haaaay HINDI KO TALAGA KAAAAYAAA. He wants me to win him back pero pano ko gagawin yun if ayaw naman niy din. Ewan ko. Ang hirap mag let go sa taong alam mong siya na yung para sayo. :( :( Hindi ko man napapakita pero seryoso talaga eh. I love him so much as in sobra... I'm so lost without him tangina. Hindi ko na alam kung ano gagawin ko ;( Wala na yung weekend dates.. Wala ng wrestling.. Wala ng play pretend.. Wala ng DVD marathon.. Wala ng 1-on-1 inuman.. Wala ng FEEL THE ROCKSTAR VIBE.. Wala ng movie marathon.. Wala ng hugs.. Wala ng kisses.. Wala ng cuddling.. Wala na lahat :( :( Mamimiss ko siya ng super. Kung alam lang niya how much i love him, siguro hindi niya ko iiwan. ;( SETTLED NA KASI AKO SAKANYA EH. SOBRANG SETTLED NA! Agh. Walaaaaa. wala na. ~sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down just get back up when it knocks you down~ SAKLAP PROMISE. Tas ayaw pa sakin ng mom niya. Wtf lang talaga.. :( Hindi ko magets kung anong ginawa kong masama sakanya na pati yung parents ko na wag ko daw isisi sa paghiwalay nila yung pangit na ugali ko. :| Alamo yun, alam ko naman na kahit mom ko lang yung nagpalaki sakin.. napalaki naman ako ng maayos eh. Hindi naman lahat ng galing sa broken family, masama na ugali eh. Hindi ko lang talaga magets kung bakit kelangan isama yun, lahat ng kaibigan ko pati si raph alam na super sensitive issue yun for me. Nakakaewan lang. Sobrang gusto kong habulin si Raph pero pag naiisip ko yung mom niya, parang may nagpupull back sakin from winning Raph back. Nakikita ko sakanya yung mom ng dad ko and kung pano siya sa mom ko. Ayoko ng ganitong feeling eh.. Ayoko na sa future pag nagbalikan kami tas naging kami, lagi siyang magagalit sakin pag nagaaway kami ni raph. Hay. Ako nga babae eh, mom ko hindi naman sumasama. Nakakahurt lang kasi lagi yung sinasabi eh. :( :( Waleeeey. Hindi ko alam. Pero ayoko na tumapak sa bahay nila, nahihiya lang ako sa mom niya at pagod na ko sa pagpplease ng mga tao sa paligid ko :( Buong buhay ko yun lang ginagawa ko eh, pero whenever im with him i can be myself. HAAAY. EWAN KO. Kanina pa ko umiiyak. Hindi ko talaga kaya na mawala siya....... Nawalan na ko ng pride a lot of times pero mag eend din pala to. :( ngayon, kelangan ko atang ipakita na strong ako. Strong naman talaga eh...... nat. I super miss him na. Hndi ko talaga maimagine sarili ko na wala siya. :( :( ;(

Haaay. I'll still wear yung dogtag baka kasi after ilang years, magbalikan kami.... If destined talaga kami... Sana lang. :-< i love him so much tangina. TANGINA LANG TALAGA. :( :( Wala, masisira na buhay ko. Gusto ko nanaman mamatay tae.

2009-09-02T21:19:00.002+08:00

Kaaay. Major SAD. ;( Nakakajirits yung ganitong feeling. :( :( Feel ko im not the right girl for him. Tae drama. Pero seryoso kasi? Siya, all out sakin. He'll leave everything and anything para lang sakin. Aawayin niya lahat para lang sakin. Ako? Hello i can't do shit for him. He doesn't want me to join the football team, pero sali parin ako. Basta ganon. He loves me 100%.. I love him too pero it seems like i love myself more. Ehhhh! Nakakaiyak na talaga. Pati yung feeling na i bring out the worst in him. Actually mom niya nag sabi nun "Don't bring out the worst in Raphael. Mabait ang anak ko" Kaya niya yun kasi sinabi, mej nag sigawan kami sa garage nila then narinig ng mom niya.. Narealize ko nalang, i really am bringing out the worst in him. Sampal talaga sa pez ko na wala akong nagagawang tama tapos parang nag iiba siya because of me. Before, binlame ko dahil nag college siya. Pero hello naman, sakin pala lahat. Taeee. He really doesn't deserve me. ;( Feel ko sooner or later he'll realize na i'm not the one for him. Naffeel ko naman yun eh. Nakakaasar talaga yung feeling na to ;( Tapos yung tipo pa na major bad shot ako sa mom niya. Ano nalang muka ang ihaharap ko sakanya diba? Yung feeling niya na dahil sakin nagbago anak niya(negatively). Tae. Hirap kasi na kalaban parents eh. Once na nakastrike na, malapit ng ma-"you're out!". Yun ang hindi magets ni Raph eh. Tipong dadagdagan pa niya na, kasalanan ko blabla. Ang sarap sabihin na : OO NA! MALI KO NA NGA EH. PWEDE BANG NGAYON, PAKI-COMFORT NALANG AKO AT TULUNGAN MO NALANG AKO MAGPAGOOD SHOT SA PARENTS MO DAHIL DATI NAMAN YUN ANG GINAWA KO PARA SAYO. Kaineeeeeees. :( Sad na nga ako dahil bad shot na ko, sasabihan pa ko ng OA at talagang mali ako. Onting help naman sa pagpapagoodshot. KUNG PWEDE LANG. ;( It's your parents.. Huhuhu. Kanina pa ko umiiyak. Hindi ko ma-explain side ko dahil first, walang makikinig and second, walang may pakelam. AGH. Ang sama ko.. Ang hirap maging masama sa mata ng parents kahit wala naman talaga akong ginagawa. Hindi pa niya maintindihan yung reason bat ayaw ko na pumunta lagi sa bahay nila. ;( EWAN KO. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko.. Tae. Pwede bang ibahin nalang ugali ko.. Or better yet, ibahin nalang ako? :( :( :(

Badtrip, ayoko na na badshot ako sa parents + friends niya. AYOKO NA NG GANITONG UGALI, PERO HINDI KO MAPALITAN :( Tintry ko naman eh.. Hay. It's really hard to accept the fact na I BRING OUT THE WORST IN HIM. ;( Faaaaak. Unfair ng relationship na to sakanya. Super. :( Sorry Raph................ ;( Nakakaaaasaaaaaaad. Cant stop cryinnngggg. GUILTY.

2009-02-21T23:34:00.005+08:00

It's been months since I last updated this site. Anyhooots.. I'm only doing this 'cause I'M SOOOO BORED. I don't even know what to write. Hahaha! Updates nalang.. Hmm okay.. so now I'm single for 6 months.. (since my last REAL&OFFICIAL relationship). So what's new? I have a new guy. YEHEEEES. Actually, he's not really new. We had something special when I was in 1st year HS but that time it was a bit complicated.. We also had 'something' back when I was in 3rd year HS but.. (there will always be a BUT. haha!) I kindov left him hanging kasi I chose to be with another guy considering that he was there when my life was so fucked up. Ganun ako ka-gago NOON. Imagine this ha, I asked him("new" guy) to be my promdate.. everything was going alright UNTIL after i met the OTHER guy(now my ex-bf). Let's just name them Mut(new) and Tum(ex). So there.. Tum and I started going out then the next thing I know, we were somehow already going steady. That left me with no choice but to cancel my invitation to Mut. It was not the best idea that I had but shit happened. Hahaha. So for two years, Mut and I didn't talk that much. As much as I wanted to talk to him and explain the shit that happened, I couldn't 'cause I was too embarassed for the shit I've done. I just chose to let it all pass and at the same time, I was wishing that he will just forget about it. As expected, we went our separate ways.. He had a girlfriend, who surprisingly was a close friend of my friend. I remember meeting her once during our modeling practice for Ateneo HS fashion show. Ehhh bat ba napunta sa girlfriend niya. So waiiiit!! Anyway.. after Mut, the guys that I've dated were.. how will I put it in one word?.. They were uhhm.. Different? Different in a negative way. They just fall under these categories -- GAY, PLAYER, PERVERT, and SUPERMUSHY(worst ever). Haha! I have the worst luck ever. Haha. No regrets! I learned how to be more alert with guys. Hahaha. For the effin record, most of the guys that I've dated were GAAAAY. :)) Faaaak. Anyway. Mut is different from all of them okaaaay. All this time I was looking for the right and perfect guy.. and I just realized now that that guy is the guy that I've taken for granted for the past four fucking years. How stupid can I get? Hello. Mut was just always in front of me but I insisted to look elsewhere. Waley the world. So yea, now I'm pretty sure with who I should fall in love with. I'm just afraid with the fact that I left him twice, baka this time I'll be the one who'll be left hanging. :l Aggh. I really really really really really really like him.. He's different from the others. He makes me feel special.. Ewan ko. Iba talaga. He's concerned pero he's not the type na hanggang salita lang? EWAN KO. My whole family likes him.. (sister, cousins, most especially my MOM and MAMALOLA) I feel comfortable with him as in parang friends pero HINDI KASI FRIENDS. Hahaha. My friends like him.. My family likes him.. I like him.. Actually I'm already falling for him. This is my THIRD CHANCE with him.. Will this be my lucky third?

Mut's real name is Raph Santiago

2008-09-09T17:50:00.002+08:00

SUPER FUN DAY!! :) :)

Hello lang. After dismissal time I was planning to go to Katip to meet up with Kaye at Mcdo. I texted Kev Abadam and Tobie Reynes, assuming that they're at Katip din. Kev was at his friend's house while Tobie's at school. Haha. Sabi ni Tobie mag isaw daw kami.. Sabi ko GAME! Saan? Tapos punta daw akong Palma Hall. So I went there, nung tinanong ko kung san kami mag isaw. Wala pa daw isaw, sarado pa and 3 pa magbubukas. Hello lang! So sabi niya kain nalang daw kami sa Casaa i said okay. When we got there, nilibre niya ko ng spicy chicken fillet (detailed?) tapos yun. Hahahaha! Ang gentleman okay lang? KINUHANAN PA KO NG TUBIG.Kaaaay. Tubig lang yun. BUT STILL! :)) We were discussing about his take home exam in Math. So pinipilit kong answeran, di namin maansweran. :| Haha. Tapos yosi lang sa labas, muka lang akong yaya niya okay lang ba yon. Hindi okay yon. Haha. :) Quarter to one bumalik na kami sa Palma Hall kasi papasok na siya and pupuntahan ko pa sila Kaye.. Mukang sinamahan pa niya ko tumawid at nag stay siya dun sa left side ko kung san ang mga cars :"> HELLO LANG. :) Tapos tapos tapos!! Pinagbuksan pa niya ko ng pinto. At ganito ang naging bye bye :

Tere: O bukas ah, inom.
Tobie: Sabihan mo si JC
Tere: Sabihan mo si Aprille
Tobie: Sigesige.
Tere: Sige.
Tobie: Sabihin mo kay JC nag date tayo.

So kilig na kilig na ko neto kahit alam kong joke lang yun. Hahahahaha. Pero bawal padin eh kasi may Andi and kabarkada ko si Andi. Respeto nalang. :) GRABE LANG!! :) :) Kilig na ko neto. :| Tapos i met up with sina Kaye na.. SUPER NAMISS KO SILA KAYY. Haha. :) Tapos i texted Tobie para dun sa answer sa math exam niya. Ayun tapos sabi ko nasa Mcdo ako. Tinanong niya kung sino kasama ko at ang "TAKAW" ko daw. All caps yan ah. Haha. AAAAT hindi ako nakareply. :| :| :|

Dapat magmmeet kami ni Kev Abadam sa Rob Metro East pero waley 30 mins lang ako pwede eh. Di anman niya sinabi na pwede niya ko ihatid.. :| Next time, next time. Hahaha. :)

HELLO LANG SA ARAW NA TOOOOOO. :)

2008-04-09T20:40:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since I last wrote an entry. I have my own journal na kasi.. Naisip ko, hindi ko na kelangan ipagbulgaran sa buong mundo love life ko. Haha. Since hindi naman din legal, it should be kept as a secret. Weh ulul. Hahaha. Oh well. Dito nalang share ko about sa other stuff. NAGBAKE AKO NG COOKIES.. PALPAK EH! HINDI KO BINASA YUNG PROCEDURE. Mother F! Badtripppp. Haha. Hindi tuloy nagflat yung cookies ko. HAHAHA. Badtripppppp! : : Oh well. Hindi na ko nakakalabas ng bahay, ang main labas ko nalang is pag pupunta ako sa gym or sa Divi. Well hello, commuter na ko. :)) I haven't been with my friends lately, minsan ko nalang din sila makausap. I MISS THEM. I MISS MARA AND MICH. Huhuhu. Oh well, Bora next week! YAAAAAY. Dami kong makikita dun. Boy hunting na to! Haha. Or... SECRET. ;) Dami kong inoorganize na lakad these days. Haha. Oh well, leadership skills? Nyeh.

April 11, Friday
BW lunch at Katip then swimming at Fil2(Licah) or Guiang's pad. Not yet sure..
Mga pupunta: Tere Lira Donna Claire Kaye Bets Dea Yas Guiang Huwey Russalie Licah Dani Patty
Hindi pwede: Alex Baello Legs

April 22, Tuesday
UST ENROLLMENT!
AHS fashion show models' reunion.. Dinner and inuman either kela Sean or Paul's pad. SEAN PAUL. Yess. HAHA. If di pa kami okay ni Paul by that time baka hindi na ko pumunta. : )
Mga sure na: Marco JC Tobie Raffy Doza Miggy Paul Jonik Bryant Tere Iana Pam Iris
Mga dapat sabihan: Karla Les Flo Ignacio Janna Crescent Tin Chuckie and other male models who i don't remember

YAAAAY. : ) Binabalak namin ni Mara na matutulog kami sa Sofitel this summer. :) Who wants to join us. MAYAMAN TAYO.

Namimiss ko na siya. Alam ko sinabi ko na wag kami magusap for 1 week pero 4 days palang, di ko na kinakaya. Galing nga niya eh, kayang-kaya niya. Well i guess he's moving on, i'm happy for him. Uy! Bitter? HAHA. Badtrip si Doza at Tobie eh.. Haha alam nilang may super gusto ako na kilala niyo na kung sino, pareho ba naman nilang sinabi na "eh babae ka pala eh". Dati lang yun, ngayong wala na siya.. Lalaki na po ako ulit.

2008-03-09T21:51:00.003+08:00

Time to blog! Haha. : ) Last Friday, Shacka bonding! Nagmeet kami sa Him5 ng 330 then off to Baello's pad at 4. Food trip lang, mukang naka 2 ice creams kami in a row eh. After bumili ng isa, bili pa ulit. Pag kasama talaga sila, walang pakelamanan kung tumaba man or hindi. Haha. Grabe i missed them so much!! Tumawag si Lira sa mom ko para ipaalam ako na overnight nalang ako dun, PUMAYAG! Eh nung ako nagpaalam hindi naman. Sabi kasi ng mom ko mas gusto niyang friends sila Lira, so yun.. Haynako. Tawanan lang and reminisce. Haha. Tinignan namin autograph book ni Baello eh, kawindang! HAHA. Isse ang nickname ni Claire and LiWa naman kay Lira. HAHA. Steady lang. Pag sa UST na kami ni Lira nagaaral.. -- "LASLAS!! RAKRULZZZ" Haha. Kawawa naman kami. Huhu. We went na sa Underarrest then sumama muna ako kela Skye sa bahay ni Inigo kasi may inuman kasi birthday ni Moses! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :D Hinatid ako ni Skye sa condo ni Baello ng mga 330am.. Usap lang with sila Lira til 5am. Tapos tulog na. Super sikip sa bed, musta naman yun.. 5 kaming nagsiksikan. Isang position lang dapat. HAHA. We were planning to go to EK pero mukang tinamad kaming lahat eh. Chill nalang, nuod ng news, at mag make-up. HAHA. Nagswim din kami, napakalamig ples. Haha. Then we went to Petron na.. HAHA. Yun nalang yun. Ang saya 24 hours kong kasama Shacka.. Sayang hindi kami kumpleto.

---- SERIOUS POST NA ----

Grabe, i missed hanging out with Shacka. Parang it's a different feeling.. Super saya ko! Yun lang yun. Thinking na iba na kasama ko pero sila magkakasama padin, pero pag kami magkakasama parang normal lang. Eto talaga yung group of friends ko na i can consider TRUE FRIENDS. Kung anu-ano pinaguusapan namin, anything under the sun. I just realized, why did i take them for granted? I had the best but i still chose to go with the group i thought i'd be happy with. Wala lang. It's just sad na lumipat ako.. Haynako. Well, anyway.. I had super fun! Saktong bonding lang talaga. FRIENDS TIL THE END.. :D Nakakalungkot lang din na parang hindi na kami mag bestfriends ni Mich. Mahirap tanggapin pero it's like we have our different worlds na. Compared to dati, parang MICH AND TERE against the "world". Ngayon, ewan. Medyo hindi nga rin kami nagpapansinan nung party. Ewan.. I think she's happier naman kasi with her new set of friends and i have nothing against it. Kung san sya masaya, so be it. Basta all i know is, i'll be here for her no matter what. Nakakalungkot lang din na hindi na kami nakakapagshare sa isat-isa, it's as if i dont know her na nga eh. Hopefully, we'll be close again.. Nagpromise pa naman kami sa isa't-isa na whatever happens, solid parin kami. Pero mukang wala na eh, waley. Madalas hindi na ko kasali sa plano niya.. I don't blame her naman, alam ko at some point nag kulang din ako. Pero ewan.. Oh well. Whatever happens, nandito parin ako for her :D I wish her the best. Anyway, we were thinking (Shacka), na dapat once a week magkikita kami. Hello naman, ang layo namin sa isa't-isa. Pero kaya yan! basta gustuhin. HAha. :) I missed Shacka big time! Wala lang. Haha. I loveeeee them.

Another serious part sa entry ko :
So final na talaga yung closure na yun. I was with Shacka when i talked to him.. It was hard, really hard, to let someone I like go. Sakit lang.. Tawag siya ng tawag pero i was hesitant to answer, ewan ko. I need to be strong eh, kailangan ko na talaga lumugar. Masakit na ngayon pero pag tumagal pa baka mas lalong masakit. Pinarealize nga sakin nila Lira na kain pride kapag kinausap ko pa siya. Kasi ilang beses na ba kami "naghiwalay"? Hello, 3rd time na to. Baka nga isipin niya na madali lang naman ako makuha ulit. Pride naman para sakin diba.. or SELF RESPECT nalang. May paraan naman kasi talaga kung talagang gusto niya ko eh pero sorry nalang sakin, hindi niya talaga maiwan gf niya. Kahit ilang beses pa niyang sabihin na sobrang gusto niya ko, wala naman siyang ginagawa about it then para san pa diba? I deserve to be more than his other girl. Gosh. I super like him, actually more than like na pero tangina kelangan lumugar. I know how it feels to be cheated on, kaya sana hindi ko nalang ginagawa sa iba diba. I WAS SELFISH, i know kaya i'm really sorry that i did that. Ngayon, hindi ko na talaga alam gagawin ko. There's this guy pero ayoko siyang gawing rebounder. Ewan, i know mali pero ewan ko! Matagal siguro bago mawala yung pagkagusto ko sakanya.. Super gusto ko siya, BIG TIME. Ang hirap mag let go, but i must. Tangina.. Bahala na. Kung babalik siya sakin, sana hindi too late. I REALLY LIKE HIMMMMM. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHH! Nakakainis, bakit sa may girlfriend pa? Nakakaasar lang talaga. Oh well. Bahala na talaga. : ( Nakakalungkot lang kasi sanay ako kausap and katext siya lagi pero ngayon, kelangan ko ng umiwas.. Ewan. Nakakagulo ng isip.

**Grabe, 1800 yung bill ko sa sun. Dapat 300 lang kasi! HAHA. 1330 ang texts ko sa globe! Hello naman. HAHA. Tignan natin kung ganun kalaki parin ngayon, haha.

2008-02-24T16:45:00.003+08:00

I was thinking of writing a long entry.. but i'm too lazy to write them all down. Super daming nangyari yesterday! Shiiiit. Balance of nature na ba? : )

Ginanahan na ko bigla. I was too preoccupied kanina eh. So there.. We have 4 more academic days while everyone else will have their last set of exams this week. Quite unfair right?.. Oh well, that's how the wheel turns. Ano? Haha. We're done with our IP, papers, and other long tests. I still need to prepare for our debate on Thursday.. Tsktsk. Bahala na si Batman.

OKAY. TINAMAD NA KO BIGLA.

eto nalang -----> I MISS HIM. AFTERNOON PERSON AKO EH : )

Guy 1 *I told myself wag magpadala sa mga nangyayari, cause malinaw naman na hindi ako yung 'true love' niya. NADALA LANG.. Last night, he apologized sa nangyari samin dati and he told me he missed me. Well, honestly, namiss ko din siya.. namimiss padin. Haynako. Pero it's about time na nag sorry na talaga siya sa nangyari dati pero okay naman na kasi. Friends na nga kami nung girl eh, all G na. Forgive and forget.. Oh well. We hugged and kiss sa cheeks. Haynako.. Sabi ko hindi ako magpapadala eh, pag gising ko okay pa ko. Pero nung naisip isip ko na, grabe hindi okay eh.. simple gestures lang, nafall nanaman ata ako ulit?.. Gusto ko pa siya, kahit sobrang tagal na nun. Ewan ko.. Or should i just stop liking him nalang kaya? Ewan ko. May pag-asa naman sakin eh, if ever. ? Ewan. I never imagined na magiging ganun ka "sweet" pa kami after namin magbreak. Ohwell.. *

Guy 2 *This is about another person naman : Yun nga, i miss him! Pero nakakalungkot lang kasi na we needed to end things na. I like him, well more than like na eh. Love ko na siya kahit 10% palang. Hindi ganun kagrabe.. Pero gets? Ganun parin eh. Haynako.. I don't know what to do na. Super attached kasi ako eh. I'm not closing my door to future relationshiop with him. Yun nalang yun.. : ) *

2008-02-08T13:37:00.001+08:00

I just had too much. I won't ever take a glimpse into my past.. AGGH. New life, Tere... NEW LIFE.

2008-02-07T01:40:00.000+08:00

This sleepless night left me wondering on things that happened to me this past few months.. People just come in and out of my life leaving no trace at all, i tend to ask myself.. what happened to me? Have i changed or is it just because i have taken them for granted. For years of living, this i think is the hardest part of it. I don't know who my real friends are.. Taking a journey to the past, i realized that i had the best set of friends that anyone could ever have.. The ones who'll be there when you're really at your lowest, who'll you'll have fun with eventhough you have nothing to do, etc. I wonder, why did i ever leave them knowing that i'll be more than happy just having a special bond with them. I took a risk when i left them for another group of friends, the ones who i think are just there when you're having a good time but will never be there when you have problems. I'm not saying that they aren't for real or anything, there are some close friends from this certain group who i know will always be there for me no matter what. but talking about it as a whole, we aren't that SOLID set of friends. We talked about this a million times, if we're just friends because of the 'title' or we are REALLY friends til the end. Until now, i don't know. I don't regret naman that i joined this group, the only thing is that i left my real friends for this one. I mean, you get the whole idea. Because of this leaving shits, i lost my other friends din but i think this brought me to the point that i knew who's real and who isn't. But this early, who am i to tell? I've met so many people that i know i wouldn't meet if i stick with the old one, but that doesn't matter at all... again, just having them will be more than enough. Hmm. Oh well, i learned a lot from them and the moments we had were something to be remembered and cherished. Moving on, with my past relationships.. i don't know, i don't regret any of them it's just that now, i'm having a hard time picking the right guy for me. I've been so gago after my last relationship.. I had 6 guys in 2 months, eversince we broke up and i know that isn't good. I haven't found myself the RIGHT GUY, or is it just that i took them all for granted thinking that there are lot of other guys who'll come into my life. I know out of that 6 guys, 3 of them were for real.. they're the ones who i know will be different from the others but what did i just do? Nothing... I just left them hanging. This is not right. I've been trying to figure out why things happen this way it left me to an answer.. I try hard to look for my 'ideal guy' and get blinded by it that i don't consider the guys who were just infront of me. Why am i still searching? Why can't i settle with what i have?.. That's the problem, how can i settle with someone when that someone doesn't really exist. And yea, another problem is that when i have a SOMEONE... i'm not not contented and eventually, i will have SOMEONE ELSE. So, you get it.. Why do i play with them? So there, karma found me.. not becuase my ex played with me but this whole idea of a messed up life, it's karma. Well, i promised myself that IF i had a new guy, i wouldn't do to him what i've done to my other pasts.. Really, life is a winding road.. why can't i just straighten up my own road. Actually, i realized that i can.. if and only if i deal with my mistakes and hopefully change for the better. Everything really happens for a reason.. Oh well, grabe thinking of what happened to me and my life.. naisip ko na i've been living a 'patapon' life this past few months. I don't study, i just go with the flow. I'm too laid back to do something productive. I don't go to mass and i don't pray, lack of faith really answers every questions i have. I don't listen attentively to what my heart's been telling me, when i want something.. i just do it, not minding the people i know who'll get hurt or as they say 'matatapakan mo'. I'm too brave to do what i want but I lack courage to deal with the consequences. I want a new life, i want a new Tere. This, i think, is the right time to right what's wrong. It's time to change my messed up life.. it's the right time to be SOMEONE.

-- So there, expect changes. I'll take one step at a time. It aint easy for me, really.

2008-02-03T14:31:00.000+08:00

I really don't want to go into details about what happened last night. Nakakalungkot lang. LOSER. Uhh, last minute back-out sa modeling.. Well actually hahabol dapat ako pero when i got there di na ko umabot. Last set na, sari sari. When I got there, kala ko manunuod nalang ako pero abot pa pala so tumakbo kami ni Ignacio sa dressing room para magpalit pero twas too late. Haha. Oh well, Iana and Miggy won the title "Model of the Year". Congratulations! Got free Nike shoes! Super badtrip ako talaga dun sa ARIANNA na 2nd year takte. Aggh. Nakakabv. Oh well, kita kits nalang sa school :> Hmm. About the debut naman, nung dumating ako.. nagulat sila. They were expecting kasi na wala ako and all kaya nga inaway away nila ako eh. Medyo naging okay na lahat then chitchat tapos yun.. Dumirecho na ko sa fashion show na hindi ko naman naabutan. : Ayoko ng isipin! HAHA. Sayang mga practices ko pero okay lang, nagkaron naman ako ng new friends!

After nung fashion show, kain and kulitan lang. Stayed with Nika Ignacio Iris Jonik Paul sa Ateneo til 12.. HAHA. Super nakakatawa si boy tulak/nika. Waley.. "I'M SO EMO. EVERYONE'S LEAVING ME" Yun naman eh. Usap lang with Paul then hinatid na niya ko sa Ewood ng mga 130 kasi nasa Gweilos yung cousins ko. Uminom lang ako ng 2 beers, medyo nahilo kasi mabilisan. Haha. Dapat sana sa Cantina nalang uminom since nandun yung spec events na mga tao diba. Masaya. Haha. Oh well. Hyper mode with cousins.. Went home sa Fil2 at around 3am. Tulog na ko after nun.....

MODELS AND SOME SPECIAL EVENTS PEOPLE : WE'RE GONNA GO OUT NEXT SATURDAY! "PRACTICE" ULIT? HAHA. Bonding daw.. Wow, infairness close na kaming lahat. Haha. Except sa mga ibang tao na nagpapadeliver ng Mcdo. Haha. Waley!

I still need to study for Math Quiz and CL longtest. : WOW

2008-02-02T01:32:00.000+08:00

"MAYABANG K LANG EH PRA PAGNAGTANONG MGA TAO KUNG NASAN KA " ahh nag momodel si bel sa ateneo" TANGINA PURO KA YABANG EH

nung sinabi sayo na feb 2 ung model model na kagaguhang yan, di mo naisip? imposible ata yun, 6 moths ago pina plano n ntn ung debut eh, PURO KA YABANG

BADTRIP KA GAGO, DI MO NAMAN TRABAHO YAN, ANG MGA TAO MEI TRABAHO MAG AABSENT PRA SA DEBUT NG UTOL KO, IKAW YABANG LANG PUTA K TLGA, DI KME PUPUNTA SA DEBUT MO GAGO"

--Oh. Those hurtful words.. I don't know what to do. I swear. Debut kasi ng cousin ko tomorrow and at the same time, fashion show ng Ateneo. Here's the thing, i attended every practice cause i really want to be part of that fashion show. I was just invited, and you know how it feels.. nakakaoverwhelm and all. Sobrang gusto ko talaga mag model. Ang original plan kasi is dadaan ako sa party then direcho sa fashion show pero di na ko nagpaalam dun sa mga head ng fashion show kasi sabi ng mom ko wag na, hassle daw for her kaya mag fashion show nalang daw ako. So, yun akala ko okay na. Tangina tapos ngayon kung anu-ano sinasabi sakin ng mga cousins ko. I know na importante to for Raquel pero ewan ko.. I really want to go sa pareho. Ewan ko.. ngayon i need to pick one. Hindi ko gusto maging 'model' para mag yabang. OKAY? Gusto ko talaga mag model.. kasi minsan lang 'to mangyayari i mean, last year ko na to para mag fashion show.. LAST HS FASHION SHOW, hindi na ko ulit sasali sa mga ganito. Hindi ko gusto mag yabang, pwede ba. Tangina eh, pinsan ko pa mismo nagsabi ng ganun.. ANG SAKIT!!! Hindi ko gusto mag yabang, it just happens na i really want to do this. Now, hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko.. Will i do the thing i REALLY want or will i go to her debut kasi siyempre pinsan ko yun eh. ANO PIPILIIN KO? YUNG GUSTO KO OR KELANGAN KONG GAWIN?... TANGINAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!! Nakakaasar!! Arghhh. Tapos yung isa ko pang pinsan sinasabi na marami na daw naiinis sakin kasi ang conyo ko gumalaw, what the fuck? Bat pati yun nasama? PUTANGINA. I REALLY WANT TO GO TO AHS FASHION SHOW. REALLY!!!! Pero kelangan ko pumunta sa debut eh. Shit.. I'm gonna give up the thing i really like for my cousin. That's final. Tangina kung pupunta din naman ako dun, galit sila sakin eh. Well, who cares. Pupunta naman ako dun for Raquel eh, waley. Sama nalang ako sa models after. Pag sila nagreklamo pa, tangina. Ewan ko nalang. Hindi na nga ako magmomodel eh.. WALEY. Tangina bahala na!

2008-01-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

10pm, Wednesday

Sinundo ako ng mom ko mga 1030am then pinakita niya grades ko. Waley, wala naman akong C pero bumaba ako sa Physics and Math. From B to B-. Nakakaasar. Oh well, siguro this quarter C na yun or C-. Haha. Pag dating sa house, lunch then tulog. I was planning to wake up at 230pm pero napasarap tulog ko so mga 330 na ko nagising. Dapat may fitting kami sa Megamall for Nafnaf pero hindi na ko makakaabot kasi matatapos sila ng 5. So diba.. Haha. Pinagpacommute nalang ako ng aking maderrr papunta sa Katip. FIRST TIME! Grabeng accomplishment yun, grabe talaga. Trike then FX then trike.. Nakakaewan nung feeling, magisa lang ako.. Pero ang saya, di lang taxi ngayon... pati FX na. Haha. Tuwang-tuwa na ko sa lagay na to. : ) I arrived at Katip mga 445pm then direcho sa prince, met up with Paul kasi wala lang.. Then chill sa bahay ni Mich with Yas Dani and Donna, COOKIE CRISP! Inubos ko, haha. Baboy eh. Sorry na ha? Kumain kami nila Andy and Mikee sa Flaming Wings then balik sa Prince. So ganun.. Haha. Saya eh noh. Tomorrow, no classes again. Pupunta ako katip, commute na! COMMUTER na ko. Pero nakakaasar, hindi porket nagcommute ako.. commute na forever. Haha. Magpapaperm ako tomorrow chaka manicure pedicure. Basta yun, practice ulit. Keri lang.

2008-01-30T02:55:00.000+08:00

Okay.. I'm in Andy Rapista's house. It's 3am. HAHA. Kaweirduhan eh.. Pumasok ako then rehearsals sa Ateneo. After that, lakad lakad sa Ateneo with Paul tapos kain lang sa Chicken Bacolod and chill sa may stairs sa Prince David til 9pm. Haha. Too bad he had to go home na, i went straight to Andy's pad. Kwentuhan, 'emo' moments. Haha. We played ROCKBAND. So coooool. Magaling na pala ako eh, i don't hafta go to Powerstation to play that guitar shittin, bili nalang ako ng wii. Namiss namin pareho ang pag piano kaya tumugtog nalang kami ng song ni ALicia Keys and Boston : ) We played TWISTER, wala pang 5 minutes.. give up na ko. Sorry naman. Mataba eh, di ko kaya yung weight ko. I called Mich at around 12mn para papuntahin siya sa 14th floor, just in time.. Kakadating lang niya sa bahay. Haha. So umakyat nalang siya dito. Biglang tumawag si Tita Nel, sabi 10am nalang daw ako susunduin. HAHA. AS IN WEDNESDAY, 10AM. Natuwa naman ako, napakabiglaan. Haha. Ganun nalang talaga eh. HAHA. So there, i called Paul kasi wala akong magawa.. Natutulog na, nagising ko pa. Sorry! : ) We watched I am legend. Napanuod ko na kasi eh. PEro waley.. Oh well. Yun palang nangyayari as of the moment.

Nothing much happened yesterday, rehearsals lang then Flaming wings with Paul. GRABE. Yung meal #1 nila, 6 pieces na! Hindi na 4. Grabe, i've never been that full sa flaming wings.. but i still managed to eat only half cup of rice. Kinacareer.

Naasar ako sa isang tao kasi kung kani-kanino sinasabi yung about kay CRUSH, parang ako.. Why do you have to tell other people.. As in yung mga tipong tao na wala namang pake. Sobrang big issue na ba yun para ipagkalat mo pa. Sana naman lumugar diba, ako hindi na ko nangengelam sa nangyayari sakanya tapos agggh. It's not right, really. I texted her nga kaninang 10pm pero walang reply. I just wish na kung ano alam niya, yun nalang eh, itago nalang niya. Nakakaasar lang talaga. I SWEAR. : | Tapos na kasi yung samin, last week pa.. we're just really close ngayon, kaming 3 nila Pam.. incase hindi niya alam. TSS. Badvibes.

Yung mga hirit ni *, hindi na nakakatuwa. She's my bestfriend tapos hihiritan niya ko ng ganun sa harap ng ibang tao.. Buti sana kung kaming dalawa lang eh, tanggap ko pa pero puta! Alam kong mali, hindi na niya kailangang ipagdiinan pa sa muka ko. Pero pinalagpas ko nalang, sana nalang next time hindi nalang niya ulitin. Nakita na nga niya kong umiyak about the issue tapos ganun pa yung mga hirit niya. Pag sensitive issue naman sana, hindi ginagawang joke time.. pag nasa harap ng ibang tao. Napapahiya din naman kasi ako....

2008-01-27T14:33:00.000+08:00

12.Nakakatamad mag blog pero ang daming nangyari so, i need to blog EVERYTHING. After blogging, i have so much to do! Got to find a commercial showing fallacy shits. Ano ba naman yun.. I need to read Ibong Mandaragit chapters 40-46. Pano kaya yun, wala akong book. BOBO. Haha. I also need to study for our Physics and Math quiz. Waleeey. I have so much to dooo. Pero eto muna gagawin ko. Haha. Ay pati pala yung IP namin for physics.. SHIIIIT. Well anyway.. What happened last Thursday, Friday, and Saturday?.. Hmm.

Thursday, January 24

I was supposed to go to school.. around 10am nagpadrop ako sa condo ni Mich kasi dapat sabay kami pupunta sa intrams. Inisip ko, sino kasama ko pag maglalaro na si Mich.. Loser eh noh. Haha. So i decided not to go to school kahit na nakauniform na ko. Umalis siya ng 1030.. I was left with their maid. Haha. I texted Carla kung nasan siya kasi hindi nga ako pumasok, nagcut siya then we met sa Starbucks. Nagpasama siya sa St. Paul since fair nila tas pupuntahan daw niya si Nike. Pumayag nalang ako kasi pinapamuka niyang minsan lang siya mag favor. So, pumayag ako since matagal na din naman kami di nagkakasama. It's not that I miss her or something, waley lang talaga akong choice. We head back to Prince muna para magpalit ako ng damit and mag straight siya ng damit kasi kelangan daw ata maganda siya. Haha. Joke. Nawala na yung plan ko magpa-perm then manicure and pedicure. Haha. Off to St. Paul! I never imagined na malaki pala sa loob ang St. Paul Pasig.. Feel ko mawawala ako. Haha. Nagstay lang kami sa classroom. Naaliw ako, aircon sa classroom tapos may sarili silang bathroom! Shiiit. Rich. Haha. Oh well.. Nakakatuwa yung classmates niya, how I wish ganun din class ko. Haha. May bago akong nakalove team dun, haha. Si Jenell San Antonio. Steady lang.. Hmm. Bumalik na kami sa Katip Starbucks. Nag UP kami for isaw ng mga 230pm kasama sina Paca, Cheese, Isha, Eds, and Carla. Haha. Pag dating namin dun, sarado pa amf.. Nagdrive kami isa-isa sa parking lot just to kill time! Haha. NAKAPAGDRIVE NA KO NG MANUAL!! YEHESSSS! Bago ako nakaandar, namatayan ako ng 5x. Haha. Pati bago magstop, namamatayan parin ako. Yun naman eh. Si Isha and Carla, isang beses lang namatayan nakaasar. Oh well, MAGALING MAGTURO SI PACKER! Haha. : ) 10 isaw ng manok! Nostalgic. Naalala ko yung time na kaming 4 nila Mich James and Inigo halos laging kumakain dun. Pag wala si James, si Inigo yung transpo. Awww. Every Monday and Thursday yun! Haynako.. Haha. Oh well, namiss ko lang yun. Nagpababa kami ni Eds sa Prince to meet up with Paul, chill lang til 5pm. Haha. Dumating na si Mich. Usap lang with Michele, as usual.. Heart to heart talk. We both know na we like our 'guy's so much! Oh well. Come what may. Foodtrip.. Red Ribbon! BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE! SARAP. Chill lang kami sa Seattle's with Kuya Nabs and Kuya Bry. Super niyaya ko sila mag inuman. Pumunta kami sa Corinthians Starbucks. Sumunod si Kuya Ching. Mga KUYA eh noh. :p Chill then balik kami sa Prince.. Kulitan with Kuya Bry and Kuya Nabs. THEN sinundo na ko ni KAte! SIYA NAGDRIVE! SUPER COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!!! Tangina. Haha. Walang tulugan with Kate. SEXY TIME NA BA TO? We talked to Uriel lang.. Tapos Heart to heart talk. Shit.. Last time na nag overnight ako sakanila, SUPER IYAK. Ngayon, super SAYA na namin. NASA IBABAW NA KAMI NG GULONG NG BUHAY. Haha. Masaya kami, wala na kaming hinihingi pa. Napunta sa hospital si Meli kasi nagka 'kumbolsyon'(?) Ewan ko. Basta 44 yung temp niya. Wow honey, YOU'RE FLAMING HOOOOT! haha. Nabore ako, nagsuot suot nalang ako ng damit. Haha. Then pictorial. Waley. Haha. Natulog ako ng 430-5. Haha. Keri na yun. :p HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATE DIARESCO! I LOVE YOU SO MUCCCCH!

Friday, January 25

Off to Subic! 6am nasa MC na kami to pick up Miko. Cutting amf. Haha. We went to Camayan Beach Resort sa Subic. Haha. Ang saya, kahit na 3 lang kami. Too bad di nakasama si Russalie and Meli. Oh well, there's always a next time, babes. Haha. Dapat mag silver ako na swimwear eh kaso nakakahiya. Haha. Brown nalang. Super linis nung place, nakakatuwa : ) on our way there pa, may mga monkeys na tumatawid. What about that. Haha. We played frisbee and soccer. Haha. What else? Puro picture eh. Umalis kami dun ng mga 12 kasi i need to go back sa Ateneo ng 4 kasi tatanungin na ni Mich si Champ! And sabi niya di niya kaya na wala ako. Special ako eh ; ). Nahuli pa kami ng pulis kasi hindi sila naka seatbelt. Haha. Cmonn. Super enjoy talaga. Dumating ako sa Ateneo ng mga 430pm. Super kaasar kasi grabe mamressure si mich! Dumating na sa point na hindi na ko natutuwa! Text ng text yung magtatanong at yung tatanungin. Haha. Kawawa naman ako. SOO.. Yun na, nagmeet na kaming lahat with Mich at ang kanyang shirt na "CHAMP BALL WITH ME?" Aww. umeffort eh noh. :p Oo naman sagot ni Champ. Haha. Di na kami nag practice ni Paul kasi super pagod na ko! Chumill nalang kaming tatlo sa Prince. Haha. HUNGRY HIPPO!!! Nag order kami. Kay Mich, burger shit.. Sakin and kay Paul, Tuna Charlie. HAha. Sarap. Tapos Deck lang, chill. Nung umuwi na si Paul, Mich and I went to Eastwood para puntahan sila Carla.. We watched P.S. I love you. SUPER LAMIG, naka shorts lang kami eh. Haha. Hindi na namin tinapos yung movie kasi super boring and nakakaantok. : Haha. Then i went to Mcdo kasi dun ako susunduin, i called Paul nalang while waiting.. tagal kasi eh. Nakauwi ako mga 11. Haha.

Saturday, January 26

I went to Katip ng mga 1030. Kumuha lang ng gamit kela Mich then sinundo ako ni Paul, off to Ateneo kasi meron siyang Exit interview. Haha. Nagchill muna kami sa 4D then car nalang muna ako kasi super inaantok nako. PUMUNTA MUNA AKO SA BABANG LUKSA NG LOLO KO (Hehe). Celeb with Allen and Paul.. Then back to Ateneo para sunduin si Champ, balik sa Celeb. Haha. Then Podium para magikot, actually hindi ko alam bat kami pumunta dun.. Bumili lang ng pants si Champ. Haha. Si Allen nagdrive, good driver ha. Not. Haha. Back to Katip, binaba na namin si Allen sa taxi shit haha. Drive thru mcdo then pumunta kami ni Paul sa Ateneo at dun kumain. Haha. Ano ba naman yun diba, anong trip yun. HAha. Pero masaya. Heart to heart talk. Stargazing amf. Haha. Kwentuhan ng mga kabalastugan. Haha. :p I had fun.

Our GREAT Escape.

SKINNY BOY : )

You Give Me Something by James Morrison

You want to stay with me in the morning

You only hold me when I sleep,

I was meant to tread the water

But Now I've gotten in too deep,

For every piece of me that wants you

Another piece backs away.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something

'Cause someday I might know my heart.

You already waited up for hours

Just to spend a little time alone with me,

And I can say I've never bought you flowers

I can't work out what they mean,

I never thought that I'd love someone,

That was someone else's dream.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something,

'Cause someday I might call you from my heart,

But it might be a second too late,

And the words I could never say

Gonna come out anyway.

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something,

'Cause you give me something

That makes me scared, alright,

This could be nothing

But I'm willing to give it a try,

Please give me something

'Cause someday I might know my heart.

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

2008-01-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

KC & JOJO - Tell me it's real

Tell me its real
this feelin that we feel
tell me that its real
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more

Baby you told me that you loved me and you'd never leave my side
to the bitter end, through the thick and thin
you promised me baby that you wasn't goin anywhere
baby keep it real, let me know just how you feel

I can't explain the way you made me feel, everytime that you told me that you loved me
and you know you did, too many times
just when i thought that love could never be a part of me
thats when you came along, and showed me happiness
baby you are the best, i think you're different from the rest
and i really love ya

Tell me its real
(i'll be there for you)
this feelin that we feel
(you be there for me, sweetheart)
tell me that its real
(i thought that we were meant to be, for eternity, thought you loved me baby)
don't let love come just, to pass us by
Try, is all we have to do
(mama told me told me so, boy you just don't know, anything about love)
its up to me and you
to make this special love, last forever more
(and you and i were meant to be, and you would know, i was sure by the end of this song)

2008-01-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

Blog blog blog. Tagal ko rin di nakablog. Infairness. Well anyway, super walang kwenta this week! As in.. Aggh. Isa-isahin nga natin. Haha.

Monday, January 21

Wow. TWENTY ONE. Sa twenty nine, 4 years na dapat kami. Haha. Oh Goddd... 2004 pa pala yun. Haha. Anyway anyway.. We had several talks sa school, okay yung first pero yung second.. *yawn* nakakaantok as in sobra! About our booth- for T.H.E. kasi may project kami na dapat gagawa kami ng products then dapat maganda yung pagka-advertise and it will catch people's attention. So we picked a tshirt shittin projects, statement shirts na may advocacy. CL teachers reacted negatively, super kitid ng utak.. please. Pinatanggal nila yung shirts na may sulat na "SAVE DICK(harap) MOBY DICK(likod)" "(Image ng preggy woman sa harap), MY FAVORITE ACCIDENT(sa likod)" "ALCOHOL SMOKE SEX (harap) FASHION TRENDS? (likod)". Ang kupal diba? Advocacy sila, hindi dapat siya binabasa as it is.. YOU NEED TO THINK DEEPER ABOUT WHAT YOU'VE READ. Mas okay nga na nababasa ng teens para they'll be more aware of what's happening around them hindi yung papakita dapat na mala-anghel ang sambayanan but in reality, super iba sa sinasabi nila. THEY SHOULD BE OPEN MINDED. Plehs. Super controversial nung booth namin. Pati yung WTF IPAG(Where To Find IPAG) namin, pinakelamanan. Sir Uly told us to think of something na makakacatch ng attention and i think that we just did exactly what he said.. we did good. Kaso lang, makikitid talaga mga leche nilang utak. AGGH. Anyway gv gv. We had our Academic Excellence Quiz bee sa classroom, super wala na silang magawang matino sa oras namin. They just wasted our time, nakakaasar. Haha. Our class got 21 over 72. Waley talaga ang batch namin.. MAGALING NAMAN KAMI SA INTRAMS. Haha. : ) After dismissal, chill lang sa bahay ni Mich with Paul and Mich.. Practice for Friday. Haha. Nung wala na si Paul, sentimental moment with Mich. We were advicing each other tungkol sa mga boylets. Tangina, I CRIED.. well, she almost cried. Thanks to me, words of wisdom ko kasi eh. Haha. She felt much better.. Grabe, first time kong umiyak over a person i JUST LIKE. This is something, i can tell. Oh well. Went home at around 9pm.

Tuesday, January 22

Again, Academic Excellence finals na.. per batch na. Blue won dahil lang sa last question na anong animal ang nasa WWF. Sagot ba naman ng player sa batch namin, BIRD. Ano ba! Everyone knows na PANDA yun! Aggh. Well okay lang yan, di talaga maaasahan batch namin sa academic SHITS.. intrams kami nageexcel eh. Haha. : p We attended our ALEX (some shits that you attend to for you to get an extra grade for the subjects that you're failing HAHA).. Inattend-an namin ni Mich and Miko, SEX SHOULD NOT SELL. Ay, ewan ko.. basta may SEX. Oooohhhh! S-E-X! : )) Such a short word but people see it as a big thing. Haha. : ) It was kinda boring.. anyway, songfest after. 4-8 1st place and 4-4 second place. CONGRATULATIONS! : ) We went to Ateneo (Moro) after the songfest.. Mmeet kasi namin sila Paul dun. Nakakainis, that day kasi i was wearing FLARES.. Sorry, i was left with no choice eh. Lahat ng pants ko nasa laundry. Haha. So yun, puro pang-aasar nakuha ko kay Paul. Hinatid kami ni Paul sa Prince David. I was with Charlie and Mich. Nagpahula kami ni Mich. Wait lang, mukang pareho kasi sinabi samin pareho eh. Nakakaasar. Pero nahulaan niya na malilink ako sa lalaking may girlfriend. Basta yayaman daw ako blabla.. Ang as usual, makakapangasawa daw ako ng POREYNJER. Wow no : We wasted our P300 lang. Hmm after that, we went to Andy's pad.. (Mikee, Eds, Mich, and I) Kumain lang kami ng stale na cheeseballs, (HUNGRY HIPPO!!!) Tuna Charlie, and Mr. Chips. Nag pusoy dos lang din. I went home at around 930pm? Sinabay ko pauwi si Eds pauwi. Oh well, oh well.

Wednesday, January 23

Okay, i woke up late and i went to school at around 1pm. Para lang masabi na pumasok ako. Haha. May isang talo lang ang seniors today, badminton pero the rest panalo. : ) We played soccer and volley sa may gilid. Haha. Pawis, keri lang. Sarap ng mr. Crepeman cmon. Haha. Dismissal time : We went to KFC kasi nandun sina Paul.. Sinabay kami nila Gul papunta sa Prince, naligo lang si Mich then off to Podium! Magpapasukat kami for Viktor jeans para sa modelling for AHS fair. Ikot ikot muna, window shopping : ) Nagpagupit muna si Paul sa Bench Fix habang nagsusukat ako, si Mich nagikot ikot. Yough muna kami sa Figaro with Dad(JC).. Then back to Viktor.. Nagkwentuhan lang kaming mga girls dun. Sabi ni JC we need to make a write up for ourselves kasi lalabas daw sa big screen habang naglalakad kami.. I told them na ang ilalagay ko nalang "Tere Sevilla is a transexual blabla" HAHAHA. : )) TAwang tawa na ko dito. K na. Tapos sabi nung isang model, she's 93.7% chinese. Well, i'm 25% Spanish, 20% Chinese, 35% Filipino, .02% Mangyan, .0839127318% T'boli, 2% African.. and i don't know yung remaining **%! HAHA. Kawaleyan. Taxi with Paul and Mich pabalik ng Katip. Flaming Wings again as usual then Mich's pad. I went home mga 8pm na. : )

Birthday na ni Kate in an hour! : )

Thursday to Friday celebration ng birthday ni Kate! Tagak lang! : ) OVERNIGHT!!! I WAS ALLOWED TO GO WITH THEMMMMM! SHIIIII----. ROADTRIP NA BA? ROADTRIP NA BA?!?! : )LOVE YOUUU.

--I'LL TAKE MY CHANCES WITH YOU--

2008-01-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

Pinagsabihan ako ng bestfriend ko.. Syempre she knows better than me and i know naman na it's for the good of all. : )

BACK OFF AKO. MAY GIRLFRIEND.

2008-01-20T01:08:00.000+08:00

Nakakapagod 'tong araw na to. Seryoso. Woke up at around 830am kasi ang given time na magmmeet kami nila Paul and Mich was 830 so, yun. Haha. I arrived at around 10am sa Katip, tapos wala naman pala si Mich sa bahay nila dahil nasa MC siya fixing the booth.. So mineet ko nalang si Paul sa Mcdo tapos nag Celeb muna kami kasi gutom daw siya, dun lang daw free amf. Haha. : ) SISIG GALORE! Okay na ko.. After, we picked up Mich sa blue bridge and we went straight to her pad. Kawawang tanga si Paul, nagasgasan yung car. Haha. So yun, nagplan na kami about stuff. Paul and I went to Ateneo na for the rehearsal pero umalis din kami agad kasi ako may thingy pa sa MC and iinterviewhin pa nina Paul and Allen si Yani Yuzon. Met up with Eds sa Fruit Magic while waiting for them to finish with their interview. ATLAST NATAPOS NA SILA, dumirecho na kami sa SM megamall for the fitting. Sponsors: Victor Jeans, Chocolate, Sari-sari, and Cinderella. Ang hirap pumili kasi super nakuha na yung magaganda, we were LATE kasi. Hay nako, nagpasama ako kay Nika pumili ng damit sa chocolate. Waley naman, mag ddress ako. : Di ko ata keri. Bahala na.. Sa sari-sari, Nika and I were having a hard time sa pagpili ng 'gown'. Haha. Pero yung napili ko saktong pang batch night lang eh :)) Inaasar nila ako na hindi bagay sakin nakadress, sina Miggy Marco at iba pa. Haha, mga gago eh. Tapos nung nasukat ko yung dress ko, bagay naman daw sakin maging babae. Keri lang. Haha. Paul waited for me to finish kasi bibili pa kami ng... shit i forgot kung ano name nun, basta pang alis nung gasgas. Haha. Mula dulo ng A hanggang dulo ng B nilakad namin. Haha. PAGOD NA PAGOD KAMI. Kwentuhan lang with him.. Tawanan. and the thing with, ORANGE :)) Yuck, gago. EWW. Sudden change of mood, sobrang ewan. Haha. Oh well, we headed straight to Katip na kasi uuwi na siya tapos meet ko nalang si Eds. Sinamahan niya muna ako kumain sa Jollibee ng 2pc burgersteak. HA HA. Pero di ko naubos, kinain niya.. sumakay pa ulit kami sa car tapos hinatid niya ko sa Cantina. Muka kasing 10 seconds lang layo nung dalawa eh. Pero, thank you. Haha. Kwentuhan with Eds and other friends.. Tapos umuwi na ko ng 10. BOW.

Friday, January 18

Waley. Makikitrain dapat with Track kaso umulan bigla so nagjog lang kami ni Mich sa Ateneo then chill sa 4-D. Binaboy namin yung table ni Champ and Paul.. Then Mich's condo with Mich and Mara. I MISSED YOU, BABE! Tapos went to Starbucks, nandun si Cheez(?), Nike, Carla, Janica, Isha, Andi.. then went back to Prince para kunin yung gamit.. dumating si Eds. Nagalit yung kapitbahay ni Mich, "BE DISCRET FOR HEBENS SAKE!!!" Aba, sinabihan ng skwater bestfriend ko. Tangina niya gago siya. Sino kaya yung umaastang skwater. Basta dabog siya ng dabog, kala nga namin 100 yung windows niya eh.. kakabukas sara, bukas sara. Papansin amf! Yun, pag balik namin Starbs, nandun si Nike Carla Janica kasama yung kapatid ni JV. Kamukang kamuka eh. Tapos dun na natatapos yun. :))

~ I LIKE YOU.. BUT I CAN'T BE WITH YOU : ( ~

2008-01-17T19:47:00.000+08:00

KARMA FOUND ITS PREY!!!! : )
I heard about the news. Haha. Oo masama ako kasi natawa ako.. Pero kasi yung pinakaimportante sakanya, yun pa yung nagagong part. I mean, kawawa naman. : )) Kinarma na siya after ilang years. Hahaha. Ang sama ko. Hayaan mo, gagaling ka din. Just do good deeds. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Pero nung sinabi sakin ni *... TAWA AKO NG TAWA. Nakukuha daw kasi yung pag nakikipagtalik na may menstruation. HAHA.

2008-01-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

Tinamad na naman ako and as usual, di ako pumasok. Super pangit kasi ng sched namin today sa school kahit na hanggang 230 lang kami. Who wants to have MAJOR SUBJECTS EARLY IN THE MORNING then mga walang kwenta after recess diba?.. May Longtest pa sa Fil. Asa namang papasok ako. :p Pero sayang dapat pumasok ako kasi sabi ni Mich, pupunta sina Gul Paul Charlie sa bahay niya.. Chill daw. Wala lang sayang lang. Haha. Last night ko pa pinaplan not to go to school kasi i realized i haven't gotten enough sleep for the past few days.. Kelangan ko bumawi. Hehe. Makikitrain pa kami ni Mich tomorrow sa track and field. Goodluck nalang sakin, isa akong malaking lampa. HAHA.

Should i have a traditional debut party or what?.. I can't decide. Super early mag plan kasi ng mom ko, gusto niya ayos na agad. Haha. Ano ba naman yun, i'm limited to 50 friends that i can invite. Ano ba naman yun. 50 relatives din kasi, pero yung binilang ng mom ko.. 65 talaga. dapat 35 lang yung guests ko na friends. Ang ewan diba? :)) Pero kung traditional debut party i'm thinking of 2 themes.. One is a MAFIA THEME the other one's a WHITE THEME party shittin.. Haha. Lahat sila nakawhite ako ibang color. Syempre syempre. HAHA. Magagaling na mga kapamilya ko gagawa ng dress ko, make-up ko, and yung design ng place. Hehe. Waley. Pero ewan ko talaga. Hmmm. My mom's offering me another option, P50k + painom sa friends + overnight sa hotel with my close cousins.. P50k isn't that bad naman diba. PERO EWAN. Bahala na.. BASTA, MARK YOUR CALENDARS NA.. AUGUST 2, 2008, Saturday. Aryt? :)

Tuesday, 15 January

JELLYBEANS from Cheska. Haha. Different flavors, it's a flavorful world out there. Ulul. Hahaha! :) So, songfest's done. Tinapos namin yung choice piece on the day itself. Talk about cramming diba? Haha. Obviously, we dint win. We expected that naman from the start palang, we just want a grade for Music. :p But i can say... we did good. : ) Yay. I finished Skye's palanca, wasn't able to make one for Mara. Hehe sorry? After class, we went to Katip.. Mich's condo. Aww. Namiss ko yung time na pag kaming 3 magkakasama nina Mara and Mich. Memoriesssss. Haha. Mara went home agad cause she needs to go to the grocery pa for her retreat. Bonding with Mich, the thing we haven't done for quite some time now. YAY. Pinapunta namin si Paul kasi we need to talk to him about SECRET STUFF. Haha. As usual, may C2 nanaman siya. Peborits? Haha. So there, someone called Mich.. sabi lasing daw si Kuya bry (her bro) sa Cantina, sunduin daw namin. So sabay-sabay na kami bumaba nila Paul then we went straight to Cantina, we were wondering how on Earth will we bring Kuya Bry to Prince David.. So sabi namin bahala na. Nung dumating kami, hindi naman pala lasing. Nakakaasar. HAHA. Lakas mang trip eh, bumalik nalang kami ulit ni Mich. Actually, deck muna. Heart to heart talk and nagvview lang kami ng Katipunan Ave. Haha. Balik ulit sa condo niya. SUPER KILIG MOMENTS NANAMAN WITH MICH SANTIAGO!! We were talking about his guy and the guy that i like. Haha. They're close friends.. Eh we have ideal guys pa naman, the ones who will get along na kahit hindi kami kasama, magkasama sila.. Just like James-Inigo. Haha. SHIIIIT. Super okay eh. Close friends sila tapos kami bestfriends. Lagi kaming magkakasama kunyari kain ng isaw, Everything at Steak, and music room. Ano baaaa. Tuwang tuwa kami. We ended up hugging each other and pretending na yung guy namin yung isa't-isa. : ) Twas super fun.. Haha. Kilig to the maxxx kami eh. Imagining those things, pareho pang may car tapos malapit pa. Ano ba naman yun. HAHA. Eh hindi naman kasi masama mangarap diba? Keri lang yun. After all the huggin and giggling, i continue doodline my name and his name.. Napuno ko ata yung buong long bond paper eh. SUPER NICE kinalabasan eh. Haha. 6 dapat ako susunduin pero mukang 9 na ko nasundo eh. HAHA. Cool ako eh, bat ba? : )

Wednesday, 16 January

Nothing much happened, 2 periods physics pero parehong free time. PE super walang kwenta. Haha. Wala akong maalalang nangyari. AY i saw our batch shirt. Eww. Ang pangit, sobrang ewan. Mas okay kasi kung simple lang na okay naman. Pero kasi ang off naman talaga dun is yung color orange tapos yung "phoenix". Ewan ko lang.. We're planning to make another shirt na mas okay. Bumili yung mga bibili haha. Sorry nalang talaga, di talaga namin trip eh. Well anyway, club time.. I talked to Pichay about Bets, nakakainis kasi eh. Nagpapakatanga nanaman siya over a girl who doesn't like her naman. Lahat ginagawa ni Bets for that girl pero parang wala lang dun sa girl. Naasar lang naman ako, syempre kahit papano.. i love bets ayoko na nagpapakatanga siya sa isang babae na wala namang pakelam sakanya. Hindi ako naiinis dahil nagseselos, pero she's like a bestfriend to me na rin eh. I just don't want to see her getting hurt. Going GAGA over a person who doesn't care about you is STUPID. Nakakaasar. When will she ever learn. Aggh. After dismissal time, we went to Moro kasi may kukunin daw si Mich.. DONE. We're planning to walk papunta sa Katip, from MORO ha? : Good thing nakita ni Mich sina Gul and Jonik so sumabay kami sakanila hanggang sa may over pass lang. Naglakad nalang kami papunta prince davide.. Tapos na si Paul sa MSA so pumunta siya ulit sa condo ni Mich kasi wala siyang mahang out-an. Ang yabang pa niya sa grad pic niya eh! :)) Oh well, after that we went to Katip para sunduin si Bags and Panops then punta sa Toppers for Mich's pants then sa Dynamics to get a refund dahil, basta long story.. Dumaan muna kami sa Starbucks to say hi to Andi, Cessa, Shelly (my gf haha), and Rich.. Mich and I went back to Prince kasi kukunin niya gamit niya dahil mag papatutor siya.. Si Bags and Panops naiwan KUMAIN NG FISHBALLS. Out na kayo sa group natin.. Poor. HAHA. Bags, Panops, and I chilled lang sa deck tapos pinakita ko sakanila kung saang bundok malapit house namin. : ) There.. I went home at around 7pm.

Haynako.. RANDOM THOUGHTSSSS.

NAASAR AKO SA ISANG TAO NA SUPER TSISMOSA... AGGH. Like kapag may kausap ako then malapit lang siya sakin, it's so obvious na she's listening. There was this time pa nga na i told * something tapos napagkasunduan nalang namin na samn nalang yun, ABA NALAMAN NA NUNG TAONG INVLOVED YUNG PINAGUSAPAN NAMIN NI *(Hindi naman masama or something yung pinagusapan namin).. PERO GETS, THAT TIME ALAM KO AKO AND SI *LANG NAKAKAALAM EH NAALALA KO, MALAPIT LANG PALA SIYA SAMIN NUN. Nakakaasar lang talaga. Gusto niya updated siya sa mga tsismis. ARRRGH.

Meron pang isa.. NAKAKAASAAAAR! Second day palang to ha, pero she's getting into my nerves. Nakakainis yung pagkakulit. She really wants to know E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!! Tipong kahit may sinusulat ako, "ano yan?".. May natanggap ako "ano yan?" Tapos pati yung usapan namin ng ibang tao tatanungin niya "ano yun?"/"sino yun?" Fishnets naman. Tama nga yung warning ni Meli. NAKAKAASAR KASI EH!!!! Aggh. Talk about feeling close.....

2008-01-14T20:35:00.000+08:00

Yet another tiring day.. I attended our songest pratice at Cessa's. Waley.. Goodluck nalang samin tomorrow, i'm gonna study and memorize our choice piece narin.. Pati yung Thanks To You shit na yun. Haha. Congrats nalang. Come what may.. After that, Miko Russalie and I went to Flaming Wings to eat.. sumunod si Carla with her new red highlights. Naks naman. Ganda lang. :p Sumunod din si Julliann sa Flaming Wings then right after eating, chill kami sa Starbucks.. We dint order though. Tamang chill lang. Haha. Inintay lang namin umuwi si Miko and Carla. Russalie Julliann and I went to gateway to watch "I am legend". Mukang kami lang ni Julliann nanuod kasi mag project pa daw si Russa. KKK. Libre naman ni Juls eh. HAHA. SHIT. It was scary.. ZOMBIES PA NAMAN PINAKA KINAKATAKUTAN KO. Waley, i cried sa sobrang takot. Sabi ko pa kay Julliann "lalabas na talaga ako.." HAHA. Pinat nalang niya ko sa likod eh.. Salamat? Nakatulong yun? HAHA. Pangit nga lang ng ending, kung nabuhay lang sana si Will Smith eh tapos yung babae na napagaling niya nabuhay tapos kinausap yung boyfriend niya na zombie.. OKAY PA SANA YUN! Kaso namatay si Will Smith eh, SAYANG. Sorry for the spill. Haha. :) After watching with Julliann Dulay, balik kami sa homebase (Katip). Stayed muna sa Fruit Magic kasi hinintay pa namin si Eds.. Then went to SBC tapos Prince David para lang daanan si Paul kasi waley.. Ewan? HAHA. Pusoy dos lang sa Seattle's. Nagpasok pa ko sa seattle's ng starbucks na inumin. HAHA. Ang ewan, bawal pala yun. Sorry. :) What else? What else? .. Tinatamad ako super.

Yung sa crush ko waley.. Kung kahapon 75% na, ngayon 20% nalang. Nakakaasar kasi eh. FISHNETS!! :)) Napapasaya parin niya ko pero waley! : Ayoko na magsalita kasi baka magkaclue na kung sino yun. Shy naman ako. Waley.

Etong mga nangyayari, cheap thrill lang to eh.. SANA may dumating na talaga, yung tipong solo ko at tipong walang girlfriend. Haynako..

** Wise men say only fools rush in, but i can't help FALLING IN LOVE with you **

(WALEY)

2008-01-13T20:22:00.000+08:00

I'm really in a good mood right now. SO HAPPY! : ) Balance of nature nga naman.. I got a new crush. Waleeeey! Syempre hindi ko naman ipapaalam sakanya na crush ko siya diba.. and piling tao lang nakakaalam. Haha. Pero i've never been this happy.. actually naging ganito na ko pero that was a long time ago. Panahon pa ng kopong-kopong. Haynako.. I don't flirt with him naman kasi may boundaries talaga. PERO ngayon nalang ako ulit nakakita ng guy na hindi ako tintreat as a girl pero hindi rin naman ako masyadong tintreat as a guy. Alam niya kung ano mga limitations niya. Waley. Asaran lang most of the time.. pero it's all G. I can't say naman na he likes me too but who cares.. i'm not expecting something to happen between the two of us. Napapasaya niya ko, that's enough. Hindi nga lang niya alam na napapasaya nya ko and ayoko naman ipaalam noh. HAHA. Yung mga simpleng gestures niya sakin, nakakilig lang talaga. Haha. I don't want to interfere with shits kaya tahimik muna ako.. I'll just keep it to myself. Hehe. Super happy ko lang talaga ngayon and it feels so WEIRD. I felt this way din nung kay Carla and Inigo eh.. pero dun lang. Well anyway, come what may.. Wag na muna isipin yung future. Uulitin ko, masaya ako. Hindi porket kinikilig ako or whatsoever, nilalandi ko na siya. Landi? Not my thing.. HAHA. :P Oh well. Steady na ko sa ganitong situation.. Single! : ) Basta itatatak ko sa utak ko, not to expect too much. : )

Hmm. Masyado na ko naaddict sa COFFEE PRINCE, lahat nalang nirerelate ko dun. Parang, super gusto ko maging guy actually feeling ko guy ako whenever i'm with the other models.. Yung ganun. I don't want any of them to like me, seriously.. so i act that way. I just act myself kasi i really don't want to be someone else to impress them. Ewan ko.. Well anyway, about coffee prince naman. Waley.. HAHA. Naisip ko na lalaki talaga ako tapos nagtataka ko kung bat ako tintext ng crush ko. Yung ganung tipo. HAHAHA! Screw you, coffee prince! Kidding. Hmmm hmmm.

On the contrary, i want to change some things about myself.. not because i want someone to like me but because feeling ko hindi na ko narerespect ng ibang guy friends ko kasi they know na hindi ako normal na girl na maasar on mabababaw stuff.. Hmm. Yung ganun lang. Haynakerr. Ang hirap maging Tere Sevilla. Bat ganun.

While i was looking at some of my "vain pictures", i realized something.. Hindi pala bagay sa guys ang magpakavain as in yung tipong cellphone nila panay solo pics nila with different angles and different poses. Ewan ko lang, nakakatawa lang. Siguro yun din iniisip nila towards girls pero it's a different shit eh. HAHA. Nakakatawa lang talaga :)) I saw Paul's picture pa naman sa multiply. HAHAHAHA. Natawa ako eh! :)) WALEY. =)) Haynako. Pero i should just let them be. : ) Kung san sila masaya, congrats nalang. Haha!

Nakakaasar yung mga taong nagtetext or nag-im tapos pag nagrep hindi naman na magrereply! HAHA. Nakakaasaaaaaaaaaaar.

Things i want to do:
1. Try to quit smoking XD
2. Drink IF AND ONLY IF there's a SPECIAL occassion
3. WAG NG MAGMUMURA. Instead of saying fuck you, say.. "Fudgie brownie" :)) Gago.. "bogart" tangina mo/niyo.. "Fishnets" at kung anu ano pa
4. Go to the gym starting on Tuesday! Grabe na biceps ko e :))
5. Stay single until i reach college
6. Not to rush things
7. Not to look for a guy but to wait for him instead ;)
8. Try talking like a girl
9. Try walking like a girl
10. Try dressing up like a girl
11. Enjoy being single
12. Hanggang crush lang lahat
13. Not to interfere in certain shits
14. Never be too sensitive, but not that insensitive
15. JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET.

Shit. Hindi ko pa nagagawa yung palanca letters nila Skye and Mara. DEDS.

**** KILIG MUUUUUUUUCH! ****

2008-01-12T22:51:00.000+08:00

I'M SUCH A FAILURE. So, i dint pass UPCAT.. and ACET. San nalang ako pupulutin? Aghh. My mom and I checked the results kasi, actually i stayed in the car lang.. CRYING.. while waiting for my mom. Nung pabalik na siya, she was on the phone tapos nakasmile pa.. so parang ako, ano ba. Pero alam ko na na hindi ako papasa dun. Super pangit lang ng feeling na mag Feb na i still don't have a school. Last result pa na iniintay ko, 3rd choice ko pa. Diba? SUPER REJECTED NA KO. Nakakadegrade. I FEEL SO STUPID. Wala pa kong napapasang entrance exam for college? Ano ba naman yun, san nalang ako pupulutin diba. If only i knew that if i pass UP baguio, may chance parin magpatransfer. Pero di ko alam yun eh, sayang. Ang tanga tanga tanga tanga tanga ko. ANG BOBO KO. Hindi ko na alam plano ko. I super want to study in UP pero mukang imposible. Pag nag UP pa ko, may car dapat ako. PERO wala na yung mga dreams na yun. DREAM nalang talaga siya. I'm so depressed talaga. Pero buti nalang i checked the list with my mom kasi yung original plan was to meet up with Pam and Paul sa Katip then sabay-sabay kami pupunta sa UP para i-check yung list. Buti nalang talaga hindi sila Paul yung kasama ko kundi nag breakdown ako sa harap nila. Dyahe. So there, just met up with Paul sa mcdo. 10:30 dapat kami magmmeet pero mukang 12 ako nakarating dun eh. Kaming dalawa lang ni Paul kasi Pam couldn't get a cab. Pag may time kasi ako na binigay na magmmeet, dun palang ako nag-aayos. Haha. (SORRY PAUL!) Second time na to na super late ako. HAHA.

Pareho nanaman pinagtalunan namin ni Paul, whether to attend the practice or not. As in nasa ateneo na kami ng 12:45 pero hindi parin kami makadecide, actually siya lang. Gulo ni gags eh. "Ayoko na mag practice, wala na ako sa mood" /"Ay, practice nalang tayo baka magalit sila." Ang labo diba? :P So we attended our practice nalang. Super gv pero hindi parin ako tinantanan ni Paul sa braso ko. HAHA. GANUN BA SIYA KALAKI PARA MAPANSIN NG LAHAT? Ang sagot.. OO. Haha. Wala, nagiging immune na ko. Hawak lang siya ng hawak sa taba sa braso ko, k na siya dun. Nainggit lang amf. Haha. Something funny happened (twice) to PAMELA MEJIA! Tatawagin niya dapat si Paul.. ang nasabi niya "SEAAAAAN" as in malakas. Eh crush niya si sean tapos ang lapit lang talaga namin kay sean as in 1 seat away. HAHAHAHAHAHAHH! Nahihiya ako for her. Tapos nung nakatayo na kami, tinawag naman niyang "SEAN" si Stan. HAHAHA. Kawawa naman. SUPER LAUGHTRIP!! :)) Hmm. SET 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5. DONE! Haha. I have a new partner pala, MIGGY AUSTRIA. Hmm hmmm. After our practice, Pam Paul and I headed to Katip para kumain sa flaming wings. Wow. Namiss ko siya infairness. MEAL #2! Haha. Dumating sina Marco, Franco, and Ignacio.. THE "OH" BROTHERS. Haha. So kain kwentuhan and kulitan lang kami. Paul brought me to Mich's condo na kahit super lapit lang. Hinatid pa ko, waley.. may kotse kasi. APIR! Haha.

PAMPER PAMPER PAMPER.. Nagpafacial kami ni Mich sa Let's Face It. Since I was super sad with the UPCAT results, we decided to get ourselves "pampered". PERO ang sakit eh, kala ko may tinutusok sakin. Haha. Pero it was all G. Bonding time with each other kahit di naman kami masyado nakapagusap. Haha. We're thinking na every week, we will pamper ourselves para fresh looking diber? Magpapaganda na talaga kami. Wahaha. After nung facial, hinihintay pala kami ni Eds sa labas.. :) Yay. I missed Eds! We headed straight to Mich's condo to play Pusoy dos and Tong its. Talo ako sa tong its. Sorry na, Eds. Sorry na! Haha!

ANG DAMING PLANS NA HINDI NATULOY TODAY!
1. Paolo Panops and I were planning to go to Tagaytay pero imposible :))
2. Magbobonding daw yung models sa Eastwood.. hindi natuloy. But instead, nasa Flaming Wings kami.
3. Inuman at Katip extension. Yung blabla for a cause.. Kasabay ko dapat si Alvie and David papunta and baka si Paolo din ata kasabay ko? Pero I heard na pupunta si Inigo, so nawalan ako ng gana.. buti nalang di na din ako pinayagan. Sign na yun. Wag na talaga siyang makita. Haha.

I'll just finish Coffee Prince nalang. Last night i watched 9 episodes from 8pm to 430am. Wow naman diba! The story's really funny and nice kasi eh. Excitiiiing. I'll be stuck at home tomorrow.. Monday, practice at Cessa's. Hmm hmm. Great. I still need to finish my palanca letters for Mara and Skye. Waley.

CRUSHY WUSHYYYYY!! NEW CRUSH! SHIT. SAKTONG KILIG LANG. BAWAL MANGOPAS EH.. HAYAANG SIYA ANG MANGOPAS SAKIN. HAHA. KIDDING. PERO WALEEEEEEEEY! TUNAW NA KO!!!

2008-01-11T16:44:00.000+08:00

NO SOCIAL LIFE FOR ME. This week, i only "visited" Katip once.. first time actually in my senior year life. Haha. Oh well. Super TAMAD ako this week! All i wanna do is to go home early and watch some DVD. Pag nasa school naman, tulog lang or kwentuhan during class.. Siguro nga we got the 'SENIORITITIS' sickness, kahit wala pa kaming college and all. Haha. Haynako. : Grabe.. Ang dami ko dapat plans for today. One is to hangout at Katip first with Mara and Mich then we will go straight to GH. ANOTHER plan was to attend our songfest practice then go to Meli's pad.. after that, we'll go to GILLY's then Fiamma for Janina's debut. Oh well.. Hindi ako makakapunta sa kahit ano dyan. Waley. Pero honestly, i feel so lazy.. Parang i'm enjoying every minute of my 'ALONE TIME' Haha. Medyo naccarried away na ko sa "single" life ko. Well, naeenjoy ko naman kasi walang dagdag sa responsibilities and i can do anything i want. Pero mukang nagtampo sakin sila Mich and Mara kasi nang INDIAN daw ako. Haha. Eh flexible kasi sched ko eh.. NOT. Haha. Pag sinabi ng nanay ko na nandyan na sila, waley na.. Direcho uwi. Loossseeer. Oh well. I'm going to have fun naman with my lovable computer. Haha. Hmm. What else what else? MY MOM BOUGHT ME A TOFFEENUT FRAPPE CAUSE I WENT HOME EARLY. Yay for me. Toffeenut Frappe is lalalalalalalooooove! :) Hmm hmm. Not much happened today, we had our music class.. Kawawa naman section namin, supot na sa songfest haha. There were no teachers in our math&physics class. Graded recitation in English and shitty shits in Accounting (elective). Pep rally din.. Eew. Yung cheer for MC. Cmon hindi naman kasi yun parang sa LaSalle na 'ANIMO LASALLE!' eh.. Ang ganda ganda nung cheer sakanila, tapos kami.. WALEY. Ano naman si Maria Katipunera diba?? Muka pang tibo yung "mascot" namin. Tanginer, di nakakatuwa. HAha. Oh well.. 3 months nalang naman ako mag-aaral dun. Sana naman di ako mag MC sa college. Please Lord, please....

Tomorrow.. Hmm what's my sched for tomorrow? I have a modelling practice at Ateneo from 1-3pm. I need to meet up with Paul Martinez before the practice kasi i don't know where the practice will be held. So yun, i don't know if kakain pa kami sa Uncle Moe's.. kung san man yun? Or mag fifishball nalang kami. Haha. The other models were planning to go out pa tomorrow para may bonding daw. Haha. Waley.. Di ko alam kung sasama ako. If sasama si Paul and Pam, then i'll go with them. Kung hindi, wag nalang. Haha. Paolo and Panops are planning pala to go to Tagaytay tomorrow then we'll go straight to Jet's place para dun sa party for a cause. Haynako.. Pero gusto kong pumunta e! Ready ako!! : I think pupunta kami sa Tagaytay then EK or.. ewan ko? Bahala na daw bukas eh. Hindi ko pa alam kung sino-sino kami. Waley. : Sana naman di ako tamarin bukas.

WE DON'T HAVE CLASSES ON MONDAY, JANUARY 14. Wooohooooo!!! Yey yey yey! Songfest na on Tuesday.. K! Talo na kami. Hmm. Wala na kong makwento.

I need to make MARA a SPECIAL palanca.. Haha. I think she's the last person na gagawan ko eh. Gawin ng special since wala na kong gagawin dito sa bahay. I dunno kung gagawan ko pa kasi si SKYE. I im-ed him last night kung gagawan ko pa ba siya ng palanca or what.. HE WASN'T REPLYING. Hindi naman siya idle or whatsoever. It just pissed me off kasi we made it clear naman na kahit wala na yung thing between us we can still be friends.. nakakafeel bad lang talaga? Kaya ayokong ginagamit yung title na BESTFRIENDS eh kasi hindi naman totoo yun.. Haynako. Waley. Bahala siya.. Okay lang rin yun para di ako mapagod gumawa ng palanca. Although nakakadalawang pages na ko. Hay nako! Ewan ko sakanya. Badvibes.

Try downloading this song -- Shimmer by Fuel. It's SUPER NICE, well.. for me :]

SHIMMER BY FUEL

She calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable
And all that she intends
And all she keeps inside, isn't on the label
She says she's ashamed
And she can take me for a while
And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
But maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
She dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterfliess, reality escapes her
She says that love is for fools that fall behind
And I'm somewhere in between
I never really know
A killer from a savior
'Til I break at the bend
We're here and now, but will we ever be again
'Cause I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade
Away again
It's too far away for me to hold
It's too far away....
Guess I'll let it go

2008-01-10T10:26:00.000+08:00

So.. I've been absent for two days now. Last Tuesday I had to go home early (not early dismissal) cause i had a very bad stomach ache. I ATE A LOT, i swear. So the following day, Wednesday, I wasn't able to go to school.. not because of that bad stomac ache, it was just because i don't feel like going to school. Haha. NOW, I HAVE THE REASON WHY I EAT TOO MUCH AND WHY I'M EASILY IRRITATED.. "I have eh" :)) Oh well. Today, I dint go to school not because I have dysmenohrrea but because I'm too lazy to get out of bed so early. Hehe. AND i'm not ready to take the quiz on trigo and the LOOOONG test on Fil. I'm so stubborn. Fucker.

I'm going to continue watching HOUSE SEASON 4! Yeyyy! Next: 7th episode. The CD that my mom bought wasn't complete.. it has only 6 episodes (1-6). Dayyym

So I got to get myself busy! :)

I'm so excited on my BORACAY trip with my friends on April!!

2008-01-08T16:53:00.000+08:00

To : Vince, Effrey, Inigo, Erjo, Puducay, Migs, Jet, Jamo, Richard, Jeff, JV, Julliann, Panops, David, Bernard, Alvie, Raf, Meli, Sel, Mariz, Mich, Mara, Tere, Cheska, AM, Jabez, Flo, Leslie, Ven, Juana, Sophie, Andi (Hindi ko kabisado lahat. Basta inform them narin)

BORA BABBBYYY :)

So here's the thing, nag-aayos na kami nina Vince and Effrey ng Bora trip. WE CAN'T GO WITH LES AND OTHERS on April 17-21 'cause we're thinking na hindi makakasama si Erjo since flight niya is on April 20. So dapat before April 20 and after April 7 kasi birthday ni Effrey. So you guys have to choose, if you're coming ha, sana sumama lahat para mas masaya. What do you prefer? 5 days 4 nights or 4 days 3 nights. THINK ABOUT THE MONEY YOU OUGHT TO BRING.. Is your money good for 5 days or

kukulangin?..

Possible dates:

If 5 days & 4nights

April 9 - 13 Wednesday to Sunday (Para maabutan ang Saturday wild night life ;p)
April 15 - 19 Tuesday to Saturday

If 4 days & 3 nights
April 10 - 13 Wednesday to Sunday
April 15 - 18 Tuesday to Friday (Para may rest day for Erjo at para magpainom naman siya before siyang mangibang bansa :p)

Airlines:

If we choose Philippine Airlines, ang natatandaan ko when we inquired.. it's P3800 for roundtrip. Pero when Eff and I were looking for that promo, di namin makita. So tentative pa to. **

If we choose Cebu Pacific Airlines, it'll cost us P4300 for roundtrip. It's much cheaper than Asian Spirits na P8000 roundtrip right?.. Pero that P4300 that we checked is for April 15 - 18.

Hotel/Place we could stay:

As of now, wala pa kaming nahahanap. Actually, di pa kami nagsstart cause we want to talk to you guys first para estimated na kung ilan and what type of room ang kukunin. If ever you have some contacts naman na pwede nating madiscount-an.. Please tell us or if you could talk to them para mas okay. *ehem JAMO ehem* So there..

**Dun sa P4300 hindi pa included yung bayad for the place na sstay-an natin. So yun nga pinapaisip ko sainyo if you want 5 days & 4 nights or just 4 days & 3 nights. You need to tell us asap if you're coming with us or not kasi kelangan na magpabook baka maubusan na ng slot. Parang college lang to 'pre. Haha.**

Tell us din kung isasama niyo mga loverboy/lovergirl niyo aryt? Thankssss. Please inform the others :p

---- We prefer to go there on April 15-19 kasi sabi ni Leslie mas mahal kung mas maaga (and maraming CHICKS). Aryt aryt? Leslie Ven Flo and other friends/POVEDANS will go to Bora on April 17-21. Sel will also go to Bora kasabay natin but with her family, same with Cheska.. but i think tehy'll stay with us? We're encouraging you to bring your girlfriends/boyfriends.. Basta wag lang pati yung barkada ng barkada ng barkada ng kalaguyo niyo. Mahirap maghanap and pagkasyahin sa place eh. Aryt aryt? :P

--- PLEASE DO REPLY. WE NEED TO KNOW IF YOU'RE COMING OR NOT ASAP. KUNG WALANG PERA, MAY 3 MONTHS PA AND MAY MGA GRAD GIFT NA MATATANGGAP SO KERI LANG. ---

xoxo,

Vince Tere Effrey

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Well anyway, I got home early kasi i'm INJURED. Hahaha. Kidding. I ATE TOO MUCH SO I NEED TO GO HOME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. Ang katakawan ko nanaman pinairal ko.. Yesterday sobrang food trip talaga.. Chicken Mami, Bavarian, Milky Way, Beef Wanton, Siomai, and around 6 bars of chocolates(isang upuan) ang nakain ko.. Kanina, 4 chicken balls and 2 bars of chocolates naman. Grabe.. I'm so addicted to chocolates kasi ngayon and i don't know why? Naglilihi? HAHA. Joke. Yun nga.. I even went to the clinic pucha pero pinabalik ako agad after 10 mins. Naawa na sakin sila Kate. Haha. Naiwan ko tuloy si Mara sa MC.. Di ko nasamahan sa Katip. Sorry? The bathroom's my loviedovie right now. Haha. Badtripppp! Anyway, niloko namin si Russalie na nagbalikan kami ni Inigo kaya magkagalit kami ni Meli ngayon (Joke lang).. Naniwala si gago. Gullible amf. HAHA.

I'm not happy with my exam results. 65% yung passing namin. Nabagsak ko yung dalawa. Badtrip! Sa Math I got 67/100. CLE 79/90. Filipino 64/100. Physics 64/100. Econ 78/90. Hmm puta. Pero yung sa math and physics naman steady lang kasi maraming bumagsak talaga, tipong sa physics 24/100 ganun.. Sa math 44/100. Eto nanaman ako, nagcompare para lang tumaas ako. HAHA! Pero pero.. kahit na medyo mataas na to, wala parin akong college! San nalang ako pupulitin bords?..

Anja's my friend na! For me kasi, steady na ko sa nangyari samin ni Inigo. Parang binaon ko na sa limot. I mean, waley lang talaga. Nagcomment ako sa pic nila ng ex bf niya kasi ang hot naman talaga nung ex niya. Sheeeet! Hahaha. *drools* Basta.. new year, new life, new friends.. :) We should all forget the past diba? ;)

Last Sunday, I talked to Maria cos parang she's not happy and all.. basta yung sa stat niya "i don't know what i want anymore :'(" So i told her something like, "Don't pressure yourself.. Give it time. Dadating din ang panahon na you'll know na what you want. Blabla" Basta di exact words. Naiyak daw siya.. Basta it's about his 20-year old bf na manhid and all. I realized na.. hindi naman porket mas matanda sayo di ka na iiwan nung lalaki. Yun yung mali ng maraming tao eh, they keep on searching for the PERFECT ONE wherein they should just wait for him/her to come into their life. Diba? God has plans for us, dapat lang tayo maging patient at wag pangunahan yung thing na was planned for you. If your aim is to experience other guys/girls, then do what you want basta wag lang iiyak-iyak. Diba? They shouldn't get TOO serious not unless their married na kasi dun lang magkakaron ng assurance. I don't know. Pero thinking about it, trying other stuff is fun but I don't think na older guys will be much better than younger/same age guys. Kasi iba iba naman yun eh.. Iba-iba ang lalaki. Swertihan nalang kung makakuha ng matino. Wow, serious talk to ha. In trying new guys(not sexually), we should spend some time to know the person well kasi before taking him seriously. 2 weeks/3weeks isn't enough.. Diba? Ewan ko.. For me hindi talaga enough yun bago makipagseryosohan. Ewan.. Pero based from my experiences, i prefer girls kesa sa guys. Parang nga yung napag-usapan namin ni Anja.. Mas okay ang girls kasi bilang lang ang mga babae/tibo na loko-loko. They get serious and stuff.. They won't let you cry because of some petty reasons. Things like that.. I know i know, hindi sila yung pinlan ni God for us.. Pero it's part of trying something NEW. Wala naman nga kasi sa bible na nakastate na eve is for eve and adam is for another adam. Pero same gender feels the same thing. DUH! Common sense, right? Haha. Wala lang.. Just a thought. Haynako.. So i dint regret having a boyfriend pati girlfriend kasi kahit papano nacompare ko rin. Pangit lang, isa lang naging boyfriend ko so nakatatak sa utak ko na they're all the same. You know what i mean.. ;)

Hmm. Thinking about it, ano ba dream guy ko?.. Hmm hmm

- Handsome (Sinong hindi may gusto diba?)

- Taller than me

- Medyo maputi, ayoko ng maitim

- Gentleman

- Easy to get along with.. as in yung makakasama ng mga friends ko or makakasama namin ng bestfriend ko pag umaalis

- Hindi masyadong possessive

- Sweet (pero pag kami na) -- naiilang talaga ako pag sweet tapos hindi pa kami. It just aint right.

- Loko-loko ( yung pwede ako makisali sa mga kalokohan )

- Hindi soft spoken at hindi mahiyain

- Presentable (WALEY)

- Okay manamit.. Hindi parang straight from the bed?

- May muscles naman kahit konti. Haha

- Who loves to eat but not overweight naman

- Who will always have time for me kahit biglaan lang

- Who will let me befriend his friends para makipagkwentuhan and stuff

- Hindi masyadong madaldal.. steady lang

- Medyo suplado sa ibang tao pero sakin hindi

- Hindi pikon

- Mahilig sa kulitan

- Hindi napipikon

- Not that sensitive pero ayoko naman ng sobrang insensitive

- THOUGHTFUL as in kahit lollipop lang naman ibigay sakin masaya na ko eh

- Who never forgets

- Okay kausap.. intellectual man or hindi

- Understanding, hindi mababaw tungkol sa mga bagay-bagay

- Hindi maselan

- Who will never let me ride a cab/commute alone

... and the list goes on. Wala na kong maisip eh. Hahaha. Pero yan yung mga gusto ko sa guy.. :p Oh well. Sana meron ngang ganyan. Hahaha. I'll keep on dreaming nalang, sa dreams ko lang naman dumadating yan eh. Haha. :p Dramachine. Waley. AGHHH. I need to read ibong mandaragit chapters 32-34/35. Hay. I won't go to school tomorrow. Hehe. :p So much blogging.. need some lovin. Ay. :

2008-01-05T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hay pucha. So much to blog about.. Okay, the ACET results are out. BIG TIME.. Hahay.. Last night nagpplano na kami nila Julliann kung what time kami magkikita. We both agreed na 930am kami magkikita. So there... Magkatext naman kami ni Eds, we both agreed naman na 830am kami magkikita.. Then Paul Martinez naman, 8am. Hahahaha!! :) So i told mich na she should be there mga 830 din. Hahay.. So yun muna. Haha. Everyone's "excited" to see the results of that ACET shit. Eto lang naaalala ko ha, mga status ng mga tao sa y!m ko puro about ateneo. Takte yan o. :)) Di ko na nga pinangarap na sabayan pa sila kasi iniexpect ko rin naman na deins ako papasa. Well well well.. Dapat may dare kami ni Erjo last night eh, pero waley.. UMURONG ANG ANO NI ERJO. Supot amf. Haha. Ako, ready ako.. tsktsk. Haha. May inaway pa kami sa confe kasi may gumago kay Akiko.. Although di naman kami close.
But still, away yun.. READY AKO. Sabik kumbaga. Haha. Ginagago ko lang.. Tinawag ako sa y!m.. sabi "Tere". Sabi ko, "dont call me Tere. Di tayo close.. call me.. STARGAZER"(Diba.. Taray ng pangalan e) HAHAHA. Laughtrrripppppp! Waley lang. Haha. Ang creepy niya, okay lang yun. PrettyFUL naman siya eh. Tangina yun o. Bobo. Pinakausap ko kay Bryant, our secret weapon.. Sabi ko i-ready na nila ang tissues nila.. NOSE BLEED TO. Well, i was right. Haha. Ninose bleed nga, napatahimik lahat. Haha. Oh well. Sayang sayang.. Di ko nasabayan ang english skills ni lil kid. Yun.. I slept at around 1230. FIRST TIME! Ang aga na nun ha. I'm so proud. Tss. :))

WAKE UP CALL FROM MICHELE SANTIAGO. Nakakaasar ehhh! Haha sarap sarap ng tulog ko. So usap usap kami, CHAMP passed daw. Okay okay nalang ako.. Tapos nakita ko yung oras, 830 na! HAHA. Nagtext na si Paul kung nasan ako, sabi ko papunta na sa katip.. Sabi ko asan siya.. Di nagrep tapos tinanong nanaman ako kung asan ako. Waley eh. Haha. So i took a bath and dressed up tapos ate ko super tagal.. Nagawa ko pang lagyan ng nail polish nails ko. Haha. So.. off to Katip. Sinundo pa namin boyfriend ng ate ko sa bulubunduking Modesta. Kung kami, paanan ng bundok.. sila.. BUNDOK na talaga. ;p Haha. So hindi pa pala kami yung "Sa dulo ng walang hanggan".. Yung place nila kuya alex, yun yung echo na.. "sa dulo ng walang hanggan" gan gan gan gan gan gan! Dun sila sa gan. :)) Okay na ko. So nagtext na si Jullian sabi niya nasa katip na daw siya, eh papunta palang akong batasan. Sabi ko nasa commonwealth na ko. Haha. Nagtext na ulit si Paul, asan na daw ako.. Sabi ko nasa daan pa din. That was like 1030 na. Haha. LIAR AMF. Oh well. Pati si Mich sabi niya nasan na daw ako. Haha. Oh well, si Eds di na nagparamdam. Nakatulog te! So Katip, picked up Jullian from Katip only to find out that he checked the results na pala! Nagyabang pa sakin na HE PASSED AND HE'S PART OF THE TOP 15% sa course na kinuha niya, health sciences. Ewan ko sayo, congratulations nalang! So yun, nakarating na sa pupuntahan. *inhale* *exhale* Tinignan ko na yung list, at oo.. Nandun ang pangalan ko. Joke lang :p WALA! Hindi ko alam kung anong maffeel ko nun. Kahit naman wala talaga akong balak pumasa ng Ateneo, masakit parin yun. Parang shitt ang bobo ko puta. REJECTION! Nakakadegrade. I checked lahat ng names ng Shacka, wala samin nakapasa.. Not even Kaye : Ano ba naman yun.. Ang talino niya eh. Sa lovies, sina Venica Jose, Cheska Fernandez, Leslie Carlos, and Florence Duque lang. CONGRATULATIONS, loves. :p I'm so proud of you.. and i'm envy too. Haha. So there, sa bugoys sabi ni Raf.. siya lang ang pumasa. Congrats! Starbucks after with Paul, Jullian, and Mich. Sobrang lungkot namin ni Paul eh, actually ako lang. I even cried when i talked to my mom over the phone. Crybaby amf. So nilibre ko nalang sarili ko ng Toffeenut frappe. Yuummm. So after that, it was all G. At first, after seeing the results.. wala kaming balak ni Paul pumunta sa practice for modelling.. Pero natakot si gago, punta na daw kami. Fine fine, your wish is my command. Mich and Jullian went along with us. ALL BLACK KAMI. Pero yung iba hindi na. 1230 palang nandun na kami sa OSA. WALA PA NAMANG TAO. Si Paul kasi excited ehhh! Gullible amf, sabi kasi sakanya nandun na lahat. Waley. So there, nagkatao na. Nagstart na.. GV sa lahat ng girl models. Haha. Pinapatawa ko nalang sila, sabi ko pa dun sa nagaayos.. Dapat wala ako sa girls, sa guys dapat ako. Haha. Kwela eh. Pam was late.. HMM HMM. Una, partner ko si Paul pero pinalitan eh, si Marco na . (ehem EDS ehem)Tsktsk. Haha. Pero ayos lang naman, friends kami. Tangkad lang niya. Haha. Tangkad ko din. Okay na ko.. : Habang nagppractice, nagkukulitan kami ni Paul kasi ang laki daw ng braso ko. Nakakainis. HAHA! Tapos tawanan then biglang tinanong nung new partner nya out of the blue.. "uhmmm. do you guys have a 'thing'?" HAHAHA. Napatawa kami ni Paul eh, di naman tawa pero steady-ng tawa. Sabi ko nalang, 'wala noh'. HAHA Wala naman kasi talaga. Pero cute siya. Ay waley. Haha. So tawa nalang talaga.. After that, binaba lang namin si Mich sa Katip kasi mag tutor daw siya. Yea right.. haha. joke lang bestfriend. Direchong Celeb na to eat SISIG! Yeaboii. Then Mich called, wala daw siyang tutor.. Fine fine. Sabi namin mag taxi nalang siya kasi mahirap bumalik. So there, we ate sa Celeb... Libre ni Paul, yun naman eh! Rich na rich! Usapang ACET nanaman at napatanong ako sakanila kung bobo ba talaga ako. Ang sagot ni Juls, "hindi ka bobo. MAYABANG LANG. Kasi naman, UP ADMU UST tinake mo, tapos fall back mo UP ADMU. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!" Tama ba naman yun. Haha. Pero may point naman kasi. Apir nalang, Julliann. After eating, direchong katip na kasi ibababa na kami ni Paul. Haha. Kawawang bata, may sakit. Gagaling ka rin, yaan mo. Pag dating sa Katip.. STARBUCKS LANG FROM 6-8. Haynako. Patay na ang baga ko. : Napagkamalan pa kong lasing nung ate ko pagkasakay ko sa car. Haha. Oh well, nagsawa ako sa muka ni JULLIAN DULAY ha. Buong araw ko siyang nakasama then naiwan pa kami sa Starbucks ng isang oras.. Okay lang yun, love ko naman siya eh. Haha. May bago na kaming codename sa kung saan man: F-DO pre. Isn't that cool? Apir! Haha. Oh well. Pakasaya nalang tayo.

FUCK ACET. FUCK IT HARD. : )

Paul Martinez: Thanks for the ride, sisig, and the sticker! Next time, wag ka ng masyadong gullible. Dapat kasi FASHIONABLY LATE tayo. Hindi early birds pots. Haha. Apir apir apir! May thing daw tayo eh. Waley. Ninose bleed ako dun, english eh. Philippine Univeristy of the Philippines pala ang PUP? Haha. Sige, sabi mo eh. Pagaling ka!

Mich Santiago: PUP nalang ha. Ikaw, UE. Joke lang bestfriend! Naniniwala ako na papasa tayo sa UST. Mag CFAD ako para maraming gwapoooo. Yeeey. ;p Digital arts na to! Nursing ka. Compatible tayo, para tayong yung nasa Heroes.. Yung painter at yung "nurse".. Bagay. Love you!

Jullian Dulay: F-DO! AHAHAHAH. Funny ha.. Nagsawa tayong dalawa sa pagmumukang ng isa't-isa. Goodvibes lang pre! :D Sunog baga eh noh.. Ubos dalawang pack. Bat ganun! Haynako. Haha. Sige ha, goodluck sa hoodie. Apir!

** Hindi totoo yung NCAE!!! Sabi dun i belong to the top 3% sa buong 4th year students sa buong Pilipinas. EH BAKIT HINDI AKO NAKAPASA? Bakit?! O wag kang masyadong bitter.. Tititigan ko nalang yung NCAE at yung aptitude test ko for MC. Baka sakaling sumaya ako.. : Kung sa 4th year lang ako mataas.. 4TH YEAR NA FOREVER! BYE COLLEGE. Haha. Kasi naman kasi eh! Top 3% ako sa NCAE tapos kasali din ako sa top 15% sa batch namin, based on the aptitude test.. Pero waley porebers. Patapon na ko. MC nanaman ang bagsak pucha. **

2007-12-30T10:47:00.000+08:00

Okay okay.. This is the longest time na hindi ako nagonline. ONE WHOLE DAY! Record yun! Oh well. Super sleeping day kahapon eh. We had our christmas party at Sel's, walang tulugan! I went home at around 11am, umidlip lang ng mga 10:30 while waiting for my sundo. Pag dating ko sa bahay, boom! Higa after 20 mins.. Nagsidatingan yung mga pinsan ko, may get together nanaman pala.. Natulog lang ako, i woke up mga 6:30 am and took a bath kasi we were going somewhere.. Starbucks sa bluewave. Ayos, hinintay pa nila ako! Sinamahan namin si ate magpagupit ng short hair.. Sabi ko nga kasi sakanya "TRY SOMETHING NEW" Haha. Then off to starbucks para sa double stickers! Yun yooon.

What happened last Friday? ..

I woke up at around 10:30 in the morning, fixed myself then off to Katip! Prince David is the place to be.. I texted Andy para may kasama naman ako chumill sa deck. Hassle pa nga daw ako eh! :)) Badtrip. Umakyat din si Ponjap dun, at kung anu-ano nalang ang pinag-usapan namin. HAHA! I was waiting for Eds pero ang tagal tagal niya, dumating na si David kaya kelangan ko ng umalis. HAHA. Off to GH. Chumill muna kami sa Coffee Bean while waiting for Skye.. Sabi ko kay David may ADD siya kasi sobrang di siya makapakali and pag kinakausap mo, WALEY. HAHA. While waiting for Skye, nakita namin ang ever-so-gwapo na si Neill. Waley lang.. Nagsusumbong siya na may umaaway sakanya. Haha. Nasabi pang "Bye ganda!". Waley. :)) Haha alam na ni David yun. Dumating na si Skye at last! We ate sa Teriyaki Boy! Yeey. Ako nanaman ang may pinakamadaming kinain! Badtrip yun o. Ginagago pa ko ni David. HAHA. Waley. After that, we went to Jesi and got bored so umikot ikot lang kami sa mga tiangge at SECRET na yun iba. :)) Sila may nakuha, ako wala.. Weak link amf. We met up with Gaia sa Jesi, kwentuhan.. Nagpasama sakin si gaia sa bahay nila para maghanap ng key. Sinamahan ko naman. :) Naging reaction ko nalang, "Wow. Hindi ko ineexpect na babalik pa ko dito sa condo na to." Hindi na 4th floor, 403. 2nd floor lang. Haha. Pag balik namin sa GH. May sinundo kaming friend niya, si Mark. Balik sa Jesi, moses' there na with 2 other friends. Badaf pare.. Oh well, ganun naman talaga ang buhay. Haha. Nagbago na daw tingin ni David amf. Yuuun. Nag-usap kami about stuffs na nakalimutan ko na. Dumating si Panops at inasar nanaman niya ko. BV. Bumili lang kami ng food sa Mcdo.. Merienda kumbaga. We were just waiting for Paulo, our ride going there.. Nung dumating, sakay na agad sa EXPED. HAha. Paulo and Panops sa harap.. David, Tere, Skye, Moses sa likod. Biglang nagbukas ng window si Moses at dumura.. Sinigawan ko "MOSES ANO GINAGAWA MO? WAG KANG DUMURA NASA EXPED KA!" Haha. Wala lang. Natawa lang ako. Bumaba si Moses and David sa Katip to pick up Alvie sa may yellow cab. We went to Petron first kasi bibili sina Paulo ng yosi.. Skye and I just stayed in the car, nakakatamad na kasi eh.. nagkwentuhan lang and asaran. Off to Sel's place. Magkasunod lang kami nila David dumating haha. Nakacab sila, kami car. Bat ganunn. Haha.

THE PARTY - wow -

May pagkain pero di na ko kumain masyado. Haha. Hindi pa ko sinasagot ni Juice, ano ba naman yan.. Haha. Ilang beses ko na siya tinatanong, wala parin! HAHA. Anyway, bigla tinawag ako ni Cessa kasi may sasabihin siya.. Tapos after ko magintay, hindi rin naman sasabihin. Waley.. Pero bago sila umalis sinabi niya sakin na it's about the class not liking the things we've been doing to Verona. Waley talaga bords. It's not that we want the class to get involved.. It's just that nangyayari lang talaga sa class.. If they think what we're doing to Verona is too much, pano kaya yung ginawa niya kay Kate diba? ANONG MAS MASAKIT? Eh yun.. inaasar asar lang naman namin si Verona, and too bad.. NAASAR SIYA. Eh puta, yung ginawa niya kay Kate? It will never heal, man. So tangina 4-3, don't take sides if hindi niyo naman yung buong story. WE DO THINGS NOT BECAUSE WALA LANG, PERO KASI MAY REASON. Kaya sana lang wag silang mainis at kung anuano pa.. kasi damn, THEY DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. Well anyway, ayoko ng masira araw ko dahil lang dun sa issue na yun. Akala ko yung sasabihin sakin ni Cessa, yung about sa nagkakamabutihan na sil ni Sean.. which is okay lang naman. After a long time, diba? Pero hindi pala yun yun. Haha. Basta yun.. Nakipag bottoms up kay Vicky.. after that sinabihan ko siya ng joke, HINDI TUMAWA : Talk with Moses and Skye, namomoblema kasi si Mo.. Pero ang solusyon naman kasi talaga, iwanan yung hindi masyadong mahal. Pero ang labo ni Moses eh, kaya bahala nalang. yan sakin. TALKED TO KEVS Ayun, basta di ko na susulat dito kung ano yun. Private eh. Nakipag bet pa si Skye na hindi daw sasabihin sakin ni Kevs yung prob. Haha. Asa naman bord! Sinabi niya e, pano ba naman yun. STARGAZING WITHSKYE Orions belt, big dipper, TINY dipper. Haha. Bumalik na kami sa mga nagiinuman. Haha. Argued with Vince about kay Bernard and yung pinagkakalat niya. Waley. Walang nanalo. Talked to Migs about madaming things, pati yung STATES hahaha. Pero ayos kausap si Migs, nakikinig and nag aadvice. Masaya masaya.. :) Nakipag-asaran with Richard, yung mga ice sa likod. Haha. Kulit din ni gago eh! :)) Pikunan with Panops, napikon talaga ako seryoso. Kasi nagkukunyaring girlfriend for the night niya daw ako.. Steady lang naman ako. Eh madami akong kinakausap, sina migs moses at iba pa.. Sabi niya pokpok daw ako kasi kung kani kaninong lalaki daw ako sumasama. Kahit naman joke yun, nakakapikon naman kasi talaga.. Sinigaw pa niya. Badtrip lang talaga. Pero sa huli, okay naman na. Kainan ng dahon, calamansi leaf. Sarap. Haha. Napakain ko si Vince Moses Richard, ay nakalimutan ko na yung iba. Haha. Basta saktong kulitan lang. Chumill sa sala habang kumakanta at tumutugtog si Migs. Basa na! :)) Waley, ang ganda talaga ng bosessss! Swerte ni Anna. -sabi nga namin ni Mara. Mga 4am ang ganda nung sky, may moon tapos parang may malaking circle of clouds around it. Circle talaga.. First time namin makita, feel tuloy namin END OF THE WORLD na. Haynako. Haha. Yung iba umuwi na, MATIRA MATIBAY. Nasa driveway lang kami nakaupo.. super babaw na namin na onting ano lang, tawa agad. Haha. Sobrang weird ni Mara na puro BAKIT ANG LALAKI.. Ganun. At "Someday, i wanna be a great dancer!" Haha. EATABLE. Waleyy. Natulog na si Cheska and Mara, natira kami nila Sel Jeff Roy and Archie. Archie super tahimik. Jeff and Sel tumatawa kasi.. secret. Roy, nagsasalita di naman maintindihan. Haha. Funny lang. Ano pa bang nangyari? Nakalimutan ko na.. Pinagtawanan lahat ng nasa yearbook, kumain sa gazeebo, chumill sa gazeebo tapos umuwi na sila. Umakyat kami at pinagtripan si Mara and Sel. Nilagyan namin ni Ches ng cookies and cream toothpaste sa bibig. Si Mara nagising, si Sel hindi! :)) Nakakatawa. Napagod na kami ni Ches, nag NINTENDO DS nalang kami. Cooking mama! Haha. Nakaidlip lang. Haha. It was fuuuun. F-U-N. FUN! :))

Sayang, wala si Mich Mariz Effrey Raf Bernard.. Sayang.

--- TRY SOMETHING NEW! ---

2007-12-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

Ali, one of Raph's fans, just called me up.. Gulat ako eh.. Wala, nangangamusta lang daw and she invited me sa Eastwood. Sorry girl, deins me pwede sa ganun baka daw makidnap ako eh. Seryoso. Haha. Oh well. Sorry.. HAY. I'm so tired. I helped my mom in making 5 humongous trays of Lasagna. Aggh. I had a hard time grating the cheese.. Waleyyy. :) SO TIREEDDD. Tagal ko nga ata nareplyan si Skye eh. Sorry bffaeaeae! :D Peace tayo. Oh well. Yun.. Natutuwa ako kay Erjo! Kasi bawat online ni Kate sasabihin niya "online si Kate". Brad, friend ko din siya sa y!m. Hahaha. Ang cute lang.. Parang tuwang-tuwa eh. Nagbibinita na!! :D Grabe.. Christmas na. I can't even feel it! Is it because i'm getting old na. Waley, seventeernch palang ako eh. Haha. Pero bakit nga? Based on my observation, di lang ako nagiisa. I mean from the status of other people sa y!m, group message sa chat, group message sa text, shout-outs sa friendster, blog.. Ganun. I want to know the reason why most of us doesn't feel THIS christmas season. Yea, we bought our christmas gifts, attended christmas parties, and sang christmas carols.. pero wala parin eh. May kulaaang! andd... hindi yun LOVE LIFE. :p Pinapangunahan ko lang. Haha. Siguro walang LOVE. Ewan ko.. Panglahat to ha, hindi lang sa sarili ko. Ang labo lang kasi. To be honest, this is the first christmas na parang wala lang.. Haynako. Bat ba ganun? Pero ayoko nang problemahin kasi patapos narin naman! :) New year na. :)) So pointless lang yung pag type ko kanina. Okay lang ata? Haha. I just hope next christmas will be a happy and memorable one.

AN UPDATE!

Eto na.. Person D admitted last night that he likes me. "sobrang gusto" daw niya ko. I don't know if papaniwalaan ko pero.. ewan? Una sabi niya sakin may aaminin siya, sabi ko.. "sasali ka na sa Federasyon?? Cmon! Join the club!! :D" Sabi niya gago daw ako. HAha. Sorry? Basta yun, una hindi niya talaga masabi as in.. "uhm.. eto na, sasabihin ko na.. ay wait! 5 mins" "eto na talaga *inhale* *exhale* shit teka lang!" "Eto na talaga.. wait wait wait.." Parang ako sabi ko, kung sasali ka sa federasyon ayos lang naman eh.. Bagay naman talaga sayo maging bakla eh? HAHA. Na-OLOL ako. Sabi ko spell OLOL. Yun.. after nun sinabi na niya sakin. Hayy. Hindi lang ako makapaniwala.. 1st- sa daming girls na dumaan na sakanya bakit parang hindi parin siya sanay? I mean, hindi niya kayang sabihin.. Sobrang nag-iba yung tingin ko sakanya kasi i thought he's a smooth talker and feeling suave sa lahat. Gets? Haha, sorry. Nahihiya rin pala yung hayup na yun. Sabi niya 1st time lang daw niya hindi masabi na ganun.. Blabla.. Tapos kinakabahan daw siya? Ewan ko dun, weirda! Haha. Nakakapanibago lang talaga? 2nd- Waley. Yung gusto ko gusto rin pala ako. Hihi. Powtuh. Pero nakakaasar kasi alam pala niya na siya si D kasi may nagpapunta daw sakanya sa blog ko.. Ewan ko dun, imbento! Hahaha. Si Erjo pa sinisi? Basta yun.. Nahiya naman ako ng sobra dun. I was SPEECHLESS when we were talking, siya kwento ng kwento about sa usapan nila ni Jeff, Moses, at iba pa kasi alam na daw halos ng lahat ng bugoys plus sel and cheska.Basta yun.. Ako wala ako masabi kasi meron paring person A eh. Habang naguusap nga kami ni D, 3am na yun ha.. Minessage ako ni A tapos pinapatulog na. Waley daddy :) Basta yun.. So kausap ko si D and A. Hindi naman ako makakapag stick to one right now cos bago pa naman eh. Sabi nga ng lola ko wag mag padalos dalos.. I should take my time, wala namang nagmamadali eh. Wala rin namang masasaktan? Walang commitment eh. Haynako. Pero ang mas matimbang lang talaga ngayon is si D.. Loko loko kasi eh.. Si A naman, loko loko din. Haha. Ewan ko. Pero eto nalang eh.. I'LL JUST GO WITH THE DAMN FLOW.. Sana lang wala namang ilangan nalang. Haha. Sana. AND ayoko muna ng sweet shits, i want our normal way of talking to each other. Yung steady lang.. Friends parin diba? the only difference is, now we both know that the feeling is mutual.. Basta sana gaguhan moments parin, mas nafafall ako pag ganun eh. WALEY. :D

Are you HEARTBROKEN? Try Downloading this song - Tonight by FM static

REALLY NICE SONG. Good luck. Kami ni Kate inuulit ulit na yung kanta para wala ng dating samin, the first time we heard this kasi we cried talaga. Haha. Weak link.

Tonight - FM static

I remember the times we spent together

All those drives, we had a million questions

All about our lives

And when we got to New York everything felt right

I wish you were here with me,

Tonight

I remember the days we spent together,

were not enough, it used to feel like dreaming

Except we always woke up,

Never thought not having you here now

Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

I remember the time you told me

About when you were eight

And all those things you said that night

That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in

And the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees

And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me

About your Jesus, and how not to look back

Even if no one believes us

When it hurts so bad, sometimes

Not having you here

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

I say

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

Merry Christmas! 'tis the season to be jolly. So be Jolly, eat JOLLIBEE. :p Hinay hinay sa pagkain ayt? Baka maimpacho. :) Wag TAKAW MATAAAA! BATIIN NA LAHAT NG KAAWAY! GIVE LOVE! :D Enjoooooy! Don't forget to go to mass, OKAY? Love, Tere Sevilla

"Don't just make love, FUCK!!"

-Meli De Los Reyes. HAHAHA FUNNYYYYYYYYY!!=))

2007-12-23T21:29:00.000+08:00

I went out on a date with my FAZSCHA. We went to trinoma to meet up with my cousin para bumili for gift giving.. Nabunot ko kasi siya and nabunot niya rin ako, i bought his gift for me and he bought my gift for him. Life's so complicated. Weh ulol. Haha. Anyway, after Trinoma we went to Kundiman to visit my grandparents.. At pinarangalan ako ni lola Tere na wag magpadalos dalos sa lalaki, blabla. We even had a talk about my dad and his girlfriend. Kesyo mabait daw at kung anuano pa.. KAsi ganito yun, kung papasa at papasok ako sa UST i'll be staying at their pad.. May kundisyon nga lang daw, i should get along with the KIRIDA also known as Joanne. Waley, kering keri ko yun. Cause seriously, i don't give a damn. Edi goofra siya ni fazscha, i can't do anything about it. As long as she can give anything that my papa needs/will need, then it's okay with me. No biggie :) Anyway yun nga.. Ewan ko. Haha. Basta i missed lolo peping! :D Kaso he was so quiet kanina. Puro, mm-mm JOke. Hehe. :p This day was exhausting.. Pero i need to get back with my job, di na ku di-op koya . 24/7 nanaman ang internet. I'm back to work, ERJOUGH! :)) Si Erjo nagbibinata.. Yii. Kaso di umuubra ang powers kay Kate eh. Niyaya sa party, inaantok na daw. HAHAHA. Kelangan pa ng man powers bord.

Okay this part will be about the issue of Mara and Bern:

Basta something happened, same shit that Inigo did. Rumors shittin, tangina naman mas chismoso pa pala ang lalaki kesa sa babae. Kidding. Well anyway, that rumor may ruin Mara's reputation kaya nagpuputok nalang buchi namin eh. It goes like 'i really want to break up with her but .....' ganun. Basta super unexpected talaga. I mean, i can't believe that he would do such thing. Bernard and I were close friends last summer.. I know he won't do that BUT he's capable of doing it. I have my benefit of the doubt.. Both positive and negative.. I mean, how sure can we be that he really dint say that, the fact na may nakaalam na iba about what happened between the two of them.. Diba? Mara heard it from a RELIABLE SOURCE. The person's not directly connected to him but yung taong naringgan ni Maika, sobrang you won't think twice na nagiimbento. Cos in the first place, why would they invent such rumor diba? What will they get from that? WALA. Naging close kami for ilang months and medyo alam ko ugali ni Bernard.. basta he's good with secrets. Yun nalang.. Basta. I don't want to judge him naman pero i just told mara what he's capable of doing. I do admit that i don't want them to get back together.. I don't want to see my friend always hurt.. I mean this isn't the first time she cried because of him. I'm telling you, this isn't the first. She had enough. Oo, she dint say naman na she had enough, pero as a friend i can tell. Malamang, if you love a person so much would you have the guts to say "I HAD ENOUGH. BYE" Of course not diba? I know what's happening with Mara and from my observations < ;) > i can tell, it's too much. She needs a break. Ayoko lang kasi makita na para kay Mara si Bern na yung kasiyahan at buhay niya. Tangina naman bruh, yung tipong "i can't live without you". NABUHAY KANG 16 YEARS WALA SI BERNARD, IMPOSIBLENG HINDI MO KAYA. Basta.. Ayoko lang na sobra sobrang pagpapakatanga eh. Eh mahal eh, anong magagawa. Mas matimbang ang puso kesa sa utak. Basta yun nga, minsan kasi below the belt narin yung ginagawa ni Bern. Oo FIGHTING yun pero brad naman telling her to fuck off is way too much. She doesn't deserve that kind of treatment. I know you're arguing but it doesn't give you full authority to tell her that. Basta sana ngayon na binigyan siya ng second chance, itama niya ang mga mali. I just hope na iprove niya kay Mara na hindi tlaga niya sinabi yun and HINDI PORKET NAPATAWAD NA, KALIMUTAN NA NG NAGING PROBLEMA. No. Mali yun. Reputation ni Mara ang nakasalalay. One more thing, sana he won't take Mara for granted.. Kawawa naman kaibigan ko. Pinapangalagaan namin sabay gagaguhin lang. Badtrip eh. Good luck nalang. This time, work things out. DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID AND DON'T TAKE EACH OTHER FOR GRANTED. I just shared Mara my opinion, it'll be her decision na which path to take. Well, i'll always be here to guide her. :p

Mara Liao: Sorry if I was rude.. if I told you not to run to me kapag umiiyak ka dahil kay Bern.. Sorry if i disagreed sa gusto mong makipagbalikan sakanya. I just want what's best for you, pero sino ba naman ako para sabihin sayo kung ano ang makakabuti at hindi, right? I'm just your friend pero sana yung mga sinabi ko sayo.. alalahanin mo. Maybe in the future, mapaparealize ka rin. I just don't want seeing you hurt. Seriously.. Seeing you the first time na umiiyak ayos lang eh pero tangina pag magkasama tayo halos lagi kang umiiyak. and i'm telling you that's too much. Sana this time, it'll be a healthy relationship narin. Basta i'll always be here to guide you, to lend an ear and a shoulder to cry on, to give you advices, and to make you happy. Love you greaty! :P Iwanan ka man ng lahat, di kita iiwanan. :)

Bernard Lopez: Sorry if you thought i was helping you get back together. I told you na "im just here if you need help" kasi hindi naman all the time about kay Mara ang problema eh. Gets mo ba? Sorry kung naging barrier ako sa pagbabalikan niyo. Ayoko lang talaga nakikita si Mara na nasasaktan habang ikaw papetikspetiks lang. Please prove to her na you really dint do it. Now, i'm not sure if you really dint do it pero you don't need to prove it to us.. prove it to Mara. I just told Mara my opinion base sa mga nakikita ko everytime na nag-aaway kayo and it's up to her kung anong gagawin niya about it. Sorry if i spilled some of your secrets, nadulas lang. Sorry if hindi ako naging friend sa ginawa ko and i dint tell you na ayaw ko talaga na magbalikan kayo. Basta sorry, it's your relationship.. Out naman talaga ako pero shinare ko lang talaga thoughts ko with Mara. I'm sorry. Basta nagulat lang talaga ako na nagawa mo yun kasi knowing you, ewan ko.. Pero anyone can do anything. Basta please do take care of Mara.. Wag mong sasaktan at gagaguhin. Ayt? Sorry. Peace! Friends na ulit.

---- Eto nanaman ako, nasa picture nanaman. Sinasabi ko lang naman kasi yung sa tingin kong tama pero who am i to tell diba? Oh well. We should handle things maturely. Ang importante, okay na sila. Out na talaga ako.. :) Basta papakinggan ko nalang si Mara at hindi na muling cocomment pa ----

I LOVE YOU MARA! >:D<

BFFAEAEAEA! nagpakabusog ka nanaman. Waley. GLUTTONY! HAHA. =)) Nutella mo, uubusin ko na. Gutom na ko. Sorry. Joke. :)

2007-12-21T16:15:00.000+08:00

Today i was supposed to go out with Skye Nadela. Saktong chill lang.. Well actually, the real plan was to go to Mariz's pad then bahala na kung anong mangyari. Deyngit.. Hindi ako pinayagan. What about that? NakakaBV. Nakakaduda daw kasi.. Gagawa naman talaga kami ng project. Waha! Pinproject. Well anyway.. I've been talking to Skye for 2 days na.. as in nag-usap kami the other night sa phone til 3am. Ano pinag-usapan namin? I forgot, basta i know we played 7 deadly sins online and i completed it siya kulang ng isa. Kawawa? Haha! Last night, we talked til 4am? I was sleepy na kasi.. Siya, ewan ko dun. Haha. Yabang kasi sa WIRELESS LANDLINE. Sorry na. Poor lang kami. Last night, tumawag si Paulo De La Paz din.. unfortunately, i was studying/reading a book. Once in a lifetime lang ako magbasa so i told him i'll text him nalang.. Kaso naputol pag text namin kasi nawalan ng batt. Haha. Skye and I played ABCD's.. Yung may certain topic then we'll name things basta HAHa mahirap iexplain. Yung di maka answer, will be asked one question.. Waley eh. HAHA. Hindi ko kasi kinakaya yung tinatanong sakin. Like ilan na yun prospect mo na pang palit kay Inigo? Sino dun yung pinakagusto mo? *ehem* Pag nagakron ka ba ng bago seseryosohin mo o gagawin mong rebound?.. Napapatahimik nalang ako pero i need to answer those questions eh. Waley. HAHA. As of now talaga i'm not sure. Mahirap ang situation ko.. Wanna know why? It's a different kind of problem narin eh.. Sobrang iba from what i had. AT LONG LAST, UNTI-UNTI NANG GUMUGULONG ANG GULONG. WALA NA KO SA ILALIM. :P Badtrip.. Hindi ako nagyayabang or ano.. Basta, merong 4 na tao. I don't know if this early, dapat akong mag stick to one. Eh hello, wala namang commitment eh. I mean, i like them basta ewan kooo. Tanginerr. Uulitin ko, hindi ako nagyayabang.. I'm just confused. I asked Erjo about this na eh and he chose Person A. Ewan ko.. May problema din kasi sa bawat isa eh.

READ!!!!

Person A : I like him, yes. Kabilang bakod lang siya madaliang tawiran. Haha. He's nice. I can talk to him about anything, mapaintellectual man or kagaguhan. I can tell him everything, i know his secrets.. he knows mine. Nag aadvice-an kami every now and then. Kasama ko siya sa modeling pero hindi kami partners dun sa modeling shits, partner ko si Paul Martinez (okay lang, we're friends). As in nung nagkita kami parang wala man lang "UY" haha. Parang hinead to toe pa ko na tingin tapos parang puta, di ko alam kung ano iniisip niya pero parang ganito eh 'uhh. okay.' yung ganung tipo. Waley. My kabarkada told me dati after mag break din kami ni Inigo na he likes me, he just doesn't want to rush things kasi syempre kakabreak lang namin. Tapos another friend of mine told me last night na he talked to both of my 'boys'. Isa siya dun, sabi niya.. sa pag-uusap nila parang basta sabi niya na he likes me. Ewan ko, hindi naman niya pinapakita eh. There was a time na lagi kami magkatext as in hindi JACK moments.. matinuan. The problem : Minsan nalang kami mag-usap. Hindi ko rin alam kung maging siya man, seseryosohin niya kasi he has this problem na he can't decide on his own tapos basta.. ewan ko. Hindi ko alam if he likes me, likes me.. pero i can tell, kahit di kami nag-uusap.. i like him.

Person B : He's okay.. Gentleman, nakikiride, ayos pumorma.. malapit din, madaling tawiran. Mayaman, isang text lang nandyan. Sobrang bait na feel ko nakakaabuso na ko. Haha. Walang bisyo, good boy talaga. Gwapo, oo. Crush ko.. Madaling makasama. Hindi siya maarte. I'm just not sure kung sweet siya or hindi, pero from what i saw kung pano niya itreat yung dati niyang girl.. Sweet pre! Nung valentines, basta.. SWEET. Yun nalang yun. Sabi nung close friend ko, he likes me. I just don't know if i like him, like him. Kaya ngayon, lay low muna. Ayokong magpaasa sa wala. Sabi rin ng friend ko, he doesn't deserve those shittin shits. The problem : He's too much of a good boy na nagiging BAD INFLUENCE na talaga ako. For example, pinayosi ko siya (haha) then nung party nung friend ko pinainom ko siya ng onting Rhum Coke. I mean, pano pag naging kami diba? Waley na, sisihin pa ko ng madrasta niya na sinira buhay ng anak niya. Gets? He's too much for me. Sabi nga ni Eds.. DEMURE SIYA, WALEY AKO. and i'm telling you, opposites don't match all the time. Sanay ako sa chill lang and inom, sanay siya sa Shang and shopping. We're from different parts of the universe, pre. Di kami pareho ng trip. Haynako. Sayang.. Kung patapon lang siya katulad ko. Hehe.

Person C : Okay. She's a SHE. I like her matagal na! Siya yung reason kung bat kami nag break ng ex ko.. pero pag nagkakaron kami ng time na wala kaming goofra/boofra pareho.. Hindi kami naglalandian, pag meron tsaka may nangyayari. I mean, cmon. Ganun ba talaga kasaklap yun. I like her, yes. Pero pota, magseseryosohan ba kami? We rarely text each other. Wala ata kaming mapagusapan or sadyang di ako nakakapagrep kasi puro yung crush niya yung pinag-uusapan namin. And i'm telling you guys, di ako natutuwa. Hehe. Syempre may selos, oo. Haynako ewan. Pag sweet kami, sweet talaga. Pero sa school minsan magkakasalubong, di man lang mag hi sa isa't-isa. Ewan ko. Ang labo lang kasi na kapag meron kaming iba tsaka namin winiwish na kami nalang pero pag wala, WALEY. Sabi nga namin, siguro di lang namin maaccept yung fact na may iba kami.. eh ngayong wala kaming iba. Ano meron? WALA. Ang labo talaga. So obvious naman na puro problem to. The problem : Walang right timing. Pag sweet, sweet talaga pero may mga times na wala lang talaga. I don't know kung ano ba ako sakanya and vice versa, hindi ko alam kung ano siya sakin. We used to like each other pero ngayon i still like her pero ewan ko lang. PERO i need to make things clear, i'm not head over heels naman sakanya ha.

Person D : He's nice. Least expected na guy na magkakagusto sakin, kung may gusto talaga siya. He's gwapo and mabait. I don't know him that much pa.. For the last 2 days, naguusap kami TIL THE BREAK OF DAWN :)). Hindi siya boring kausap kasi puro kwento (sorry kung ako di makwento). We have lot of things in common, we both like ONLINE GAMES, CARTOOOOOONS!!, TERIYAKI BOY, NUTELLA.. and yung iba pa. Pareho kaming patapon.. not in a bad way. Sakanya ko nakikita na puta walang limitations dito.. i mean i can be whoever i want to be. I can be open to him anytime pero as of now, waley pa. HAha. Nakikiride siya sa mga kagaguhan.. Yung mga 'waley' at iba pang kabaklaan. KERI TALAGA te. I can see din naman na he's a good friend to anyone. Mabait talaga si gago.. The problem : May kumakalat na balita DATI PA na he's a player.. so ngayon hindi ko alam kung seseryosohin ba ko nito kung seryosohin ko siya. From his stories meron siyang sinasabi na may inutos yung friend ko na gaguhin niya, sinunod naman niya. I mean i'm scared na trip trip lang ako. Ayoko na ng ganun. Sabi naman ng iba kong friends, laos na daw blabla. Waley. :)) Ewan ko!

See. Sobrang hirap talaga kasi lumugar sa tamang lugar. Ngayon talaga, confused ako. Sabi ni Kate wag daw ako bumangka sa dalawang ilog.. Ewan ko! Basta top 2 ko : Person A & D. Haha. Im not sure kung sino yung mas gusto ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat at di dapat gawin.. Like what i've said, wala namang commitment pero at the same time i don't want to hurt anyone diba? Haynako. Kawaleyaaaan. BAHALA NA WONDER WOMAN!! I'll just go with the damn flow. :p

NEW BANGS! :D

(nung Saturday pa 'to. MARIZ KASI pero thanks bishpreen)

HAHAHAHHA =))

BABUYAN PIC! ENJOYYYYYY!!!

2007-12-16T17:01:00.000+08:00

LONG DAY YESTERDAY. Haha. It was really exhausting, we went to a lot of places. Isa-isahin natin.. :)

MICH's CONDO (9-10:30) : Nagtext si Eds na namimiss niya daw ako kaya punta daw ako kela Mich. Syempre pupunta ako, kami ang laging natitirang partners eh.. Poreburs. Pag dating ko, mukang walang tulog nanaman itong si Eds at si Michele magang-maga ata ang mata sa tulog. Haha. Waley, kwentuhan at kung anu-ano pa. Magkikita dapat kami ni Paulo sa Starbucks.. eh niyaya ako ni Eds manuod ng Volleyball game sa ateneo with John kaya ang plan is i-meet si Paulo and John sa Starbucks then direchong Ateneo. Si Mich magpapatutor nalang muna daw. KKK. Pinaligo muna si Eds and THE SEARCH FOR THE MISSING LUFFFFFFAAAAAH.

STARBUCKS KATIPUNAN (10:30-10:45) : Waley. Pag dating namin sa Starbucks, diredirecho ako.. di ko napansin na nandun na pala si Paulo. Sorry! Haha. So, chill muna.. Hinintay lang namin si John.. Nung ready na kami maglakad papunta sa blue eagle gym sabi ni Paulo may ride daw siya.. YOUGHN!! Bawal daw siya maglakad under the sun sabi ng derma :)) Sorry naman!! So yun. Wait wait wait. BOOM! Nandun na yung car.

ATENEO BLUE EAGLE GYM (10:50-11:30) : LAKING GULAT KO NG MAKITA NA MGA LALAKI PALA ANG NAGLALARO NG VOLLEYBALL. Muka akong tanga na sobrang amused sa mga pangyayari. I thought mga becky lang ang naglalaro nun, may straight guys pala talagang ganun. Haha. I underestimated guys.. Haha. Habang game, iniexplain sakin ni Eds ang mga pangyayari kasi i really don't have any idea ng mechanics nung game. [Pag palobo : HAPPY BIRTHDAY] Yun lang ang natatandaan ko. Haha. NU VS. ADMU kasi. May sinasabi si Eds na keri sa NU, si Gasalao (5). Deinss naman. Tapos meron namang last name na PATARAY, at di ko na maalala yun iba pa. Sa gitna nung game.. may mga dumating na GOONS! Parang mukang equipped sila ng mga bubog sa left pocket at 'ayspik' sa kabila.. Tumabi sila sa amin, mga 18 inches away. Wa us nasay.. Pinaguusapan lang namin na pagkatapos ng game, wala ng electricfans at chairs sa place. :)) Ang sama namin. Yun pala, CROWD NG NU. Waley. May cheer sila eh : Who let the dogs out? ARF ARF! Haha. Ewan ko yung isa pa. Anyway, ateneo won. :) Nung palabas na kami, BOOM! MAY NANGUGULANGOT NA GOON!!!!! Di ko kineri, labas agad. Di uso sa mga NU players ang pag ligo.. pagtapos ng game, sakay sa bus nila habang pawis pawis.. Hmmm amoy tinapay.. anong tinapay? PUTOK.

SEATTLE's BEST COFFEE (11:45-12:50) : Para lang makayough sa malamig na place, SBC ang bagsak namin. Bumili lang naman ako ng oatmeal raisin cookie and Iced mocha.. Dumating si Mariz. Kwentuhan lang with Paulo, Eds, Mariz.. Then dumating si Mich, di na daw tinapos ang tutor dahil dumugo na di lang ilong, pati utak! Haha. Kawawa. Nag speed kami then nag-usap about new plan for the rest of the day.. Eh etong si Mariz, natamaan ng pagkakapal ng mukerssh.. Nagpalibre kay Paulo ng kulay ng buhok sa Aura. WALEEY. Sira ang sched. HAHA. Si Mich matutulog, kami pupunta sa Aura..

AURA SALON (1-1:30) : Ayan na.. Nag jojoker pes kasi si Paulo eh kaya akala ni Eds and Mariz di naman talaga siya manlilibre. Haha. Waley ang inintay namin sa pag-iisip kung for real ba yun or hindi. Haha. So ang naging plan is punta muna kaming Ateneo highschool for the photoshoot and videoshoot thingy.

ATENEO HIGHSCHOOL (1:40-3:30) : KKK. Pag dating namin dun, bawal sila pumasok dun sa airconed place so i told them to go to Aura nalang para while waiting for me, magpapagawa na si Mariz. So there, photoshoot.. DYAHE. Photoshoot with partner naman.. My partner is Paul Martinez. WALEEY. Lagi niya kong inaasar. Kaasar. HAHA. Met new friends, pero isang naging friend ko talaga na kasama ko the whole time is Pam from St. Paul, bestfriend ni Sara na ex ni Inigo. Haha. So yun tinanong niya kung ako daw ba yung Tere ni inigo na prom queen chorva eklats. Di nalang ako sumagot. HAha. Tapos yun kwentuhan, gago daw naman talaga si Inigo blablabla. Haha. Well i agree. Anyway.. di ko partner si Sean. Waley kasii.. Haha. Si pico ang nag pair. Pero di ko naman sinasabing ayokong partner si Paul. Steady lang.. Masaya naman. :p PERO DI TALAGA TUMITIGIL SI PAUL SA PAG AASAR SAKIN KAY SEAAAAN. Yung tipong lalapit siya sakanya tapos syempre kelangan namin magusap ni Paul para sa mga plan for the video.. Waley lang talaga. Nakakaasar lang, hinihead to toe ako ni sean. Waley. I mean parang "ah.. okay." Ganern. Hay nako. Pagkatapos nung thing, mag lulunch out sana kami nina Sean, Paul, and Pam. Kaso.. Nawala si Sean at sinundo ako ni Paulo. Yun.. Haha. Bago umalis, nakausap ko si Angelo.. pano daw ako napadpad dun tapos natawagan na daw niya si Cheska.. shits like that. Sorry naman ha kung ayaw mo ko nandun. SORRY. Waley ka.

AURA SALON : Just waited for Mariz habang nagpapakulay siya. Kwentuhan lang with Paulo. Abe abe abe.. Sabi niya ako daw yung BOY samin ni Carla. HAHA. BV eh. Tapos parang sabi din niya na basta.. BOY DAW AKO. Haha. Tapos nung sinabi ko i feel so lonely sabi ni CALL BOY lang daw ang sagot. HAHA. Bv eh. Basta yun, nawalan na ko ng energy kasi yung cookie palang kinakain ko buong araw. Tapos niyaya niya na kong kumain, eh tataba ako sa party ni Carla.. Wag nalang. Haha. Pero pupunta naman kasi kami sa Eastwood to watch Enchanted.. So sabi ko gusto ko mag T-Boy nalang dun. Yay yay yay. 5:15 - ENCHANTED. Buti tapos na si Mariz. :)

EASTWOOD : It was so traffic going there so parang todo laughtrip nalang talaga kami sa lahat ng bagay. Dream daw kasi ni Paulo mag aral sa Europe para maging professional hair stylist.. Naiimagine namin na pag balik niya, BECKY na siya. HAHAHA. :)) Waley. Tapos tawa kami ng tawa kasi sabi namin magpapapicture kami sa driver habang nagddrive siya. Basta yung kababawan na things, tawa kami ng tawa. BAGONG TRIO! :) Haha. Pag dating sa Eastwood.. DIRETSONG TERIYAKI BOOYYY!!!! Yay. :D As usual, Chicken Teriyaki Don. Pareho kami ni Mariz at itong si Paulo, diet California Maki lang. HAha. Super tawanan parin kahit kumakain.. Yung about sa Star, BOAT, bridge.. Yung lalaki na naka high waist, V-neck, at pinagyayabang ang belt na brown. HAHA. Masaya masaya masaya. Late na kami for Enchanted kaya nag tiangge nalang kami and Power Station. Nakawaldas kami ng P400 sa Power station. DAYTONA RACE!! Tere VS. Mariz ( TERE WON ) Paulo VS. Tere ( TERE WON ) Paulo VS. Mariz ( MARIZ WON ) Kulelat si Pau. HAHA. Nag guitar and drums din kami.. Haha. Waley STAGE FAILED. HAHA. Nag Dance Maniax kami, ANG GALING NAMIN. HAHAHa. NAg basketball kami... Eto yung rank : Tere, Pau, Mariz. HAHA. Mas magaling pa ng ako.. Boy nga siguro ako? :)) Nakakolekta kami ng 50 tickets, pinapalit namin sa 3 colored pens. (Purple- Mariz, Red- Pau, Orange- Tere) Haha. Lakad papunta sa Seoul shits.. HAHa. Then off to Esteban blabla to pick up Mariz's stuff.. Bihis na sa bahay ni paulo.

PAULO'S CRIB : WALEEEY. Dun kami sa GUEST HOUSE nagbihis. Kung may GUEST ROOM, sila.. GUEST HOUSE. "Maglalayas ako!!" "San ka pupunta?" "SA GUEST HOUSE!" HAHA. Basta yun. Nakakatawa. Ang daming dala ni Mariz : 3 sapatos. Hahaha. Waley ka talaga. Nag-ayos na kami.. at ang towel namin is, TISSUE!!! :)) Kawawa. HAHAHA! Nag gupit ako ng bangs, hindi pantay-pantay. BV. :)) One length nanaman ang bangs ko. HAHA. Make-up.. Damitan na. HAha. WALEEEYSSS ang taas ng sapatos ko.. Pero keri lang. Laughtrip kami ni Mariz, super! HAHAHA. Crawl palabas ng banyo kasi makikita.. Ganung factor. Haha. CHEAP FALSE EYE LASHES, BV. We decided na wag na dumaan sa party ni Mikko kasi 8:45 na, 9 yung party. Deins na abot and super traffic daw. YUN. PARTY NA.

ALCHEMY / CARLA's DEBUT (9-2:30 am) : On our way there, sobrang low batt na naming lahat. Pagod na pagod na pagod. Wala kaming energy, buti nalang may elevator. HAha. Nag asaran lang kami ni Dani dahil natapilok ako, sabi ko sakanya.. suotin niya rin yung shoes ko, try lang. HAHa. Basta yun. The party was nice.. 18 shots! Impromptu.. "3 naalala mo ba" lang ang nasabi ko out of hundreds of naaalala mo ba.. HAHa. Last is "EH NAAALALA MO BA.... WALEY" May nagreact "Oo! Alang alala niya yun!! HAHAHAHAH" HAHAAH. Funny eh. Sobrang girly ni Carla nun! Boots, fishnet, mini dress.. SEXY!!! :D Oh my God, napayough namin ni Mariz si Paulo.. HAHAHAH! Ang sama natiiin. :)) =)) Dance dance dance HAHAHA. Tapos nakipag-usap kay Ciff, heart to heart talk. Life's a bitch.. LOVE IS A PAIN IN THE ASS. Photoshoots with Meli.. Karpintero dance with Jet! :)) Waleyan with Jamo. HAHA. May kawawang lalaki na nagsuka at tulog lang talaga nung party!!! nagsusuka siya sa hinihigaan niya! Ginago ng mga gago! HAHA binuhusan ng tubig ni Carla, tinaktakan ng yosi ni eds, binatuhan ng upos ni Andrew. HAHAHAHA!! =)) Kawawa.

SOMETHING FISHY, EASTWOOD (2:30-4:00 am) : Nagutom si Panops. Haha. I rode with Paulo, Panops, and Richard. Nag-usap lang kami ni Chard sa may DQ about dun sa outbound nila, inggit ako!! Tapos pota nandun na pala sa Something Fishy sina Paulo at Panops. Waley. Ang sama. Buti nalang sinamahan ako ni Richard.. HAHA. Ang hirap maglakad, naka over higheels parin ako. HAHA. Sabi ni Chard "buti di ka natatapilok dyan" sabay plok! Natapilok ako! Nabati ni gago.. Napatawa nalang sabay siya naman! :)) =)) Laughtrip naman eh. Tapos sa pagkain ni Pau, nakispot ako ng hotdog.. pinagbayad ako ng 100!! WALEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYY. Dahil sinubo ko hotdog nila, bayad ako 100. Bat ganun. Pasalamat sila kinain ko pa hatdugss nila. ILUSOT NILA YUNG PIRAPIRASONG HOTDOGS NA YUN SA PWET NILA, ALKANSYA ANG DATING TE! Pagkatpos nun, kumain nalang ako ng maraming scrambled egg sausage and pancakes, tapos uwi na :)

SOBRANG NAKAKAPAGOD. TINATAMAD NA KO MAGARAL. ANG HABA NITO. AGH. :) PERO IT WAS FUUUUUUUUUN! THANKS CARLA FOR THE INVITE!! THANKS MARIZ AND PAULO!! THANKS CHARD! THANK YOU EDS! THANK YOU MICH. :)

2007-12-08T17:52:00.001+08:00

: Okay, i was visiting my friends' multiply's.. Yea, i visited inigo's multiply din. Hmm. I then realized that he erased all of our pictures there, i mean our albums. Well, if erasing me in almost everything is his way of moving on.. then fine with me. I was just surprised, that's all. Maybe kasi my way is different from his. I do admit that i already erased our pictures in my phone (the 'loveLOVElove album'), i also erased my folder of his sweet text messages, i also erased all of our pictures here in my laptop, BUT i can't erase the albums in my multiply. Wanna know why? As much as i want him to be erased in my life, i just can't do it. My multiply serves us my MEMORY BOX din.. Those albums were the times that i really cherished. He wasn't a dickhead naman lagi when we were still together eh. Wala lang.. Napaisip lang talaga ako.. People think differently nga naman. ON MY PART KASI, IT JUST HURTS TO KNOW THAT HE REALLY ERASED ME AND OUR MEMORIES. I never expected this.. Siguro nga it was really a bad relationship, i have to admit. Oh well. Basta, yung albums namin sa multiply ko.. hindi ko talaga i-erase. Kasi malay ko ba, mamiss ko siya and moments namin.. wala akong titignan! HAHA. I NEVER ERASE THE ALBUMS OF MY EX'S. Kahit yung kay Carla nandun pa eh. Oh well.. MAGKAIBA KAMI, WE DONT HANDLE CERTAIN THINGS THE SAME WAY.

-I was just disappointed. I was thinking, siguro super neregret niyang naging kami.. oh well, di siya nag-iisa. Pero memories eh, i had fun din naman sakanya eh. Hehe. Oh well, look on the bright side.... and wear some sunglasses. :p I'm back to my normal self. Playing the same game i've been playing for some time now. :D

BASTA PLEASE DON'T TELL ME PATI YUNG BINIGAY KONG NOTEBOOK SINUNOG O TINAPON NIYA. GUUUUHD!!!!! IBALIK NALANG NIYA. PAGOD DIN YUN BORDS.

-- ngayon ko lang napansin.. LAHAT ng albums namin ni inigo, viniew ni Anja. YUNG MGA ALBUMS LANG NAMIN HA. Hahaha. Stalker amppppffffff.

POTA. I READ ATE NIKKI'S(sis of inigo) COMMENT TO JULLIAN "That girl's so inlove with my brother"(November 13). Something like that. AGGGGH. Eto na talaga. EEWWW. IM NOT THAT INLOVE WITH HIM.. NAGKATAON LANG NA I LOVED HIM.. HAHAHA POTANGENA, NAGMUMUKA TULOY AKONG OBSESSED SA **** NA YUN! :)) PLEHS. Tama na, erase erase erase na siya sa lahat. HAHAHAHAHAHA. BYE BYE MEMORIES.

2007-12-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

I was VERY PRODUCTIVE this day.. I was able to get some sources for my papers. as in I GOT THEM ALL.. :)) You guys get me. Haha. English time up to dismissal, i was just in the library just to find myself some articles. HMP. MEDIA & FILIPINO YOUTH TODAY IN RELATION WITH AMERICAN INFLUENCES.. Deyngit. After gathering my articles, Mara and I went to Katip (Him 5).. Eds was there, KWENTUHAN. Ehem. Haha. Too bad Paulo wasn't there. Hehe. I went to Rob to buy Bets' gift and the clothes i'm gonna wear sa party niya and Carla's party too. Sinong excited? Haha. Para less hassle narin. :p Good thing i dint buy Bets' girly stuffs.. I WANT HER TO BE A GIRL. As in G-I-R-L. New outfit for my brathaa. BUUUTT my mom told me that she's not gonna use/wear it... i'll just waste some money. CMOWN. Haha! So i bought her a shirt, di naman cheap syempre. Pero it's nice! :D I still don't know how i'll go to Bets' party. WALA AKONG KASABAY. Walleeeeey. I might go home first, or.. I DONT KNOW. I HAVE NO IDEA. Deyngit. If i commute going there, it's so far naman. No money, honey. Hehe. Bahala na! :) Then yun.. Nasa supermarket kami ng mom ko when i saw a store selling WHEY PROTEIN. K PAYN, naalala ko nanaman siya. ANDDD I reminisced.. Di lang siya, naisip ko bigla yung other things which remind of other people. Hehe. I'm gonna type it all here. ;p Reminiscing was fun.. actually it's not fun but i had fun. fun isn't it? FUN FUN FUN. FUNCHUM. :))

Inigo Dulay
- Whey protein
- WET BOXERS :))
- Blackheads
- Teriyaki boy
- Tapa king
- Pancake house
- CHUCK AND LARRY "Wait, napapaisip ako!" :))
- Soulja boy!
- Yung song na ulan blabla
- Porkchop
- Guitar hero
- Beers
- Marlboro lights
- Chicken sticks? Tama ba yun??
- RETREATS :))
- Soccer
- KTV!! "Love Team"
- Sam Milby billboards! :)) "Nandyan na naman ako?" :)) =))
- "Oh, It Is Love" -- Hellogoodbye
- "Bubbly" -- Colbie Caillat
- "BABS" / "BAKS" / "B"

Carla Pena
- "Lonely" -- Akon (Eto yung time na uso pa to, iniwan niya ko kasi mag entrance exam siya sa ibang school) :))
- "Narda" -- ?? HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHA =))
- 'Plok!' (Tunong ng tae, nung kami kami nila Dani) :))
- 'Pot!' (Ang dakilang utot!)
- Magic sing
- BRUCE!! -- Finding Nemo
- "Guardian Angel" -- Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
- "Weak"
- "Tear My World Apart" -- Greely Estate
- PIGS
- Patrick (Spongebob)
- Porno! :))
- Honey stars! :
- Maggot
- Chilled Taho
- BROWN RICE, CHICKEN BREAST NA WALANG LASA, DIET FOODS
- California Maki (nung may party sakanila haha)
- Wrestling shits
- Haircut
- KULANGOTS
- LAWAYS
- BUBBLEGUM!!!!!!
- Yellow fingers
- Chips Delight
- Billiards :))
- Waltz
- My iPod :)
- BIG MOMMA'S BRA
- Wham!
- Mcdo delivery for breakfast!
- Dairy Queen
- Mentos bubblegum
- SKELETON KEY!!! =))
- "ALASKA" / "MILO"
- "BIBU" / "BIWI" = BUWI!!

Bets Mercado
- Sir Teng!! :))
- Sleepovers
- Crunch
- "It Might Be You"
- "Don't Lie"
- 1/4 illustration board (FOR SPECIAL OCCASSIONS)
- Manny Pacquiao
- Monkeys :) HEHE
- John & Bea MOVIEEESSS! Kumpleto namin yun! Except yung One More Chance..
- Wendy's
- Pineapple :D
- Pizza hut
- GRENDEL KINGKONG WHAT MORE???
- "BRO"

MICH SANTIAGO
- JOKER PEYS!
- Park9
- Latest trends
- Leggings
- PAJERO
- Concealer
- TAXI
- "One More Chance"
- Granma
- Blingblings
- "RAPHAELBABES" / "SEANBABES" / "CARLABABES" / "BABE"
- Meatshop
- Color turqoise

MARA LIAO
- Hospital days
- BLACKHEADS PIMPLES
- English shits
- Rubiks cube
- Sun Cellular
- Blogs
- ONLINE GAMES!
- Social Studies / World History
- Ifugao's
- Hazelnut brown :))

BERNARD LOPEZ
- BIBO CHEESEDOG
- Hungry Hippo's Tuna Charlie
- Cartoon musics
- Blogspot
- Physics
- English-Tagalog dictionary
- ANG CUTE NG INA MO!!!! =))
- Gateway
- "BV-fied"
- "Benj" / "Bel"
- Clark
- Poker (triplejack)
- Latenight talks (til the break of dawn! HAHA)
- "Boston" -- Augustana
- FOUR SECOND FRENZY!!!
- 7 Deadly sins!
- Starlight starbright, wish i may.. wish i might
- Wendy's.. again
- POLAR BEARS

JV MONTOYA
- TWENTY ONETH!! 21th!! THE BESSST!!!! MOST MEMORABLE!! :))

JULLIAN DULAY
- LUGAW (suka)
- Wala na. Sorry :))

LEGS LEGASPI
- SECRET LAIR!!! (Building)
- Secret agendas
- CANDIES
- Mga asaran namin, KULANG SIYA, SOBRA AKO.. =))
- School shoes!

TRICIA BAELLO
- Alice in Wonderland
- Wack Wack
- Mint gumballs from Human ba?? or bench?
- Vice city!
- "Sorry na" :))

JAMO MAGSAYSAY
- That MYSTERIOUS SMILE =))
- Blue brief! LOL

EFFREY CRUZ
- Justin Timberlake
- SAUNA = Taxi HAHAHAHHA INIT BA BORD??

ERJO TAGLE
- Gran Matador LONG NECK. Gago ka eh :))

MOSES VERA
- "Kulang na kulang" -- YUNG SONG NA PINARINIG MO SAKIN
- GIRL BOY BAKLA TOMBOY. HAHAHAHA!

MELI DELOS REYES
- YOOOOOOOOOOOU!!!!!!
- Baby talks
- Doors :))
- "WAG KANG MAG SORRY!!"

KATE DIARESCO
- "SINUSUMPA KITA VERONA. SINUSUMPA KITA"
- TIGANG MOMENTS
- Laser (i dont know why)
- Frisbee
- Tapsilog
- Tong HEHE
- Seductive looks

MIKO MASCARINAS
- "AHIHIHIHI!"
- Lap dance
- Prinsesa
- Bo--- tangina ano yun? Bogwa? Bolex? BO.. BOH!!! BOA.
- Crowns
- Wand
- Girly stuffssss. HIHI
- Agi
- CORNERS
- TAXI

RUSSALIE DATU
- .. Goodnight :)

Okay.. Tinamad na ko. Next time na ulit. Hehe. I need to sleep early. Walang tulugan nanaman bukas! Bets' party!! Salubong ng birthday! :D ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO! LOVE YOU!! :)

2007-12-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

Hmm. HAPPY DAY :D Shit.. I hope that "BALANCE OF NATURE" won't go after me.. This day was really fun.. although i spent half of the day sleeping / daydreaming. That's just it. HAHA. Mara and I were so stupid.. It was club time, we both thought that it's already DISMISSAL so we were walking along the Calachuchi walk and we were asking each other where will we stay.. Suddenly, we saw this Arnis-ing guy (haha!).. She suddenly asked me "May club ba tayo ngayon?" BOOM. Club pala dapat.. So we went straight to 4-7 to attend our club. We were supposed to have a gift giving activity but almost all of us didn't bring their gifts kasi it was really short notice. So there.. the much awaited DISMISSAL TIME : Mich went straight to the gym (EHEM), Mara and I went straight to our homebase, Mich's condo. Hehe. Feel at home na eh! SORRY. It was our first time to eat FITA VICON (bacon), nakakadiri siya. :)) Pero Mara liked it, sawa na daw kasi siya with all those cheese fillings. SORRY! Chumill lang kami then Paulo texted Mara asking where she is, so Mara replied.. Prince David blabla. Basta main point : pumunta siya dun. Haha. Paulo and I were left in the room cause nagyosi si Mara. We played pusoy dos.. and i admit, i underestimated him.. I LOST. :)) Sorry na. Haha. Then Mich arrived na, the owner of the house. Haha! Then onting kwento and we talked about the NCAE results.. blabla. Mich needed to go to her tutor na so Mara decided to go home.. I told Paulo na kain na siya and sasamahan ko nalang siya.. Hindi pa namin alam kung san kakain, we ended up eating in Starbucks. I saw Tong, Cessa, and other people. :)) It was so awkward kasi Cessa was asking me about Sean eh I'm with Paulo.. so diba? I like Paulo (But i think he doesn't have an idea that i do like him) then ganun. AAHHHH. Tunaw na ko. So yun.. she kept asking me about Sean, eh wala naman talaga. I like him, yes.. but i don't know if he likes me too. So diba.. Naging ewan narin kasi eh. So yun.. Well anyway, nakakailang lang talaga. :)) SABAW moments. Dumating si Eds, so chikahan and shits.. Mga jokes ko hindi talaga pumatok eh. HMP! Ni isa, wala. oh well. Ayun nga, we were ordering na.. I ordered toffeenut frappe then i gave na the money, then he ordered din.. So one receipt. He gave my money back.. tapos nilibre niya ko. Wow. :)) First time kasi nangyari yun, ever! Not even with Inigo. HAHA. Tapos he's a gentleman pa, i mean kahit nauuna na siya maglakad tapos may maliit na daanan.. he let me go first. Wala, tunaw na ko. :)) Di pa ko nakakalabas with Sean eh. HMM dapat kasi manunuod ng movie eh, BUT. Oh well. Tapos all the time he wasn't that quiet naman. Kalog din.. HAHA. ANDI AND HER MAGIC TRICKS! Bravo. =) Ano pa ba? Hinulaan namin ni Eds si Paulo.. Yung hula about sa girls, yung kelangan i shuffle tapos cut the deck kung ilan yung letters nung name nung girl.. Hay nako.. I dont want to assume pero 4 cuts eh. WALEEEEY :D Ang lumabas.. Close kami and close puso namin pero nasamin yung puso namin, may issue/s pa kaya hindi mabigay yung heart. "OH GOD". Is this it? Hahaha. BEVEHH :)) PERO SABI KO NGA, I DONT WANT TO ASSUME. MALAY NATIN, **** PALA YUN! DEINS TERE. Hmp. :)) Tunaw na ko. :D Thanks Paulo! :D Hahahahah! Eds ilang beses tinanong kung Zara ba last name ni Paulo. HAha. Di naman kasi teh! Dela Paz naman.. Haha. Oh well. Kilig? :D

2007-12-04T19:32:00.000+08:00

Tere Sevilla: asdfgh!

asdfgh: tereyy

asdfgh: WHATSUPPIE?

Tere Sevilla: sino yung nagsabi sayo? HAHAHA. I SUPER NEED TO KNOW. MY REPUTATION DEPENDS ON IT

Tere Sevilla: HELEL

asdfgh: hahaha

asdfgh: UM

asdfgh: ***** SOMETHING

asdfgh: SHIT QUIET KA LANG AH PLEASEEE!!!

Tere Sevilla: please. friend mo yun?

asdfgh: CLASSMATE DAW NIYA EH

asdfgh: NO

Tere Sevilla: san daw niya nakuha??

asdfgh: SABI SAKIN NG CLASSMATE KO

asdfgh: NA GIRL. NI AARON

asdfgh: UMM

Tere Sevilla: as in kalat? PINAWAY KO SI INIGO EH!

asdfgh: SABI DAW SAKANYA NI INIGO

asdfgh: YUN DAW PINAGSASABI NIYA

asdfgh: CAUSE

asdfgh: NAKITA KA NG FRIEND KO SA MCDO KASAMA SI *****

asdfgh: TAPOS

Tere Sevilla: ULOL?????????????? SINABI SAKANYA NI INIGO?

asdfgh: SABI NG FRIEND KO "SI TERE OH. PRETTY TALAGA NUN" TAPOS SABI NI ***** "YEAH NGA EH. CRUSH KO YUN BEFORE KAYA LANG SABI NI INIGO *toot* NA DAW NUN"

Fucker! Tapos he's denying it pa. Why are you lying ba? You can't get away with things you've done easily. Do you expect me to believe you?? The nerve. Ilang beses mong dineny lahat, brad. Hanggang ngayon pa ba naman? HINDI GINAWA NI SOMEONE YUN PARA MAGPAPANSIN OR PACOOL OKAY.. YOU REALLY DESERVE IT. and chong! hindi ko pinapatay tatay mo gago! Malay ko bang andun siya diba? Haynako. ONTING RESPETO NALANG SANA DIBA?? FIRST YUNG THING WITH THAT KID, THEN THIS? WHAT THE HELL?? SO, WHAT'S NEXT? Tangina, nilet go ka na nga eh.. ano pa ba gusto mo?! PUTA. I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF YOU. BAT KA NAMAN SISIRAAN SAKIN DIBA? EH WALA NAMAN NA.. HELLO??

2007-12-02T15:34:00.000+08:00

"you think its all over now dont you? you dont expect to get away with all the stupid things you have done to me easily . well dont get too confident. humanda ka lang inigo. i have heard some rumors about you telling everybody what has happened between us. all i can say is..youll be sorry for that."

--I sent this to Inigo. (Yea i know dapat last entry ko na kay inigo yung last one pero, i need to talaga eh) Ang asshole lang kasi.. my friend texted me na meron daw siyang narinig about me so i asked her what? sabi niya sabi ng classmate ni gago na something something (basta about what has happened between the two of us). I mean he doesn't need to tell everyone that kind of thing. What's his point of telling other people ba? Para masabi nila na "WOW YOU'RE SO COOL"?.. tss. Cause honestly, you're not. Tangina lang talaga.. First, the thing with that KID.. Then, this?! What did i do wrong ba? Minahal lang kita then ganito. Fucker. If loving you was such a big deal, then I'M SORRY! I super regret everything.. from the very first time we met until the last time we talked. Shit. If i could just turn back time.. TSK. Pero, nasakin ang huling halakhak. HEADS UP, INIGO.

I had fun last night. :) Thanks Flo for the dinner and the awesome party ;) Anyway, i went to katip at around 9am yesterday then i went to mich's condo cause we're planning to watch antigone(Nanuod kami pero saglit lang). When i arrived at her place, Eds was there. Chikahan galore. Naghalungkat lang ako sa things na binalik ni James kay Mich.. i read Mich's breakup letter.. FUNNY! "PS chong cellpowns ko wag mong kalimutan". Wtf? HAHA. Weirda moments! Dumating sina Cleyr, Moe, and Deya kasi Moe got her dress from Chay tapos yun. (Thanks Chay!) Dumating naman si Mara tapos nagluto ako ng cheesedog na healthy! HAHAHA. Nasunog eh. Eds kasi eh! POINTS KAY KUYA BRY =)) Panalo ako eh. HAha. Ay wait, hinulaan ako ni Mich.. SHIVOLLI talaga ako eh, puro babae lumabas. Haha. Funny. 330 kami sinundo ni Mariz and Sundae.. Ewood muna kasi bibili ng eyebrow stencils. OFF TO SUNDAE's CONDO! Drive thru muna sa mcdo. Kahiya mcdo sa fort, kupas na yung colors nung menu dun. Haha. Okay okay, sundae's condo -- SECRET LAIR!!! SHEEEEEEEEEET Fantasize nalang eh. :)) SILK BED SHEET COVER PA. What more can we ask for? Wala, imagine nalang kami! :)) Haha. Kaso nasira lahat ng fantasies ko nung nagtext yung friend ko eh.. AGH. I dont want to talk about it. Well anyway, we were late sa dinner pero ayos lang.. HAha. Medyo nadisappoint daw si Marz sa food.. masyadong beefy daw yung beef then walang lasa yung chicken.. Ako din eh, sabi ko merong 70 slices yung carrots sa gilid eh dapat 90 yung slices. AHAHAH Syempre di nyo nagets. Basta yun, photoshoot! :D Off to temple! Sa new emba daw kasi kelangan ng id :( aggh. We were dressed for emba pa naman sabay temple lang. HAha. Arte eh? Pero we enjoyed it. When we arrived sa temple, everything was okay? Then may pokpok ata dun na hindi namin alam kung san napulot yung damit niya. HAHA SHE WAS DANCING LIKE A HOE. Basta hahaha, kinalaban ni Mich. I mean sumasayaw din siya ng ganun. HAHA Pambato!! Tapos kiss kiss ng mga PORENJERS. At yung isa pang friend namin. HAHA. Tapos the robotic dance of the boyfriend of idontknowwho :)) Pati yung bday girl umuwi ng mga 115? Ang naiwan lang is kami nina Ave Sel Mich Mariz Sundae. Haha. Party all night ba to? :)) Pero I have to go narin kaya sinamahan nila ako hanggang MAX BRENNER. Muka kaming pick up girls amp.. May medyo malapit na poreynjer, ginaya ni Ave yung parang sa movie na tinago niya yung kamay niya under his shirt pretending that he has a gun tapos lumayo na yung guy. HAHA. APIR! Oh well, fun night. :)

2007-11-30T18:55:00.000+08:00

----COULD THIS BE OUT OF LINE?----

Shit. There's a guy that I like but i don't know, it's super labo. I can't call it landian sa text cause really, we were texting lang talaga.. We don't ask each other naman if we ate na or other shits like that. Pero ewan. I really like him.. Masaya ako whenever magkatext and magkachat kami. Super kwela.. We were supposed to watch a movie pa nga last Thursday pero he suggested next week nalang kasi he doesn't have a car that time. I mean, i don't know if he likes me or ewan. I don't want to assume.. Pero i like him, like him. I like him.. SERIOUSLY.

2007-11-28T20:10:00.001+08:00

REALITY STRIKESSSS!!! Tangina. Tangina talaga... It's about him, yes HIM, INIGO DULAY. I dont know how to start this pero eto yun.. I called him kanina to tell James na magpakatino na siya.. and he was like "CHONG. O BAKIT? MISS MO NA KO?" Fucker. Yea, i miss you and i admit it. I talked to him na parang friends lang telling him to talk to James and all those shits.. tapos he kept on telling me na AKO NALANG MAGSABI. Okay okay.. I felt that he was pushing me away. I'm so fucking stupid! In the first place, why did i call him nga ba?! Bakit kelangan ko iparating sakanya eh i can tell James' other friends what i want to tell James. Yea i admit that i text him about sa modeling and shits and about james-mich.. just for the sake na KATEXT KO SIYA. Fuckerrr. The only question i keep asking myself now is, WHY? Bakit ako pa naghahabol eh siya naman yung nang gago. Why do i still keep on pushing myself sakanya eh puta tinataboy na nga ako.. WHY AM I STILL NOT OVER HIM, considering that he's OBVIOUSLY over me? Why am i still dreaming that we will get back together when everyone knows that IT WONT REALLY HAPPEN. Why am i still wishing na ako nalang sana girl niya, while he's thankful na im not his girl anymore and he has his FINE SEXY KID with him to go flirt with. WHY?! Why do i still think about him, eh siya nga hindi na ko naiisip kahit sandali. Why am i still reminiscing habang siya, he forgot everything na. WHY do i still bother texting him eh siya nga naiistorbo pag tinitext ko siya. Why do i still care, thinking that HE DOESN'T CARE ANYMORE? WHY do i still do things just to see him when HE HIDES FROM ME JUST SO THAT HE WON'T SEE ME. WHY DO I STILL BOTHER?? WHY?? AM I THAT STUPID NA TALAGA? NOw, he's everything to me.. and i am NOTHING TO HIM. I AM JUST ONE OF HIS EX GIRLFRIENDS.. I AM JUST PART OF HIS PAST. WHY DO I STILL BOTHER?? Why am i still head over heels sakanya when he's head over heels over head over heels over head over heels with his girl?? WHY DO I WANT TO SEE HIM HAPPY WHEN IN FACT HE REALLY DOESN'T DESERVE TO. WHY do i still love him considering what he did? WHY?!?!? Why do i still have our pictures in my phone and pc, eh sya inerase na niya lahat. WHY DO I STILL HAVE HIS MESSAGES EH SIYA NGA BURADO NA LAHAT. Why do i still have our picture as my desktop wall paper when his is that microsoft xp thingy. WHY AM I STILL NOT OVER HIM?? WHY DID I LOVE HIM SO MUCH EH SIYA NGA HE JUST LOVED ME FOR THE SAKE OF LOVING ME. WHY DID I GAVE HIM EVERYTHING WHEN THAT EVERYTHING FOR HIM IS ACTUALLY NOTHING?! WHY DID I CHANGED MY GAME FOR HIM EH SYA NGA, HE STILL PLAYED HIS GAME WITH ME? Why am i wasting my time writing all these crap eh he won't even try to do the same thing. Why do i still live in our past while he's living in his present?? Why did i take him seriously when he just played with me? Why am i still in love with him when we all know he's already out of love. Why am i undergoing this shit while he's having the time of his life? WHY do i still do things for him to like me when he's already sick of me?? agaiiinn.. WHY DO I STILL KEEP ON PUSHING MYSELF CONSIDERING THAT HE DOESNT WANT/NEED/LOVE/LIKE ME,, HE'S PUSHING ME AWAY.

Why talaga diba? Ewan ko.. Now i keep on fixing things between James-Mich-Andi.. Im helping Kate with There and Verona.. When sarili kong problema at buhay hindi ko maayos. Sa sobrang kagustuhan kong maging masaya at mging okay sila, nakakalimutan ko sarili ko. Puta. Back-off na ko sa lahat. Now, i'm just really pissed.. with myself. and JAMES. Tangina. TANGINA TALAGA! Di lang si mich ginago niya eh, pati nadin kaming mga kaibigan ni mich. He keeps on telling us na he loves her tapos ano ano nababalitaan ko? I wont even write it all down here. Human rights kumbaga ni Verona. Tangina talaga. I NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE. SUPER DOWN NG FEELING KO NA I CANT TALK TO ANYONE BECAUSE MAY SARISARILI DIN SILANG PROBLEMA. Tangina talaga. Tangina.. HAY POTA! Eto lang masasabi ko kay james eh "I was a friend to you, i treated you as one of my closest friends and what do you do? Lie about things? THE HELL. I helped you with mich pero puta while i was helping you, you were telling shits to *. The fuck? Now im wondering, were you really true to me/us, your friends or everything was just a lie? Fuck that. I EXPECTED MUCH FROM YOU. And you were wrong when you told me na you weren't just a typical guy, cause in fact.. YOU ARE. Be careful with what you do, James.. and i'll make sure na Mich wont have a 2nd thought of having you back. IT WAS JUST TOO MUCH."

FUCKER TALAGA. I THINK IM GONNA EXPLODE

NOW I SHOULD FREE MY SELF FROM ALL THIS CRAP. I SHOULD MOVE ON AND GET A LIFE. HE IS SO NOT WORTH IT. GUYS ARE JUST PAIN IN THE ASS.. syempre except * hehe. WELL ANYWAY, I'LL MAKE SURE NA I WONT TEXT HIM OR CALL HIM OR CHAT WITH HIM. I WONT MAKE THE FIRST MOVE. THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME ILL BLOG ABOUT HIM. I SHOULD GET OVER HIM CAUSE OBVIOUSLY, HE'S OVER ME AND NOW.. HE'S ALL OVER HER GIRL.. LITERALLY. FUCK THAT SHIT MAN. FUCK IT HARD.

2007-11-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

I know what the answer is.. I NEED TO MOVE ON. Wala nang mababalik.. and it breaks my heart even more. Oh well. Masaya na siya sa Rockwell with his girl eh, kahit sabi nyang wala silang thing. Oo, affected parin ako and i dont know why. DUH baka kasi mahal ko pa. Oh well.. Got to move on. IIWASAN KO NA SIYANG MAKITA, IIWASAN KO NG ITEXT SIYA, IIWASAN KO NANG MAGPAKITA SAKANYA. Tama na paghahabol, muka na kong tanga. Obvious naman na ayaw na niya ako eh.. Hayy. Sorry.. I need to move on, if you're planning to balikan pa ko.. DO IT. Hehe. Pahabol pa eh. pero wala nevermind.. Hayy. Bahala na kung anong mangyari. Deyngit. Di nalang ako maghahabol habol. Tama na. Muka na talaga akong tanga. KKK.

I should be happy.. but not with him..

2007-11-25T18:09:00.000+08:00

USTET- Finally over!! No more entrance exams! Bye bye reviewers. Hehe. Hello results! Shit naman, sana naman may pinasahan ako. Bshit! Oh well. Last night i went sa party ni Martin. It was okay. Medyo OP kasi lahat sila artista, kasama ko lang si Pam and Ganda. :p Pero they're friendly. PAYAT PALA SA TOTOONG BUHAY SI ROXANNE GUINOO and KARLA H is so pretty. Wala lang. Starstruck na ko nito? Haha. I arrived home at around 1am. Slept mga 2am na.. Woke up at 5am then off to MANILA at 6. Bern Juls Jv Moses Inigo and I are supposed to meet up sa mcdo. Pag dating ko dun, andun na Bern and Juls.. Si Jv sumabay kay Inigo and as usual, late kasi tagal tagal mag ayos nung baboy. SHET I SAW MIGUEL NANAMAN. K. HAha. Tapos yun, off to st. raymunds. The exam was.. uh.. EASY. :)) 'What's the opposite of hate? a. enemy b. love c, etc' 'What number is bigger than 52? a. 1 b. 5 c. 78 d. 34'.. Yung mga ganyan. HAHa. Pinagkukuwentuhan pa namin nila bern na may iba pang nag answer na ENEMY ANG HATE. HAHAHa. Oo nga naman, pag hate mo.. enemy mo. HAHA. ;p Grabe, i missed miguel. Wala lang. Haynako.. Pero hindi na katulad dati na inuutus utusan niya ko na 'dito ka nga!' 'wag kang magulo, nakakahiya'. Nakakamiss lang. Hay nako.. Naaawa na ko sa sarili ko. I mean ako talaga yung humahabol sakanya. Parang sinasabi ko na stinstalk ko siya then sabi niya kasi baliw, sabi ko 'baliw sayo'. HAYNAKO. Bat ba ganun? Ayaw na ba talaga niya. WAla lang, malapit na ko gumive up.. and pag ako gumive up. Wala na, there's no turning back. ACHECHE. HAha. Pero parang wala na kasing babalikan eh and parang muka nakong tanga na pinagpipilitan ko sarili ko sakanya.. Getting to know each other na sila nung girl, kami forgetting each other na. Aggh. :( Hay nako.. I don't know what to do. SABIHIN MO NA NGA LANG SAKIN, AASA PA BA KO O HINDI. Parang ang gago noh? Ako na nga ginago, ako pa yung umaasang magbalikan pa. :( I just miss him. I miss hugging him, kissing him, and holding his hand.. I miss him. Magiintay pa ba ko. Hayyy. :'c

2007-11-24T14:33:00.000+08:00

Okay.. Hmm. So i'm quite disappointed. Break-up season na ba talaga? Parang ewan.. Sayang lahat ng relationships eh. James-Mich, Mara-Bern(on and off), Jeff-Mack, Tere-Inigo, etc.. Oo, nasasayangan lang ako sa lahat ng relationships kasi parang feeling mo okay lahat then with just one blink of an eye wala na agad. I mean, tangina diba? Why would something start when eventually, it'll end din naman.. Ano yun? For experience?.. Tss. We invested sa relationship pero sa huli parehong malulugi lang din. Sana once you fall IN love, you'll never fall OUT of love. Life is so unfair talaga eh. Kung kelan mahal na mahal mo na, tsaka mawawala. Haynako.. Bat ba ko nagiging ganito? Bitter? Ewan.. May boylets/girlet naman pero pucha, i still miss him. Bat ganun? kahit isang beses... hindi man lang niya ko namimiss? Is it because he's happy na with THAT kid? or dahil marami rami narin sila. Ewan ko.. I kept telling myself, i'm moving on.. wherein in reality, in really not. Napapakilig ako ng sobra ng iba pero iba parin eh. Hay, ngayon naiinggit ako kay Janlo-Raia. After a long time, they got back together.. Ngayon ayoko nang umasa kasi sinasampal nalang sa muka ko na he's over me and he's happy with someone else. If hindi man lang niya ko balikan, i hope yung next boyfriend iba na talaga.. hindi yung tipong boyfriend who takes me for granted. I miss him so much.. really.

Pumunta ako ng practice for fashion show yesterday since last year narin naman. I was surprised to not see him there.. Inexpect ko kasi na magkikita kami, i want to see him.. tapos casual talk shits. Ewan feel ko ayaw niya ko makita at iniiwasan niya ako. AGH. Pero oh well.. Hindi naman sa gusto ko siya maging partner sa fashion show pero gusto ko magsama lang din kami kahit as friends lang. Haynako.. Anyway, ang kupal ng director! I have a batchmate from MC and he was just talking with her bf. Then pinahiya sila nung kupal na director telling them na wag maglandian blabla, pinaakyat pa ng stage at dun daw mag landian! WTF diba? He's not in the position to do that and hello, they weren't doing anything! Meron ngang naghoholding hands eh tapos sila they were just talking to each other masama na ba yun? He even asked what school she's from tapos grabe na siya makapag generalize. Whatever. Hindi naman siya professional magayos ng fashion show eh! MUKA NGA LANG SIYANG TRAINER SA GYM. Aaandd mahiya naman siya sa suot niya. Does he think we will respect him as a director kapag nagsuot siya ng ganun at nag act siya ng ganun? You might wonder what he was wearing, he's wearing this kind of sando that guys use when they go to the gym.. Yea, he's a show off. He wants us to see that he has muscles. WHATEV. Tapos his long hair was all over his face. Kapag pawis na pawis siya, kadiri talaga itsura. Parang kakagaling sa sex na ganun. Nyeta, EWW. Super ang kupal talaga.. He thinks siguro na he's in the position to do that. Mali talaga eh. Oh well. My partner pala sa fashion show is Jec. Whoever he is. GRABE ANG PAYAT NA NI JAMO! HAHAHA. Nanibago ako eh, oh well. Hmmmm. Sinundo kami ni Shelly ni kuya Bry sa lasalle then off to Katip! Sheet feel ko mamatay ako sa pagddrive ni kuya bry eh! BV! :)) We ate sa flaming wings.. Nilibre ko si kuya bry para bayad dahil sinundo niya kami. Drews after that tapos condo nila Kuya bry. Wow, kapatid ng bestfriend ko kasama ko hahaha. Pusoy dos lang then dumating yung friends ni kuya bry, girl-next-door. EXIT AKO PAPUNTANG ROOM, nose bleed eh! :D It's all G.

I want him back......... :(

2007-11-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

Okay. So here's the thing.. Carla got mad/asar/inis at me for what i wrote sa past entry ko(i erased it na). I wrote daw kasi na nung kami ni inigo she told me na she wants me back.. Here's the thing, i can't even remember na i wrote that pero i saw it nga and then BOOM. Sinulat ko nga talaga. I am sorry if i exaggerated things but really, im not sure whether she told me that or not.. Pero sabi niya hindi so, i am sorry. That time nga naman kasi we were showing each other na we still like ang isat isa. We flirted, yea. PERO eto nga, i'm not sure if may sinabi man siya sakin o wala kasi why would i write such thing diba? Pero kung wala talaga, i am REALLY sorry for what i did. Sorry sorry.. I'm not making yabang naman or something that time siguro iba lang talaga pagkasulat ko nun like instead of showed, i typed said. But who knows diba? Nobody's 100% sure about it kasi halel, it's 5 months ago na. Pero kung sabi ni carla na wala talaga siyang sinabi, edi i am really sorry that i wrote that. Kupal na kung kupal pero.. wala. Nevermind. Kanina kasi parang it was done on purpose. You know what that was. I'm not that stupid naman, alam ko kung may kupalan na nangyayari or wala. Oh well, nakupalan lang siguro sila sakin. I just need to accept it.. Next time nalang siguro if sinabi na okay lang talaga, sana totoo naman na okay na at hindi yung sinisignalan pa yung isang tao blabla. Basta i don't want to assume. Well anyway, ang puno't dulo din naman nito ay ako. Sorry.. Sorry talaga sa ginawa ko. Sorry sorry sorry. Sincere talaga ako. Sana wag nalang ganun. SORRY. OKAYYYY. This day was fun all the waaaaaaay. Morning super good mood kasi i received my permit na for USTET. Eto sched ko : 8am-12nn , St. Raymund's building, Rm 212. Nung nalaman kong morning ako steady lang, pero nung nalaman ko na St. Raymunds ako.. SHOCKS. Napaisip ako and nasabi ko sa sarili "Shet. Sa pagkakaalala ko, building to ni miguel ha?" Okayyyy.. Di ko alam rereact ko. So i texted him tapos yun, pareho kami ng sched and bldg but different rooms. KILIIIG. HAynako, this MAJOR CRUSH is MAJOR WORKING. :)) Para lang siyang crush ko na di ko maaabot. Oh well. I'm okay with that.. atleast KILIG FACTOR pag nagrep siya sakin kahit konti lang. TAPOS syempre tagakan nanaman with all the tagak's! tapos nagtext si Enzo. Apir! Enzo and I are friends na dati pa.. We met sa Bulacan nung bday celeb ni Janica and her sister. So yun, we're friends. Haha. Nagkakitaan kami sa Katip kasi papunta siya sa Drews tapos yun kita-kita. Haha. Tagal na talaga since last kami nagkita, infairness tumangkad siya! HAHA at sabi niya sakin.. lumiit leeg ko. HAHAHA tangina naman. SORRY HA :)) PEro matagal na kasi naming biruan yun. Sabi pa niya i should walk na nakastraight body daw and chin up. Okay kokey. Sorry po kuya ha? :)) Ayuuun. Usap-usap. Kwento kwento.. :) Wala naman akon intention sakanya ha. BACK OFF ako.. may GF din naman kasi eh. Syempre is should act what i preach diba? Yun. Behave behave. Oh well. Tapos nasa starbucks ako with sila Jim, Kirt, Anjo, and Nico. New friends! Tapos may magsyota kasi na nakaupo sa starbucks na SUPER BATA, di naman super pero gets mo na. Bet namin mga 11 or 12. Yung guy pa may hawak na bible. HAHAHA so out of curiosity, we made a plan. Papasign namin sila sa isang paper para kunwari movement for something.. They came up with SAVE THE DOLPHINS. (Naalala ko nga yung parang kela Eds eh) Tapos yun, we signed then lumapit si Nico sakanila asking kung pwede sila magsign tapos lalagyan dapat ng name age signature. HAHAHA LAUGHTRIPPPP!!!!! :)) We found out na they were just 13 years old. WOW. Sweetums ha. Wala lang. SUPER FUN DAY. Met new friends.. Jim invited me to their inuman sa white plains on Friday.. Eh, shy type. Hahaha. I'll ask Andi nalang. Oh well. :)

--OKAY MAY KINWENTO SAKIN SI VEN. TUNAW NA KOOOO. SHEEEET IM SO HAPPY. TAPOS MAY TINEXT PA SI * SAKIN.. WALA. TUNAW NA TALAGA AKOOOOOOOOOOO!!! WAAAAAAAH

2007-11-20T21:11:00.000+08:00

Score Range // QI

200-330 Very Poor

331-379 Inferior

380-427 Below Average

428-475 Low Average

476-523 Average

524-571 High Average

572-619 Above Average

620-668 Superior

669-800 Excellent

Subtest Standard Score
ENGLISH - 569
MATHEMATICS - 681
SCIENCE - 556
INDUCTIVE REASONING - 569

General Scholastic Aptitude
Standard score- 606
Percentile Rank- 86

Okay. Shet im so happy with the results of my CSAT. 86% rank ko sa buong batch.. That means i'm part of the HIGHER 14% and yung 86% yun yung mas mababa sakin. ANNNDDD Excellent ako sa Mathematics. Walang bayad yan ha. Haha. Oh well. This day was a uber happy day. I don't know why. Super good mood lang.. Im just thinking about my crusheSSSS. HAHA. Oh well. Last night i sent Inigo a super long text message, 12 pages siya actually. I told him that i accept him as my friend, i apologized din sa nagawa kong dirty deeds din nung kami. Hehe. Di siya nag-iisa. Oh well, i am moving on.. THERE'S NO TURNING BACK BITCHES. HEEHEHHEE. Super good mood talaga. Shocks. Well anyway, may onting problema with my mga kabarkada pero in the end, we fixed it din.. I'm not sure if we totally fixed it fixed it, i just know we fixed it. Hehe. Tapos sarap pa ng kinain ko today.. Bavarian and Bananacue.. I'm a fan of banana kasi, seriously. Oh well. Tapos for dinner, i ate caesar salad then chocolate fondue.. STRAWBERRY AND BANANA. Yumm. Syempre main dish porkchop and monggo. HAHA BAGAY NA BAGAY. But i dint eat yung porchop and monggo, dun ako sa sosyal. HAHA. GV GV GV! :D FIT namin today.. MAsaya naman, nakakangawit mag newspaper dance na may buhat na bata habang sumasayaw. Naman naman, siesta time lang sana yun eh. HAHA. GRABEEE!!! MAY BAGO AKONG CRUSH. Namern namern. HAHa. Si MIGUEL. Awoo awoo awoo! Uy may ganun? Haha. No it's like this, si inigo rin yun pero kinalimutan ko na naging kami.. i mean iniisip ko nalang hindi naging kami and hanggang ngayon kilig factor nalang siya. AND DAMN IT'S EFFIN WORKING. NAkalimutan ko na yung about samin eh. Feeling ko nalang ngayon siya yung crush ko na hindi ko makakalandian dahil hindi ko maabot pero it feels good tangina. When i talked to James nga over the phone then "MIGUEL" said hello. GUUHD! PAra akong ewan na super saya and kinikilig kilig pa. Dengit. Oh well, atleast di ko na siya hinahabol HEHE. MEron pa ko crush, si Sean. OPS. Secret lang eh. HAHA. Pero wala lang, i want an intellectual conversation kasi with someone then BOOM! Ops Sean, Hahaha. Cinompute pa niya/namin kung ilang hours ba talaga ang alloted for mass in a year.. Things got complicated din when we were computing ilang hours ang alloted for school works in a year. SAKIT SA ULO. We dont know how many days a week ba blabla. Basta he's a great guy, that i can tell. ;P Pero hanggang crush lang naman eh, hindi naman siguro ako magugustuhan nun.. PERO matino siyang kausap eh. Hmm sino pa? ENZO . Yea! He's uber cute. NAMERRRN. Kilig na ko. HAha. Hmm who else? BETS.. Wala pareho parin naman kami as before.. Textmates na everyday kaso di ako binilan ng chocolates kanina! HMP! Wala daw money :( Yan tuloy, nawala wallet mo. Ako binilan ko pa nga siya ng mentos and doodoo yesterday eh. HMPPPPP isang text lang binilan ko na agad. OH WELL. Haynako.. wala si mich bukas! im gonna miss her! AAAAAAAAAGGHH. Life must go on without her. Kidding. HAHA. I still dont know kung mag momodel ako sa LASALLE. Magpapaalam pa ko, pero grounded ako eh. Oh well. USTET KO NA ON SUNDAY, GOODLUCK SAKIN.. morning exams ko. OH WELL OH WELL ::

I WANNA SEE SEAN, ENZO, BETS. I WANNA HEAR MIGUEL'S VOICE.
Nako naman.. HAHAHAH TEXT TEXT TEXT. Ulul.

2007-11-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

inigo dulay: grabe na mga blog mo ah.. di na ok eh..
inigo dulay: di mo kailangan sbhn sa mundo ko.
inigo dulay: *ok
Tere Sevilla: ay shet. hindi ko ba naalis ay putangina ay sorry
Tere Sevilla: shet sorry talaga
inigo dulay: di na.. andun na eh..
Tere Sevilla: akala ko iba na. kaya nga sa blogspot ko nalang nilalagay para hindi ka na magalit at konti lang may alam nun eh'
Tere Sevilla: sorry.
inigo dulay: pti private talk natin binulgar mo pa eh.. alam ko na marami na galit skn pero sana wag mo naman idiin!!
Tere Sevilla: so.. why are you mad?
inigo dulay: grabe na eh
Tere Sevilla: freedom of speech. dahil nagmumuka kang tanga? dont you think mas nagmuka akong tanga dun sa ginawa mo?
inigo dulay: cge.. feedom..
inigo dulay: buti nlng meron prin mga taong mas kilala ako...
Tere Sevilla: you dont have the right to get mad. FIRST, i need to let it all out. SECOND, hindi ko naman sasabihin yung mga yun kung wala kang ginawa. THIRD and the last one, i dont care. cause did you care when you were doing those dirty deeds? oo meron ngang mga taong kilala ka.. simple lang naman kasi ginawa mo eh, nagsawa ka dibA? di mo nakasundo ugali ko.. HANAP NG IBA. may rason ka naman eh.
Tere Sevilla: okay na kasi inigo eh. okay na talaga eh.
inigo dulay: o cge.. papatapak nlng ako sa freedom og speech mo
Tere Sevilla: let me correct that.. hindi kita tinatapakan.. now, we're on the same ground.
inigo dulay: ah ganon ba.. o cge
Tere Sevilla: haynako. okay na talaga inigo eh. shets. bakit bakit.. kaka-okay ko lang eh. shet. salamat. ge, mapride ka eh. ako may kaslanan ng lahat na to e. SORRY ha. sorry talaga ha.. ako yung punot dulo neto. SORRY. tangina bat pa kasi ako nagpakamartyr at kinausap ka, wala ka na nga palang pake. shet sorry. di na mauulit. ayaan mo. this will be the last time. sorry.
inigo dulay: di.. ayos lng.. karapatan mo naman yan eh..
inigo dulay: enjoy nlng..
Tere Sevilla: okay!

Just when i thought i was okay, i was really not pala. I talked to him cause akala ko okay na lahat.. just to be casual even sa chat man lang diba? That's what he likes. That's what i gave him. Tapos nakita niya blog ko, magagalit siya? DAMN! I wont write these kind of things naman diba if he dint do anything stupid? Stupid asshole. Sasabihin pa niya na papatapak siya sa freedom of speech. Tangina niya, we're on the same ground. Pasalamat siya sa blog ko lang dinaan? Why can't he try putting himself in my shoes diba? As much as i want to hurt him, i cant cause he doesnt care anymore!!! I cant hurt him emotionally, physically i can.. BUT i wont be the one diba, madali lang iutos yun eh. Tangina. WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM!? Ako parin ba ang mali? Siya na nga nakipaglandian sa iba, siya na nga ang nangaliwa, siya na nga ang nagsinungaling.. AKO PADIN ANG MALI? God damn it. BLOG LANG TO! Wala to sa kalingkingan ng ginawa niya. Utak naman o, please. Nasaktan ako eh, what do he expect? kimkimin ko or idaan ko sa pagpapakalasing? HINDI AKO GANUN KATANGA. The best way is to use this blog to be my outlet.. HINDI NAMAN SIYA MAPAPASAMA SA BLOG KO KUNG WALA SIYANG GINAWANG MASAMA EH. Stupid. Tangina i proved myself right, puta. HE IS SO NOT WORTH IT. Ganun ganun lang naman ang girls sakanya eh.. Pag ayaw na niya, tapon. hanap ng bago.. oo maraming galit sakanya, DAPAT LANG. Alangan naman purihin pa siya dahil sa ginawa niya?? UTAK NAMAAAAAAAAAAAN!!! Which head are you using ba??

2007-11-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah
I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

Okay.. Last Friday night was uhh.. i dont know? the worst night ever? Actually hindi naman, kasi i enjoyed drinking with my friends.. pero when James and I were getting a cab na, that's the time that i super cried.. Parang dun na lahat lumabas eh. I was busy crying to the point na i can't understand and remember what he was telling me. Hehe. Pero ggrrr I hate myself. I'm going 'gaga' over a guy who's super not worth it, who only thinks about himself, who isn't contented with anything or anyone, and who is a BASTARD. He takes everyone and everything for granted. Can't really imagine why i fell inlove with this guy.. siguro nga kasi you dont pick the person you'll fall in love with. B-shit. Sana meron yung parang sa stepford wives na remote control. Hehe. Kidding, wala namang thrill yun. PEROOOO super naman tong kathrillan na to. Aggh. I need to stop thinking about him. He did stupid things but still, what do i want? I WANT HIM. Everyone knows that i'm hurt.. He's the reason and unfortunately, he's the cure. Pucha, pero i need to move on. But how? Having other guys is not the solution eh. Im hurt and it doesnt mean na i should hurt other people as well. :\ Well wait, i cried my ass home.. I took a bath pa nga before i sleep so that no one will be able to see me cry. Eto pa, i slept in my room! First time.. I accidentally fell asleep while crying, imagine that? 2 hours straight? My mom was mad at me that time din eh kasi she knew that i went to greenhills just to see inigo. SINUNGALING DAW AKO. Mmhmm, that's what i did just to lay my eyes on him. WRONG MOVE. Haynako, pag gising ko yesterday i was super crying parn tapos parang wala akong gana gumalaw and lahat na.. POKER FACE BUONG ARAW! I dint talk to anyone, puro text and chat. Nakkaasar talaga, minsan lang kasi ako magmahal ng sobra kaya pag nasaktan.. sobra sobra. Haynaker. I wasn't able to attend Dana's debut last night cause I AM GROUNDED. Diba? SAya! How will they expect me to be okay?!?! I need my social life! I need to talk to people, i get suici shits whenever i'm alone and yea, im not kidding. It's not a threat, it's the truth. They just cant listen to me!! I hate it. I need something for me to get busy with. Kahit gym man lang, yun nalang eh.. Para mamotivate din naman ako magpapayat at ipakita sa kilay na yun kung sino yung inaasar niyang baboy at mataba. ABURADABI KARAMIE REASI KAMROWJ. - OH MY GOD. That's his language. Hahaha. Kidding. Well anyway, i'm quite okay na. Last night i was supposed to drink with my ate.. Pero i talked to Sean (chat) and he made me realize things that i know i wont realize.. not without his help. Thanks for being there for me. :p Ngayon katext ko lang si Bets, James and Kuya Jer.. Bets got her car na! YAY! Mahahatid mo na ko sa bahay niyan? HAHA. Joke lang. :) I'm quite okay na talaga. I'm looking forward to see my friends again.. NOW IM SINGLE, I DONT NEED TO BE CAREFUL WITH MY ACTIONS. FREEDOOOOOM!!! Well, not having him in my life isn't that bad after all. Come to think of it.. I have time for my friends and myself. I don't need to focus on just one person :p I'll be dating! Yey. I'm not committed to anyone or anything. I'm free. :)

Thanks babe for letting me have this freedom. Now, we can both be happy! :D I loveD you. :)

AGH

2007-11-17T13:28:00.001+08:00

2007-11-17T10:47:00.000+08:00

"Take Cover"

She's a liar
It comes to this
All we had 'til now is gone
And I'm the other
Piece to this
Every time I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one who...

Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it comin' so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lie is getting old

She starts feeling on her own
She makes the city seem like home
All you had for me is gone
I give and I give
But you hope in return
Never thought I'd be the one to burn

Every time I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one to
I don't wanna be the one who...

Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it comin' so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lie is getting old

Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it comin' so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lie is getting old

Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it comin' so you put me on again
(Take cover)
Had you and no other
The game, the lie is getting old

Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it comin' so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lie is getting old
The game, the lie is getting old
Is getting old

I was in GH last night.. I went there to see how Inigo's doing and yea, i just wan to see him. Pero he misunderstood the reason why i went there.. Kala niya magsskandalo ako. The hell? Why would i do that? I told him he really doesn't know me tapos sabi niya "actually, i know you. Alam kong di ka magsskandalo". Eh yun naman pala eh? "Pag galit kasi nakakapatay" Uh, siguro it applies to him.. but not to me. Id rather hurt myself than to hurt other people. Our conversation last night was.. uh.. a waste of time. He was asking me kung ano gusto ko mangyari i wasn't answering cause really, hindi pwedeng mangyari yung gusto kong mangyari eh.. and i know that all he wants is some closure. Then there, i was right. Eversince naman it's his way or the highway eh. He told me not to get mad with that ANJA DE GUZMAN, who wouldn't get mad at her?.. with what she did? Damn. I know Inigo was the one flirting with her BUT she flirted back kahit na alam niyang may gf yung gagong yun. Yea, dineny ako ni inigo as gf pero GANUN BA SIYA KATANGA for her not to know the truth? Kung may isip naman siya and if she really likes inigo, she would tell him to break up with me before she entertains him diba? Kaso hindi eh, bobo eh. I just didn't expect that Inigo would do such thing.. actually.. we all didn't see it coming. Grabe siguro i expected too much. I asked him a lot of times when we were still together if may crush ba siya or may iba, he kept answering WALA, IKAW LANG. Last night he was defending his side pa na hindi naman niya gf blabla, i dint say naman na she's his gf.. siya yung IBA, kahit walang communication sakanila.. SOMETHING's happening between the two of them everytime they're together. Assholes. He's telling me na hindi talaga niya makasundo ugali ko, if di niya nakasundo... bakit nakpag-thing pa siya sakin ulit nung summer? I mean, we already went our separate ways pero bumalik lang cause he showed me he still likes me and he's doing everything for me.. Diba? Ayaw niya ko kasi i'm boyish and hindi ko alam kung kelan ako seseryoso.. Agh, Nagustuhan niya ko dahil ganito ako how come he can't love me kasi ganito ako? Sana hindi nalang ako pumatol. I super regret that i fell for him. I FELL FOR THE WRONG PERSON. I was reading my past entry sa multiply (It just can't be yung title).. and i got this "I am scared that all of this will lead to what we all call "KARMA" where i will be the fool who fell for the wrong person. " Nice. Yung pinaka ayaw ko na mangyari sa lahat, nangyari talaga. I admit i was gago nung first few weeks namin together pero diba? who gets super serious lalo na kung bago palang kayo diba? Basta I know i was gago pero I changed and I know i was faithful na.. Nagkaron ako ng mga crush, pero it's normal.. for as long as we dint do the things they just did. I just don't know what i should feel right now.. Happy? because i knew all about it and di na nagtagal pa(sabi nga ni meli, it hurts to know). Sad? because i did everything i can for the wrong person. Regretful? kasi if i didn't give him a chance, i wont get hurt this much. Aggh, ang dami pa. Gahddd, he's such a player. Ay! I told him pala na i was doubting na he's really crying nung nagchchat kami the night we brokeup.. he told me na he really was crying, sabi pa niya "namimiss kita syempre eh. Masama ba umiyak? Tao lang ako.." sabi ko, "tao rin ba ang tawag mo sa taong hindi nagsisisi sa ginawa niya?" Kasi he said na hindi niya pinagsisisihan lahat ng ginawa niya but he's sad it happened. Diba? Ibang klase. I know i still love him to the point na may mga times na parang nakalimutan ko na lahat ng ginawa niya.. yung ganun. Ewan. I hate it. I have the right naman to get mad eh.. Diba? I got hurt, really really hurt.. Anong gusto niyang mangyari dun? Friends na kagad? Hindi ganun kadali yun, ayoko namang ipakita na im okay kahit na alam kong hindi ako okay with him. Gusto niyang maging casual kami like pag magkita sa parties and all ayos lang, usap blabla.. siguro iniisip niya na may pinagsamahan din naman kami. Hindi ako ganun ka-martyr. Siguro the best thing lang is for us to be 'acquaintance' lang. Ayoko lang talaga na makita din muna yang si Anja kasi mainit talaga dugo ko sakanya.. SOBRA. Haynako. Inigo wants me to find another person.. sabi ko i wont find another person, i'll just wait for that person to come into my life. Ayokong humanap ngayon ng panakip butas kasi hindi naman dahil nasaktan ako, mananakit pa ko ng iba. Hindi ako katulad niya.. Now, kahit sobrang nasaktan ako.. ayoko namang masaktan din si inigo. Regina told me na hindi pa over si Anja sa ex niya.. sana, sana lang.. hindi maging panakip butas si inigo. Tawag lang siguro ng laman yan.. Hehe. Yun lang naman ginagawa nila eh. Pangit na talaga ng reputation niya sa girls.. Sana wala ng magpakagago sakanya, magagago lang sila eh. Hay.

Thanks Vicky for the drink! ANG BAGAL ANG BAGAAAAL!! HAha. Anong isda ang laging basa? HITO. Bakit? Hito ako-oh-oh basang basa sa ulaaaan. Okay ka na? Ako hindi pa. Haha. Gerry's -- Ave, Sel, Alex, Ven, Andi, Mich, Janica, Nike, Carla, Vicky, and Chard. ANG BAGAAAAL. :))

2007-05-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

Are you mad ba? Or BVed?.. Why aren't you talking to me? I'm sorry if i did something wrong okay? I'm really sorry. Why are you suddenly like that ba? I'll do anything.. just forgive me. PleasE? I won't call you master ever again. I swear. Sorry.. :(

2007-05-14T19:57:00.000+08:00

I SUPER hate Enzo. I told him last time that for a guy to pass my shitty, he need to go to my house and visit me. He told me that he told Inigo what I told him. So nowww. Inigo's asking me if he could visit me here. So i was like.. UGGGGHHHHHHHHH ENZO!! IM GONNA KILL YOU! Cause yea i don't like hime na. I don't want him visiting me.. there's something wrong with that. Anyway... Rrrrgh. We ended things last friday, so why is he acting so weird. Like he's hoping pa? it's so clear naman eh. What part of ENDING things doesn't he understand? mmmhhmm. It's been awhile since i last wrote an entry. Wow. Hahaha. I so like PAULO! and MIGS! SHEEEEET. <33333333333 Crushy wushyyyy.

Wait.. Inigo and Mara are thinking that benj and i are you knowwww.. falling for each other. It is SOOOO wrong. He's cool and I'm hot.. :)) We're not like magnets, opposite does not attract. We're just bestfriends you know. :)

2007-05-06T11:55:00.000+08:00

Wow. It's been awhile since i last blogged. ;) I am so lazy to make an entry.. Haha! We started our review class last Friday. It was okay? Not what I expected. I thought we'll have different subjects in a day.. BUT NO! Sbv. Last Friday we had math1 for 4 whole hours. Yesterday we had ENGLISH. Nose bleed man! We had a quiz, i didn't answer 3 pages of it. Haha! Cause i really dont know what to answer. I'm stupid in english remember? Hahaha. I don't know the meaning of some words.. kaya i didn't waste my time answering that shit. Hahaha. We took lotsa test yesterday.. i think 4? Damn it. Haha. EAT DIRT!! :p Wow.. I study before i sleep. Last night I read the dictionary.. and studied the english thingies. Haha. Grabe i really dont know what to say man!

Bernard's trying to convince me to give inigo another chance.. I really cant cause seriously, i feel nothing for him anymore. I know the reason i gave him when we "broke up" was i dont want him to get hurt cause we don't see each other and we dont spend quality time with one another. But that's just one of the reasonS i have.. When i broke up with him, i can't feel anything for him na. It's like the spark's gone.. Another reason was i'm scared of what might sexually happen between the 2 of us.. I really don't want that process thingy.. I know that if i don't want to, we don't have to do it.. But it's pressure man, he is used to doing that shit. i'll be forced to go through that icky process. I know you get it. I'm not a FAN of sex or that touchy touchy thingy. Last reason.... It's like if we continue our thing, my world will just revolve around him. Cause it's like he doesn't want me to interact with my other friends, all he wants is for me to be with him the whole time. Selfish man.. I don't know what to do. I can't do what Benj told me to do cause i can't force myself to like someone. It's like i'll just play with his feelings and mine. It's hard to understand but that's it. Yea i care for him, i care for all of my friends. I have a crush on him but i don't like him, like him. I just like him. Gets? So please tell him Benj that he should find another girl nalang. I don't like him waiting for nothing. Kk? I DON'T WANT US BACK TOGETHER.

Hey bestfriend! Be cool aryt? Everything will be okay. You'll get back together someday.. She'll realize that the way she reacted was wrong. Take it from me, i experienced the same thing she's experiencing. Don't lose hope okay? Kill Maika nalang. Kidding :0) Mara told me that she's thanking maika.. So don't get mad at her cause the person you love likes maika. Haha. im not making any sense. :)) I'll be here for you no matter what. Through thick and thin, i'll be your bestfriend. I'm not a fair-weather friend. Even though you're down and out, i'll always be here for you. Hahaha. IDIOMS. Ohh i love those. :)) Hahaha. Wait i'll treat you tom! Mocha frost sa Jollibee. Mmmhmmm. We can treat each other naman diba? We're not dating so that means i can treat you. :) Right right? Let's find a girl/guy soon! :)

2007-04-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

Mmmhmm. Those pills didn't work as i expected. I should learn from my experience. Last time i drank 10 pills. I was able to sleep but i woke up early. Wtf. That time i was expecting that i would die, but no. I'm not gonna drink sleeping pills again, that thing never works. Damn it. Moving on.. i cried last night. I told Mara that i was the one who told Jet.. She said it was okay and I did the right thing. I do hope nobody gets mad at me. :-s I SO WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE! God damn it. Class will start on Friday and that means I can't go out cause i have class.. AND my mom told me that i'm not allowed to go out when she's on vacation. WTF. That's so unfaiiir. Hmp. -_- I want to spend time with my friends. I was suppose to go to Inigo's pad with Benj and Mara.. But i was afraid to ask for permission. Yea yea, scardey cat. Aggh. So there, i didn't go to that INUMAN. I just spent my time talking to my other bestfriends(who arent really my bestfriendscause they were not there when i needed them), mikko and mich. So fun! I missed them so much! :) I have nobody to talk to cause my bestfriend, benj, is like on a date.. He's with mara. I don't wanna interrupt and shit right? But but but.. there. I have no one. Boohoo. :( Damn it. I am so effin bored!!! I'll just take a bath and spend 2 whole hours in the shower. After i take a bath, i'll go to sleep. Problem solved. I'm no longer bored. Hahaha. It'll be the first time this summer that i'll sleep early. Haha. Hey benj, write some entry naman. Hahaha. Okay? Enjoy. I am so bored parin. ARRRRRGH!!!!!!! Let's go out on Wednesday. When's your next therapy?

2007-04-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

Did i do the right thing or not? Damn. My conscience is killing me.. This guilty feeling is driving me insannnnne. I'm so serious man. I told Jet the things i know about Cheska's shitting.. I don't know if i did the right thing.. It's like i've ruined my friend's "love life". I really just can't stand it. If i didn't tell Jet, my conscience will still bother me. Sooo. I have no choice but to stick with what i think is right. I DON'T KNOW. Shiznit.. This is really killing me. If i didn't tell Jet then i will not be a GOOD friend to him.. Cause the fact that he's my "kabarkada" and i let this shit happen to him.. it's not right.. But on the other hand, i'm being a good and trusty friend to Cheska cause i kept her secret even though i know what she's doing is obviously wrong. Okay okay.. Now the thing is, i told Jet. So what's up with that? I became a good friend for telling him and for not making him look stupid. Here's the thing i don't like.. I let my friend down.. her relationship with Jet was ruined because of me, because i told him. Now, if Mara and some other people who are involved knew this.. they will lose their trust on me. What joy. See? Whatever path i take, there's a trap.. i will still not be a good friend. Damn it. Why can't i make it right? I let everbody down. I am such a bad friend. Arrrrgh. YEAH, this thing is affecting me.. BIG TIME! I don't know what to do. I'm so saaad. :'c Yeah i'm crying right now damn it. Hmmm. Whenever i'm not doing anything, this thing just pops up in my mind. So yea, i think about it all the time most especially when I'm playing Sudoku. Damn it. When will this stop?? After I took a bath, i drank 5 sleeping pills just for me to fall asleep and not to think about this crap. IT'S REALLY KILLING ME. I swear.. I'm not kidding. I know it's mababaw but letting my friendS down, it's really a big thing for me. Arrrghh! Just hit me, fucking shit.

2007-04-27T16:50:00.000+08:00

Cupids chokehold- gym class heroes
Over my head- the fray
U & ur hand- pink
Over it- Katharine mcphee
A night to remember a morning to forget- a thorn for every heart
Safe and sound in phone lines- a change of pace
War all the time- thursday
Counting 54321- Thursday
Anna- top suzara

2007-04-27T14:12:00.000+08:00

I wasn't able to write an entry yesterday.. FIRST TIME! Hahaha. Is it G double O D, good? Hahaha. I don't have a perfect attendance na. :( Haha! I wasn't in the mood to go on line yesterday cause i dont know.. Im so sleepy and shit. I went to the dentist at around 10 to get my teeth cleaned. Haha. Guess what? My last visit to the dentist was year 2004.. but the dentist told me that i have a good hygiene cause when she cleaned my teeth, she found no tartar and other shitties. Yay.. Im so proud. HAHA! I talked to Mara, Eff, and Benj. Tsktsk.. Cheska has gone wild. Hahaha! Kidding :P I was surprised to hear the "news" abt her. Mmhmmm. It's so not her! Kkk. Everything's K-OK. Mara and Benj are back together. Awwww. Tsktsk.. Is it because you pity her? Tss. Not good. Next time, if you really wanna leave her.. DO IT. KKK? But i'm suggesting that you shouldn't leave her. Hehe. She's your future wife.. and my future husband is BENE <3333. Anyway.. Be flattered! SHE CRIED LOTSA TEARS FOR YOU. Not normal for a girl. Actually, for me. Haha! Cause I don't cry. BOYS DON'T CRY.. But I did cry last night. :( Cried because of Carla and some family shitty problem. I hate it when i cry.. Tss i'm not gay okay? Cause i'm hungry like a whore. LOL. I told Benj to try the hotdog with oil.. Hmmm. He was NR. I realized that Rocko's was shown for 1 hour last night. Cool eh? Mhhmm. Slept at around 4am.
Today I don't know if we're still gonna go to Fil2 to swim or we'll just eat out. Dont know dont know. Bry texted me if i wanna go to a car show in metrowalk. I'm not intersted with cars. HAHAHA. If the drivers are hot, why not? HAHAHAH. Eww. Let's R-E-C-Y-C-L-E RECYCLE! C-O-N-S-E-R-V-E CONSERVE. DON'T YOU P-O-L-L-U-T-E POLLUTE BLAHBLAHBLAH.. WHAT YOU DESERRRRRVE!! I want GMASK and new contact lens :(( ARRRRRRRRRRRRG. 7 more dayyyysss!! It's review class time!! :D :D :D :D Excited iam!

2007-04-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

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Nakalagay sa status niya "I have a crush on BERNARD LOPEZ". <333333

2007-04-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

My day was boring as usual. Woke up at 9 cause i need to go with my mom to mc to enroll. I didn't take a bath cause i was SO sleepy. Yeah yeah, mother earth was hurt. Haha! No take a bath no outside. Hahaha! No shit no outside! Anyway, i didn't take a bath cause i planned that i'll just stay in the car while my mom enrolls for me. Mean eh? I had to go with her cause i need to return the gown to Mara. We went to Mara's place.. I saw Mara and she said Cheska was upstairs. Kk. I didn't go in.. BUT I LOVE HER HAIR. Damn it. If only I can color my hair.. :'( Mmmhmmm. After that, we went to Natio here in Marikina to buy the required thingies in our review class. Yipee! I'm so excited. :) :) :) Gv gv. I bought a notebook, file case, pencil case, highlighter, mechanical pencil, and 3 pens. Hahaha. I made my notebook oh so pretty! Hahaha! :) Simple yet pretty. Hahaha. I'm so effin tired. This BOIL is driving me nuts. I can't sit properly.. and my mom said having boils mean i'm gonna get fat. Arrgh. I need to take mui thai! HAHAHA. Nyeh. Tonight i'm gonna sleep early cause Benj is busy with his baby.. So i have no one to talk to. Oh so lonely night ;( I'm feeling sorry for myself. Kidding. You enjoy there, Benj. Haha. Oh wait, i was touched a while ago (NATOUCH AKO. GV GV). It was the first time you tell other people that i am your bestfriend. Awww. *tear* *tear* Hahaha! Oh well, enjoy your date. I have no more load in sun and globe. Hahaha. Oh God.. POVERTY!!! LONELINESS!!! DAMN! I hate my life. I'm gonna commit suicide now. Hehe. Still no songs to give cause I don't have anything in mind. I'll post it here as soon as possible. Okay kox? Goodnight! Hope you're having fun there. STOP JEALOUSY! what? HAHA

2007-04-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

Kkk. I'll make this entry short cause i'm so sabaw right now. I can't think of anything.. Hmmm. Today was.. okay? Fun?.. We went to Reedley for my ate's interview. The school was, uh, cold. Hahaha. Centralized aircon.. Damn it. How come MC doesn't put aircons in the classrooms? Anyway, the interview finished at around 2:30.. We went straight to Galle cause ate will submit her resumes to summit and jobstreet. Kkk. Benj said he will arrive at 3.. 3 passed, he's still playing xbox and i haven't eaten anything for the day yet. So i'm so hunnngry while waiting for Benj. He said he'll bring me styro-ed food. Hahaha. But when he arrived.. 2 cellphones, wallet, and money were the only things he brought. Oh, before he arrived i ate chicken shitty haha. Soooo. We were the TAILS of ate pau and samboy.. Haha. Moving on.. Bernard and I went out to smoke then we ate in Mcdo. Gv gv gv. He bought me a caramel ice cream and large fries. I was GV-ed! I saw Jonika, he saw his cousins. There.. What else did we do? I can't remember. OH! He bought a pack of DJ MIX, strawberry flavor. P70 man! We were so excited to try it... After we tried it.. it was.. uh,.. okay? it was i don't know? I like marlboro better. Hahaha. It's just a waste of money. Tsktsk. Mmmhmm. Samboy likes Bernard. <333 He said Benj is cute. HAHAHAHA! He likes your eyes, nose, and lips. Mmmhmmm. <333 I'm sensing some gay love here. Haha. Kidding :p Ok ok. I was BV-ed a while ago. Leslie is so.. uh.. unexplainable. Haha. But everything was fixed. I explained my side.. And there! HAHAHA. She wasn't able to understand it pala? But she was so maddd, i can tell. Anyway, tomorrow i'll go to mc to enroll, check the class list in experts, and go to mara to return the gown. WOW. Hahaha. Are we going to meet? HAHAHA. I guess not? Oh well. OH OH. MAMA WILL GO TO TEXAS ON MAY 14. Yeaboii? :) Ok ok. Benj, it's 11pm! We agreed that we'll sleep at 10. Hmm. Tomorrow okay? Try the hotdog with lotsa oil. Okay? I know you'll love it! I can't give you songs now cause i dont have my ipod. I want the song 'she could be'. Darn it. ESSA! <333? Hahaha. Anyway it's 11pm, cmon let's sleep :D Had fun today Benj.. even though we just smoked? Atleast we BONDED like James Bond. Ok ok. Tata.

2007-04-23T14:42:00.000+08:00

Migs Nuñez! Shit man. He's so HOT. ;) I mean when we were in Jet's party, i wasn't able to notice how hot he is.. But damn... when I saw his pictures. GOOD GRACIOUS. He's hooot! Mmmhmmm. I like him.. but i think i will not pass his standards. Damn it. I think I'm gonna cry. Kiddin. Shitters. Awww Benj what do you think? Hahaha. Mara said that he's sweet. Aww. BUT STILL.... What if he doesn't like me? Deyngit. Gotta find another prospect. Mara suggested Keiyo.. Uhhh. I'm not attracted to him? HAHA. Oh oh. What about Robert Palomo? Haha. He looks like a monkey sometimes.. I don't like monkeys, but i do like bananas. :) Dirty mind eh? Yucks. Not THAT banana. Eww. Moving on.. Jarren Rodriguez? He's cute but he has a gf. Enzo Pineda? No thanks. Paulo Garcia? NO WAY MAN... Who else? What about Errol Bugarin? HAHA. Don't want.. If we get married i'll be called Mrs. Teresa Bugarin. HAHAHA. Thanks, but no thanks. Mmhmm. What about Raphael Santiago? SHIT! That's a great idea.. BUT.. I don't know? He got everything.. looks, money, and other things? Did you know that we didn't hold hands when we're together? Unlike Dulay.. We kissed and shits. Bv. HAHA. Too fast, too furious. Haha. Hijo de puta! HAHAHA. That means son of a bitch! Puñeta means damn. HAHA. I'll be hunting boys on May. Help me, okay? HAHA. I'll help you with other girls. HAHAAH. Kidding. But if you really want.. I can really help you. :p What are bestbuddies for? Right? Riggghhhht. Anyway.. What about Dulay? Uhh, i think not. Hmmm. What if I go for girls? What do you think?.. NO WAY.. Mmmhmmm. I'm left with.. No one. So saaaad. I feel oh-so-lonely! So saaaaaad. Why don't guys like me? BV. Benj tell me nga why. I'm so depressed. .. .. -_- Deyngit. Haha. Looks like i'm so desperate. Oh well. This is life..

Hey you.. Hope you're having fun with whatever you're doing. ;) Tc. TONIGHT, we'll sleep early. KKK?

Boreeeed

2007-04-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

Yeaaa. I'm so effin bored right now. Hmmmm. I had my 1st stick in 3 days a while ago, before i took a bath. It was HEAVEN. Haha. Geerd. I really can't install the sims. ARGGH. I'm so irritated. Tss tsk. Anyway, Im so excited! I want to attend our review class na. Can't wait! I'm gonna buy the required things on tuesday or wednesday! HAHAHAHA. Hey hey hey Benj, on May 4 let's meet at around 10am so we can chill before our class starts. Okay? SO SO SO SO EXCITED!! Hahaha. Yippeeee. Kkk. Nothing more to say. BUFFALO.

2007-04-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

I'm so sleepy. I slept at around 3:30 in the morning, after rocko's modern life. I woke up at 3:30 in the afternoon. WOW. 12 hours of sleep. Hahaha. Shiiit. I'm so bored right now! I have nothing to do, no comments to answer, no pictures to edit, and no food to eat! Maybe in dreamland there are lotsa things i can do. Wanna go with me? Let's visit the land of dreams! Check doors 1, 2, 3, 4, and 5? And enjoy every dream! Hmmm. Hope you're having fun lying down there.. I bet you're about to go to the wonderful land of dreams! See you :p Darn it.. HAHA. Im gonna edit some of your pics when i wake up. Okay kox? HAHAAH. I can just imagine. Wahaha. Anyway, i'm gonna take a bath. :) I'll sing in the shower so that it'll rain later. :) HAHA. See you in dream land, sleepy head. :)

Download..

Shotgun Serenade- The juliana theory
Work- Jimmy Eat World
Sweetness- Jimmy Eat World
Goodnight goodnight- Hot Hot Heat

2007-04-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

Ohhh Vengamean. Hahaha. I wanna watch a german tv show agaiiin. That is looove. <33 Hahaha. Wow. Your friend's really rich huh? Imagine, 1 box of vodka? HAHA. SOSSY. Anyway, i'm editing pics right now. Haha. I edited my scar.. I made it go bye bye. Look at it later. Do leave a comment okay? Anyway.. Hope you're enjoying your drinking session. Haha. If you were given a chance to pick the people that you'll chill with for the rest of your life, who will it be? Them or the Ropeju&Bugoys? Very serious question eh?.. You're so unfair! You're smoking right now. :( Oh well, life is really unfair. Gotta accept the fact that you're a bad boy, i'm not. :P HAHAHA. I'm gonna make a list of the things i wanna do before i die. Make one also, if you like. :P

Things i wanna do before i die:
1. Eat a banana while im on a tree
2. Eat fancy foods
3. Go to other countries with Ropeju, Bugoys, and my other friends
4. Steal a bank and shop all day long
5. Own a mall
6. Kiss someone passionately
7. Try all kinds of drugs
8. Go to Amsterdam
9. Be one of the bitches in the red shit in amsterdam (where you pick a girl through looking at them in the windows. What's that again? RED LIGHT?) I just wanna experience being a manequin, i'll just stay behind the windo
10. Fall inlove with someone
11. Learn German and Japanes. VENGAMEEEAAAAN!
12. Tell all my crush, i like them
13. Own an island PRIVATE ISLAND
14. Have wild sex with a SUPER HOT GUUUUY!! (Hey, i don't wanna die a virgin)
15. Have wild and kinky sex with a SUPER HOT MODEL (Girl)

So therreee. Have nothing to do eh. ;P Hope you go online na. Take care! Enjoy your COSCKA. Whatever the spelling is. :))

2007-04-21T18:43:00.000+08:00

Okaaay. Just got home from Batangas.. I got myself tanned!.. NOT. Major BV.. We arrived at there at around 10 am.. So we just chilled while others got into their swimsuits and swam. I didn't want to swim that early cause i'm lazy to change into my bathingsuit. There.. while waiting for our room, i called Inigo.. I can tell he was surprised. Haha.. We talked about shittin stuff. HAHA! I was using my mom's phone that time, i forgot i wasn't allowed to call my friends using her phone. Haha. So yea, she caught me talking to someone using her phone. Bv bv bv. I was used to making telebabad with my friends, thanks to sun cellular. But but but, there's no signal in Batangas. So i wasn't able to talk to Regina, Mara, and Benj. DAMN YOU, SUN! Hehe. I asked Benj to buy load for my globe-yy. He sent me P35. Yeyeyey. (Thanks Benj! I'll pay you, I promise.) Anyway, when we got to our room.. I slept. HAHA! I didn't sleep all night, not even on the trip. I slept from 12nn to 2:30 in the afternoon. At around 3, i went to the beach to swim. Yay. After swimming, i took a bath and then watched tv. DINNER TIME! We ate bbq, shrimp, and chicken. I didn't eat rice. Yeees, i'm on a diet. Haha. After eating, I went to the bathroom to have a meeting with something. AHAHA. someTHING, not SOMEONE. While I was explaining my proposal, water began to come out of the drain. The drain was beside my feet.. I was like "What the--? What the hell is this!?! &#@#&*!!!" I flushed the toilet and smelled the water that came out. (Oh i forgot! The water had thingies with it.. and bubbles) So there, i smelled it. Now i know where it really came from.. My tita was washing the dishes and the water that was used went down the drain and went straight to the bathroom. Aggh. Damn.. HAHA! After having my meeting, i lied down and watched tv. After 981787473193108 seconds, i was paranoid cause i can't find my cp's charger. Both of my phones have no more batteries.. Major BV! So I just stayed outside and tried to think of a way to charge my phone. Mmmhmm. I tried to borrow from the children of the corn. Kiddin :P You know that movie, Benj? HAHa. Anyway, I tried to borrow a charger from the kids of my tita (officemate of my mom). Unfortunately, they only have a charger for ericsson. BV BV BV. So i asked my sister if she could accompany me while i charge my phone in the car. KKK. We went to the car, it was so boring! Hmm. ANYANYANYWAY. After charging the phone, we went back to our room.. My mom told us to drink with the other TEENS. Cool mom eh? Mmhmm. At first, she wants us to drink all the beer. We were like.. "uhh we like tequila better". She gave us the red wine instead. We didn't like the taste of the wine so we put it on one side of the table. We played 'nervous'.. We got bored of the game.. I suggested, whoever loses the game should drink a cup of red wine. So there... Guess what? I always lose! Damn. I drank around 5-6 cups? We should drink it straight, not the normal way of drinking it. Getched? Anyway, we got tired of the nervous game so we played bluff/bullshit. This time, whoever loses need to drink a shot of tequila.. Yea, you got that right.. Most of the shots were mine. Uh-huh. Got tipsy man! HAHA! We crashed a party of the resort beside ours..It was soooo uhh hmmm.. BORING?And someone noticed us.. HAHA. They told us that we're not allowed there. Hmmm talk about selfishness. Tsktsk. Moving on, when we got back.. Our parents hid the tequila.. Now we're left with the yucky red wine. HAHA. We were the only ones who drank the red wine.. I think the elders didn't like it.. So we decided to drink all of it since no one likes it.. You know? Just to enjoy the night. HAHA. Fun fun fun. We slept at around 3am. I wasn't able to say goodnight to Benj cause my batt got emptied. Hahaha. Sorry :P Anyway, got up at aroung 9:30 and went straight to the beach to get myself TANNED. Mmmhhmmm. Straight from the bed :P I wore a 2pc bathing suit even though i got a huge scar. HAHA. That's what you call 'makapal ang pepeys'. Haha. I don't care what other people might think. Me no care-y. Hehe. I just want to enjoy my stay there and my 2pc-ey. HAHA. Ok ok. We took a bath and went back to Manila. There there. My first and last beach shittin this summer.

Hey girl! ;) Hahaha! Next time I won't tell you the things that mara and I talked about. You react negatively eh. I don't like that attitude, young man! HAHAHA. Kidding :P I just think it's not right for you to text other girls just because of what Mara's planning to do. HAHa. What she's about to do and what you did are both not right. You shouldn't stoop down to her level. I mean you shouldn't be like her, having lotsa girls or guys. Getch? Annnd.. What you did was wrong, you should've done that if she has boylets na. Do you get it? Cause maybe through time, she'll realize that what she's about to do is IMMORAL. HAHAHHA. Basta i know you know what i'm trying to say. Pleaaase don't ask me to explain.. My CAPACITY is 6.1 feets under. Haha. Hope you're having fun there with all your GALPALS. Hahaha. No secrets please. Haha. You're faithful but you're a liar. HAHA. You told mara you're in eastwood with your former teammates. Tsk tsk. Joke. Haha! We'll keep it a secret. GRAVY! (grabe) I'm so kind.. I tell you everything mara tells me.. BUT i tell her nothing. HAHA. Ohhh.. I forgot to tell you.. She's jealous right? Maika? Jelous? Mara? Diva? Diva?.. So i tell her that everytime we talk or chat all you talk about is mara. It's okay naman diba? Just to stop her from getting jealous and for her to know that there's no other girl or guy in your life. WOW. Dear Ate Charo... HAHAHAHA. Anyway.. I'm craving for cigarettes!! My gooootch. HAHA! Mmmhmmm. Good luck with your gal pals okay? No other girlfriends okay? Mara mara mara mara unley hogey? God damn it! My mom will go to Texas on JUNE, not MAY. Shitting asshole. GRRRRRR. Sharing.. Hmp! We'll bond before our class starts. :P Okay? Hope you have fun there.. Take care ayt? See you on... May 4? Remind me that i owe you P35 kk? kk. ;) Tc Benj.

2007-04-20T03:31:00.000+08:00

Hey you! Yuhh I won't be able to write a real entry later. Mmhmm. But do write one today, okay?So that on Saturday I will be able to read something new. :p I'm so effin bored and thirsty! But the water's not cold. Damn it. Whaaart. Hahaha. Thanks for staying up late for me.. I mean for keeping me companied (is that right?). Now I'm left with Paulo. Hahaha. I'm not talking to him cause he's like so boring? OORRR we just have nothing to talk about. Oh well.. Anyway, i hope you'll have fun later.. with all your theirughphee shittin. Hahaha! Go meet with Mara and do something. ;) HEY! IF YOU WERE ABLE TO GO TO THE NEXT LEVEL, DO TELL ME OKAY? No secrets, bestfriend. Hahaha. (Cinacareer ko ata yung bestfriend, sorry :p) Oh, I forgot to tell you something.. I told Mich that you were my new bestfriend.. She got jealous. Hahaha. Just sharin :p I'm so bored. I think I'll just take a bath AGAIN. Oh water.. I love thee. Haha. Oughkeai? That's weird. Anyway.. Sleep tight Benjamin :P Let's talk on the phone tomorrow if you're free. Okay kox. Goodnight and have a sweet dream.

~IT'S TIME TO SING IN THE SHOWER..~

Tere signing off. Vavush. :P

2007-04-19T17:28:00.000+08:00

I slept at around 5 in the morning.. I talked to Benjamin til 4:30. Our agreement was called off. Hahaha. Actually, i was planning to sleep early but unfortunately last night I was superly duperly wide awake! I watched tv and ate dinner at 12mn. Hahaha. Too early for dinner huh? Anyway, i texted Mara if she's still awake.. she called me and told me that Benjamin's on the other line and he doesn't want me to know that he's there. So okay Mara and I acted as if he wasn't there.. until i think he got bored and he finally talked to us, to me. Benj you thought i wasn't aware that you were still awake.. but honey, i knew from the very start that you still are. Haha. Anyway, they were so sweet. OR Mara's the one who was being sweet? Tsktsk.. Bad Benjamin.. We didn't talk much, we just sang. Hahaha. Funny.. We called each other just so we can hear each other oh-so-beautiful singing voice. Owwkheai? I think Benjamin and I don't have that kind of voice. Kiddin Benj. HAHA. Mara suggested playing a game, the first one to memorize the rappin' part in the song 'I wann fuck you' will win. Win what Mara? That's bullshit. Kiddin!! :p Right now, i'm searching for the lyrics of the song so that later i'll call them and rap it. ChickiChickiChickiChickiChickiChickiChicki boom BOOM booboom boom booBOOM. All the people in the world, do yourself! If you dont have cash.. You dont have a car.. you dont have a pimp to get you a hoe.. im telling you this, DO YOURSELF DO YOURSELF! ChickiChickiChickiChickiChickiChickiChicki Break it down ya'll. Benj and I made that RAAAP in Baguio. HAHA. Moving on.. (First moving on in this entry, Benj :P) Benjamin decided to sleep and put the phone down so that leaves Mara and I having a serious talk. Woops.. I won't type it here. It's a SECRET. HAHA. =)) After i think 30 mins, Benj called me.. we were laughtrippin'. Hahaha. We talked to each other in ENGLISH! HAHAHA. Damn.. I realized i wasn't that bad after all. Right benj? HAHA. We also played the HELLO-PONTELE shit. Haha Shitt.. I can't explain what we did. Deyngit. Anyway it was so fun. We watched just for gags, fairly odd parents, and ufc. HAHAHA! "ayoko na! break na tayo! hmp! hmp!" That was so funnnnnnny. :) Benj later don't sleep. Haha.. I'm gonna go to Batangas at around 5 in the morning.. HAhaha. Kk?

Sayang i thought i'd be able to go to Katip today.. My plan was i'm gonna go with my mom then after we enroll, im gonna chill with Benj and Mara. Unfortunately, my mom didn't allow me to go with her cause she's gonna go to LTO pa. Hmmpp. BV BV BV BV. SDMBV!!! Today was kinda boring.. Mmm-hmm.. I just ate lasgana and now im making this entry. Tsktsk. Hate it. HAHA. Im not excited for tomorrow, i don't know why. Dengit. I'd rather stay here and chill with my friends. HMmmmmm. Hate it! KKKK. Have nothin more to say. Imma talk to you later, Benj. :P

2007-04-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

So it's 9 in the evening.. and Benjamin and I had an agreement that we'll sleep at 10:30 tonight. I wish i can sleep that early?.. Today was boring, i just chat the whole day. Oh! I made something for Vince. HAHA! Funny. He got mad.. i think? He's worried that his friends might call him gay. WAHAHA. But I know he's not cause he's hot? EWW. Kidding :p Samboy will sleep here tonight. What else is new? HAHA. My mom and I will go to katip tomorrow to enroll, then off to salon to get everything waxed. It's Friday! Yipee. I think this will be the first and last time i'll go to the beach this summer. OH WHAT JOY. :/ Hmm. I think I can't join Benajamin with the mui thai shitty cause the place is kinda far and we have our review class in the afternoon. That will be so tiring?HAHA. And Benjamin, you'll go to class all sweaty and tired? I'm advicing you not to kick butts nalang. Haha. Woopsie i see a tagalog word. I like mushrooms. :)) You? Do you like mushrooms?.. Haha. Benjamin doesn't eat mushrooms.. mushrooms don't grow on ice. :P Poouwhlurh beehr. HAHA. Funny. I want to pig out! Buuuuut.. I'm gonna wear 2pc on Friday. HAHAHA. Kidding :P Actually.... I'm not kidding, I will really wear my 2pc on Friday. Shameful though. But who cares? I'm gonna make sure that when we take pictures, my tummy won't show. :P Hehe. See you tomorrow Benjamin! Sayang, we won't be able to chill after we enroll. Tsktsk. Don't worry.. after every class, we'll chill the night away! HAHAHA! Funny. ;) But you'll have a date after eh. Hmm. When you're free nalang. 1 hour to go Benjie, we'll sleep again. : SLEEPY HEADS..

2007-04-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

Whew. I slept at around 7am. I talked to Benjamin til 6 in the morning. Haha. We talked about.. nothing? Haha. We just listened to songs.. we had a somewhat trivia. Haha. I'll play a song from a cartoon show or a disney movie and i'll ask him in what movie or cartoon was the song played. Hahaha. He only played 2 songs, 1 from Hercules and the other one from High School Musical. Oh i can't remember if he played more than 2 songs? Corny. HAHA. I played songs from Lilo & Stitch, Nightmare before Christmas, Mulan, Ren & Stimpy, and My Fairly Odd Parents. Hahaha. He wasn't able to guess the songs from Lilo&Stitch and NBC. :) Poor boy. Shit man.. Chip Skylark is so HOT. But his teeth are false teeth. MAJOR TURN OFF. HAHA. Were you guys able watch the episode where Timmy Turner had CP's teeth and he became the NEW Chip Skylark? Hahaha. I love that episode.. Haha. Wtf.. This is nonsense. Haha. Anyway, Benjamin and I talked about Carla. Hmmf. Yea, I was bitter last night. :/ I guess that's not a good thing? Haha. Shiznit! I suddenly realized something! I'm single for nearly 7 months now. Wow. That's a record I guess? Haha. After Carla, I had 4 "flings/thing".. Betang, Dea, Raph, and Inigo. Wahaha. I think that's a lot? Naah. Not really. Hahaha. God! I want to have a boyfriend.. but I don't know how to handle guys. So i think it will take time til i can have one. Arrrgh. Hahaha. I just want to know the feeling of having a boyfriend. Hmm. Cause i think having a gf and a bf is so different. Girls know what their girlfriends want.. cause i don't know?HAha. Can't explain it.. Anyway, i'll just wait for the right time and the right guy. I don't want to rush things.. cause right now i still don't know what i really like. It'll take time for me to know what is right for me. For now, i'll just do the trial and error shittin. Is that bad? I guess not. With that, i'll also have the chance to know myself better. Wowowee! That was intense! HAHA.

Cheddar texted me, asking if i want to go with her tomorrow and be in Kjwan's video. Haha. Just for trippin', i'd like to go but i still need to ask permission from my mom. Benjamin, Mich, and I will enroll tomorrow for our review classes. Shiiit. Can't wait til the start of review classes. Hmm hmm. My mom will go to Texas in May. Wahaha that means, after review classes i can go anywhere i want. FREEDOM! I won't be in trouble cause tita Nel will cover for me, my only problem is my WICKED SISTER. :)) She might tell my mom everything. Hahaha. Oh well..

Wow Benjamin has a blog na! HAHA. Are you bored? FOSHIZZLE. HAHAHA.

KKK. Vince is teaching me how to make a bag out with your old pants. I'm gonna post it later. LAUGHTRIPPPPP!

2007-04-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Now i'm in the mood to talk about Inigo. Aww.. I miss him. But still, we're better off separated. Wow.. very emotional. Hahaha. :p Here are some things that reminds me of him: Deck, my long lost cam :)), the smell of a cigarette's smoke or whatever you call that shit, and the song "Oh it is love". Hmm. I know i'll get over him right away cause i don't love him that much.. but the fact that I love him? That's different right?.. This was the first time i fell inlove with a guy. As you all know, all my past relationships were with girls. :/ Yea, that makes me a lesbo. Haha. Anyway, i miss him. He was the first guy i hugged, kissed, and held hand with. Enzo's not counted. Haha! When I held Enzo's hand, it was just for the sake of winning the sweetest couple award.. but we didn't win :( HAHA. You guys don't know that. Getting back.. We were at first close friends, VERY close. We talked every night before we go to sleep, AS FRIENDS okay? We talked about stuffs.. and I remember telling him that I like someone and he shouldn't know about it. We were secret buddies! Haha! He told me he has a secret.. I told him that if he tells me his secret, ill tell him mine. He said "baka magalit si Enzo".. So it's quite obvious right? He likes me, so i told him i like him too. Hmm. UNFAITHFUL. Enzo and I were you know, in a "thing" that time.. Haha. One day, I didn't go to school and him too. I went to his place, it's like our bonding time. We didn't do anything yucky, okay? We just played pusoy dos until Effrey, Jamo, and his other friend arrived. Moving on.. After that day, we were i dont know.. sweet?.. Hehe. He goes to Katip everyday to spend time with me. Aww. Hmm. Long story, i dont want to go into details.. Haha. That will take me forever. Kidding. :p Hmm. The first time we held each other's hands was when we were in front of a computer shop after playing counterstrike and O2 jam. (baduy? HAHA) Hmm. It was very romantic! HAHAHA! Yuck. Hahaha. Hmm Our first hug happened when we were in Prince David (deck). Our first kiss.. Hmm. If we're talking about the *smack*.. Deck is the place to be! Haha. March 7 was the date! HAHA! Let's not talk about the thing after the smack. HAHA. But thank God it ended there. HAHA. Yea, I'm scared about that thing.. When the guy shoots it.. You know. HAHAHA. I'm too young for that. Wahaha. Seriously. I'm super against premaretal sex. YUCK. Thinking about makes me puke. HAHA. Getting back, i stopped our "thing" cause i can't feel anything special na. I mean there's no spark.. When we talk on the phone, we have nothing to talk about and he's always in a bad mood. I can't really explain it. Long story.. Moving on, i didn't want to continue our thing cause i no longer feel the spark. It's not a good thing if i let that thing happen, it's like i'm just playing with his feelings. Right? I know I did the right thing to do. He told Mich that he can't take it anymore.. He said "Nahihirapan na ko kay Tere. blahblahblah.. nagiging manhid na siya.. blah blah blah.. para wala siyang time for me".. that kind of shits. So yea, I DID THE RIGHT THING. I don't want him to get hurt.. and it's a good thing cause we didn't have closure to what we have, meaning.. we can still continue it when everything's okay. But I doubt it, he will meet lotsa girls in his review class.. I will too. GIRLS? HAHAHA. Kidding :P Enough with the drama. I do hope he's okay.. He'll be happy with other girls. Maria's always there for him, which is a good thing? ;P Hehe. It's okay with me if they plan to reconcile or i don't know. Cheska said that i should keep my distance first until things go back to normal.. Meaning, until he moves on? HAhaha. I don't know. I'll just go with the flow, I guess. Hehe. But if someone wants to know if i'm okay.. HAHA. I'm okay, i just miss him. :)

Bernard don't push her away, okay? Don't rush things. Make sure if what you're feeling is KURAK. I mean, yeah. HAHA. I know you understand me and you care about me, so you're not gonna tell me to explain what i'm trying to say. HAHA. But I know you understand that thingy. JUST GO WITH THE DAMN FLOW. We should have another treaty..The treaty of No-No. We shouldn't fall in love with each other. (Di tayo talo eh.) I know it's unimaginable.. but you know. HAHA. Expect the unexpected.. OKAY KOX? I want you to be my bestfriend. I don't know why.. I'm just comfortable telling you EVERYTHING. Don't laugh okay? HAHAH.

2007-04-17T19:55:00.000+08:00

Okay. At long last I got to write an entry! I spent 2 days trying to figure out how the layout can be changed. Haha. I've tried xanga, tabulas, and blogspot.. but still, no luck. I really can't figure out how the layouts can be changed. Damn it. Oh well, I'm really excited to write an entry! Hmm I'll use this blog to practice my SPEAKING-AND-WRITING-IN-ENGLISH skills. Hahahaha! Shit. This is hard. Kiddin ;p I made a background image for my layout.. but I think i won't use it anymore cause as i've said, i'm having a hard time figuring things out. Sayang, it's really nice. Lesbo action. HAHAHA. Hotness ;P Girl-to-girl shitting is hotter than guy-to-guy. I don't know why. Hahahaha! Oh my, this isn't right. Haha. I can only talk to Carla, Bernard, Mara, and Mich about this kind of stuff. Haha! Wanna be on my list? Message me. Haha. Kidding ;p Labo. Wow.. My mom, tita Nel, tita Mean, and tita Cecil went to the casino. They left us(Ate and I) all alone. Boohoo. Nyeh. We invited Samboy over so that we won't get bored. Hahaha. I'm thinking of having a house party? Haha! But who will we invite? Our neighborhood is composed of tricycle and jeepney drivers, construction workers, drug addicts, and thieves. Is it a great idea to invite them? I guess not. Hahaha. We'll just have a slumber party. Hahaha. Slumber party for us means Samboy sleeping in our house. We don't party at night cause him, sleeping in our pad is quite normal and it happens everyday? Haha. So yankerr. No need to party. Arrrgh. I'm getting bored. Haha.

I have new friends! Regina and Paulo. Haha! ;) I think having a new friend means losing an old one. Hmm. I gained 2, and yeah, i lost 2. Anyway.. I like Regina, i mean she's funny and very open to almost everything. Haha. At first I thought she's this bitchy type because of what happened months ago (La Salle after party). Yea, you know that. Haha. But anyway, she's so nice! In Jet's party she kept saying sorry for what happened. Aww. I just like people who apologize for the wrong things they did. Who doesn't? Hehe. Hmm. What about Paulo? He's nice. Funny, but at the same time super corny like woah. ;P I don't get bored when i talk to him. i don't know why.. BUT LET ME CLEAR THINGS OUT.. I know you're thinking i like him, that's where you're wrong. There are just some people who I enjoy talking to and there are those who really bores me to death. Haha. Anyway, Paulo is very EMOTIONAL.. Hahaha. Out of nowhere, he'll just tell me his problems.. Which I think is okay? Haha. That means he trusts me. Oh well. Get over Desto. There are lots of better Desto's in the world. Haha. and wait.. Don't you have your own pickup lines? Cause the pickup lines you know are like so yesterday? HAHAHA. Joke. Anyway.. Imma talk about the other 2 friends that I lost. Lira and Kaye.. Hmm. It's a long story. Haha. But I don't know, we don't have a formal closure of our friendship and yea, i don't want it to end it but i think they do. :( I don't know. I guess I should just go with the flow? Aww damn. I miss them.. SO MUCH. :( Anyway enough with the drama! Haha. The best thing to do now is to appreciate what I have. ;) Hehe. Right now, I have two friends that i am close to.. Bernard and Mara. Hmm. Lovebirds huh? Hahaha kidding ;p Let's talk about Mara. She's nice, friendly, funny, and i have fun when i talk to her. It's like i don't know. We're open to almost everything.. She shares her problems, I share mine. She's always there for me, and i'm always there for her? Duh. HAhahaha. Anyway.. When I was in the hospital, she was the one who has an almost complete attendance, meaning almost everyday she went to the hospital to visit me. ;) Hahaha. Oh you wanna talk about mother... (White chicks) Haha. Weirdo. It's Bernard's turn. Hmmm. Yea, I treat him as my close friend.. Cause I think he really is. We talk to each other everyday, we talk about stuffs. He helped me with Dulay.. I help him with Mara. Noticed the ED in helpED? Hahaha. We'll talk about that later? Anyway.. I can talk to him about anything under the sun. Haha. I remember it all started when we were both in Baguio and we were so bored we talked to each other until 4am. Hahaha. I shared my deepest-most-darkest secret and he did too. But ofcourse I won't share that here. Hahaha. Anyway, i never thought that we would be this close. It's my first time to have a close guy friend, take note FRIEND. Meaning, i'm not expecting something to happen between us. I mean that would be nonsense. Moving on.. We had this treaty, Treaty of Baguio. An agreement stating that we will be nice to each other. Gv gv. Hahaha. :) Moving on, it's easy to talk to him about Dulay cause he's a close friend of Dulay's.. and he knows how Dulay's brain works. Hahaha! And I think.. Actually, I don't think. HAha. We will attend the same review class together with Mich and I think, Vince? Oh joy. Hahaha. Hmm. Who else? I wanna talk about Mich! She's my bestfriend, I tell her everything! But now, we don't talk that much cause she's too busy with poopie. :( Yea, I miss her. Hmm.

I don't want to talk about Dulay...

HMP PAGBIGYAN NIYO NA YUNG WRONG GRAMMAR. :)) BV EH.

2006-06-30T19:09:00.000+08:00

Wowowee. It's Friday!..Wala kaming pasok!:) Hanggang Monday actually. So swerte kami. Anyway, gumawa kami ng project kanina for Fil. Ako, Monica, Raquel..Dapat kasi 8 kami. Si Kathryn-naglakwacha nang napaka-aga, Si Katrina- NO COMMENT FOR YOU, GIRL , Si Lara- uwi DAW ng Bulacan, Si Regina- namatay kahapon lola niya(reasonable reason), Si ina-hindi sumilpot:. Eto pa ah, sa bahay niya dapat. WHAT ABOUT THAT? Sobrang tinawagan namin sya sa bahay tapos basta parang wala lang sa kanya. Tss. What I hate most about school projects is yung hindi nagcocooperate kasi ako kahit gusto kong umalis, mas pinprioritize ko yung project. Nakakapikon yung mga taong tipong hindi pumupunta dahil ayaw lang nila..Yung iba pumupunta nga, di naman gumagawa. Ayos lang nang unti yung ganun. Atleast umeeffort pero gets? NAKAKARINDI LANG. Yung tipong di na nga pumunta, wala pang cinontribute. Ayos lang, It's all fair..We'll be doing all the work, we'll be having the grade. Sucks for those na hindi man lang nagcontribute. tsk tsk. Walang magrereklamo. Siguro sa mga future groupmates ko, eto lang yung rule : No contribution, No grade. Yun lang yun eh. BASTA MAY MACONTRIBUTE LANG SILA. Napipikon lang talaga ako ng todo. Kala nila papabayaan namin to na kami maghirap. Jusko lord, pakamatay na kayo. Anyway, I super duper hate my class. As in over sa grabe. Sobrang girly, pero yung iba ayos lang pero yung iba super RAAAAAAAAR. Meron akong isang close friend sa class DATI, kaso parang naging off na siya kasi pumangit yung ugali niya, dati sobrang naccute-an ako sakanya ngayon nanggigigil na ko sakanya. Dati parang onti lang alam niyang bastos, ngayon lahat ng kabastusan. Puta nakakapikon eh. Tapos si Melissa Muyot, laki-laking tao BABY TALK parin. Please grow up! Tapos napaka teacher's pet. She's 10x ni Tracy. FUCKER. Speaking of Tracy, ngayon ko lang narealize na lahat ng sinumpa kong ayaw maging kaklase sa 3rd yr from 2-11 naging kaklase ko. Si pusa, kalikod, at si Tracy. Jusko lord. Di ata narinig ni God ang mga panalangin ko tuwing gabi. Buhay nga naman, sadyang kay saklap. Tapos sa class di pa ko masyado nakakarecite parang walang pumapasok sa utak ko kasi iniisp ko lang what if 2-11 to, ano kaya ginagawa namin ngayon..or yung thought na kung kaklase ko si bets(partner in crime), sino kaya pagttripan namin sa class na to or pano namin aawayin si Kingkong. ABA. Ako nalang umaaway kay Tracy ngayon..Wala na kasing ibang masamang lahi na gusto mang away:(..i feel SO sad. Kagabi nga umiyak ako kasi talagang nagmakaawa ako sa nanay ko na ilipat nya ko ng section basta she didn't take it seriously. Pero it really affects me, na andun ako sa ganun klaseng class kasi there's no FUN there. Haaay. Ibang iba talaga. Anyway.............Sana makapasa kami ni Lira and Donna sa soccer! Kahit club lang. If di kami makapasa ni Lira, sa basketball kami..Ewan ko lang kay Donna. Lira and I got our eyelashes permed yesterday! It was......nevermind. : yoown lang. Nothing more to share.

Ayy. We got our new car, Tucson. Hahahahahaha. Mas maliit siya sa Adventure, 5-seater. Wala lang. Nice noh? ;) Si ate nagmamaldita na nanman. I mean nageepal nanaman. Pumunta siya sa multiply ko then siguro she saw na it's for contacts only,eh di ko siya contact. So kinausap niya cousin ko if she could use her acct, kukuha lang daw siya ng pictures YEAH RIGHT? Bakit kelangan pa niya pumasok eh all she has to do is to go to raquel's multiply tapos pili siya ng pics then save as. DUH. I'm not surprised, syempre di maiisip ni ate yun. Haaaaaaay, as if may makikita siya. Ayaw kasing maniwala na BREAK NA KAMI. Gusto niya kasi magmalinis. Sorry siya, sobrang dumi parin ng reputasyon niya. Walang magagawa yung paninira niya sakin sa mga pinsan ko kasi once na tumira na yung mga tao dto, alam na nila agad kung totoo yung pinagsasabi niya o hindi. Haaaaay. Ingat ingat. Baka ma******. ;) Sana magtrabaho na siya, then pakasal na tapos lipat na sa ibang bansa! :D

2006-06-25T11:55:00.000+08:00

Waaaaaaah! It's Sunday and tomorrow will be the start of a new week of hell. Sobrang ngayon lang ako nagonline sa buong week. Hahahahaha! Bawal mag PC ng weekday. Whattaboutthat?..Anyway, sobrang ayaw ko na magaral! Nasasabaw lang ako, lalo na sa Geom. At first, I thought sobrang dali lang ng Geom pero i was wrong...Basic palang yung tinuturo nalilito na ko. Fucker. Pero I will still try my very best para maintindihan yun. Hahahahaha! Sa chem naman tungkol sa uod, uod, uod may halaga din! : Hahahahhaha! Sa CLE naman, muntik-muntikan na kong makatulog sa lahat ng class niya. BORING. Lahat nalang ng subjects may mali, pati sa THE! Ambaho kasi ng hininga ni BASTI eh. Rrrrr. Medyo ayos na yung class. Natotolerate ko na yung pagiging pagkapangit niya, kasi wala namang magagawa pagrereklamo ko eh! Hahahaha. No choice na ko..Ayun nga, next week na yung try-outs sa soccer and 25 lang kukunin ata kahit club. So, pano na tayo Lira? Wala na tayong club? damayan na ba to?...Running for fitness nalang kaya? Hayy, im not in the mood to blog. Haha. ANYWAY! Sana makapasa si Donna sa Glee Club, she really has a nice goosebump-ing voice. As in yung nakakakilabot dahil maganda, no joke guys. :) Sana din makapasa si Legs sa Sayawatha para pareho na silang sumasayaw ni BURN. Imagine Legs doing a sexy dance! :)) Tawa nalang tayo ha?..Sana makapasa kami ni Lira sa soccer. Sayang naman yung pagpapagod namin nung summer. : Sana talaga. Patiwakal nalang tayo, Lira. Hohumm. Every Thursday may STUDY GROUP kami nila Kris Prado. Wow naman, back together na kami ulit. Hahahahaha. Wait, grabe nakita ko yung report card ko last year tapos nakita ko grades ko..biglang nasabi ko sa sarili ko "Shit! Ang tanga ko pala". Binudburan ng C yung card ko. Bobo. Hayyyy. Gusto ko pa naman magUP. : No chance na. Hmmmm. Wala na ko masabi. Hahahha.

2006-06-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

June 15, 2006

First day of school

Wow. Super excited ko pa naman pumasok para makita yung class list, kung sino classmates ko at kung sino-sino yung mga taong magpapasaya ng 3rd and 4th year ko. NAMAN, i was SHOCKED. Hahaha. Sa list, si Mara at Kris lang kilala ko. Jusko lord, I sense something.....something BAD. Pero okay lang ako nung asa sportscom kami, masaya kasi ang daming naliligaw na PIRSHYIR...yung tipong yung skirt halatang galing sa old school niya tapos meron FIRST DAY OF CLASSES=NAKAP.E. . Mukang alam na ata niya kung ano yung sched niya. :)) Ayun, so bell na...akyatan na. Nung asa room na ko, hindi ko alam kung san ako uupo! wala akong kilala, actually meron pero hindi kami close. So nagintay ako sa labas, dumating si Moe..sabi ko upo na kami then dumating na si Kris, Yas, and Mara. Naman, dun palang nagulantang na ko sa nakita ko. I know right away na this class will be SO boring and halata sa mga muka nila na isa silang malalaking NR. Hahummm. Dumating na si Ms. Alvarez, pinagalitan pa kami ng slight kasi hindi kami naka by class number. Sorry naman, nasanay kasi kaming tatayo kaming lahat, pupunta sa platform at tatawagin isa-isa ang aming names para umupo sa particular seat. SORRY NAMAN. Hahaha. So ayun na..I was right, the class was so boring and QUIET. Hahaha. Nakakatakot pa humirit kasi baka walang magreact kasi NR NGA SILA. Sobrang RRRR. Gusto nga namin ni Mara sumaya yung class, pero hindi namin alam kung pano. Haaaaaay..Tapos yun na yun! Grabe first day na first day 3:25 na agad yung uwian. NAMAN. I'm going to miss summer..

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June 16, 2006

Second day in hell

Waaaaaaah! Ayoko na talaga. Parang ang dami kong dala papunta sa school, as in lahat ng makakapal na books! Nakakapikon. Anyway, kay aga aga pumunta kami sa teardrop para ewan ko?..basta pumunta kami dun. Sa sobrang kaboringan namin, nagisip kami ng gagawin para maging close kami sa isa't-isa..naisip namin na mag"bonding" sa bahay ni cheskie or somewhere tapos magswim din kami. Whataboutthat? Sa clubhouse daw nila cheskie may kakamatay lang na bata sa pool, so gaganahan pa ba kami? Hahaha. Anyway, grabeeeeeeeee! Ngayon talaga gusto kong gustuhin yung class ko pero hindi talaga siya kagusto-gusto. Napapasabak ako sa english-an kela Stan tapos meron namang iba, or maraming hindi ko napapansin na nageexist..Ang napapansin ko lang is si Moe, Mara, and Kris. WOW! Ang saya noh?..NOT. Basta supercalifragilelisticespiallydocious. I think etong entry na to tungkol lang sa class. Pero kasi naman eh!! 3-3 SUCKS. Yun na yun eh. Ang NR parin nila..Hindi ko alam kung pano ako sasaya dun. Pero i bet magiging honor kami ni Mara ngayon kasi talagang makakaconcentrate ka sa pagaaral dahil hindi maingay at all you can hear are the chirps of the birds. WHOT. Basta yun na yun. Anyway, during lunch time nag gagaguhan kami nila kaye and legs then napagod na kami so umupo na kami sa bleachers, andun sila dea and bets. Ayun na, nangaasar na sila hanggang tumuloy tuloy at BOOM ang huli ko nalang natatandaan nahulog na ko kasi nung papaupo na ko sa chair, aba naman hinili ni bettina. Puta! Nakita panty ko and nawala ang dignidad ko dahil nakaharap talaga ako sa maraming tao. Namaaaaan. Anyway, i never thought na yung pag gagaguhan na yun eh nilalagyan pa ng malisya ng mga friends ko. Hindi naman malisya pero gets? Si Bets ang nangaasar, hindi ko naman pinapansin at sinasabi ko na naman na tama na. Wala lang. Parang bat naman ganun diba? It was all a joke and hindi naman ako yung nangaasar. Hindi ko na nga pinapatulan eh (except nung hinila yung chair ko). Diba? Ano ang dapat wag kalimutan dun?....Wala naman akong ginawang masama. : Haaaay..Anyway, SOBRANG NAGUTOM AKO NUNG PAUWI!!! Eh ayaw ako bilan ng nanay ko ng pagkain sa labas, as in nagpaparinig na ko..wa epek! So hanggang dumating kami sa bahay, gutom na gutom ako...tinulog ko nalang, pag gising ko....MAS MALALAYUNG KAGUTUMAN KO na dumating sa point na hindi na ko nagsasalita. WHOT. Hahahah. tapos kmain na ko, busog na.

2006-06-14T10:54:00.000+08:00

Atlast nakapili na ko ng layout pero papalitan ko pa yung banner. Hahaha. Anyway..Summer's almost over! As in isang tulog nalang pasukan na. BUMMER. Hahaha. Natutuwa ako, nagbblog ako ng ganito. Ayoko kasi sa multiply eh, corny. Anyway, I'm so excited pumasok bukas! Pero kinakabahan din kasi sa magiging classmates. What if hindi ko sila makasundo or maging classmate ko yung ayaw ko maging classmate? Sobrang kainis siguro yun, eh blocked section na kami. Hahaha. Tama ba? Wala lang. Tapos naisip ko, what if kaming 7(ako, Lira, Kaye, Donna, Baello, Legs, Cleyr) magclassmates? Ang cool siguro nun..parang close kaming lahat. Hahaha.

Last night, hindi ako masyado makatulog kasi % and I had a fight. Di naman as in pero gets? Hahaha. Since onti lang naman makakakita nito, and I think si Donna lang(hahahaha), kkwento ko na. Pero hindi detailed. Ayun, kasi pinapanuod ko yung Princess Diaries 2 tapos magkatext kami ni % then sabi niya pinanuod daw nila ni :0) yun as in silang dalawa lang, kami na nun. So tinanong ko siya ng tinanong kung ano pa yung ginawa nila ganyan ganyan. Hahaha. Then tinanong ko siya kung lumabas pa sila nun after sabi niya hindi..Pero sinabi niya nung pumunta siya sa Shang na sabi niyang kasama niya sila Katya(Katya ni Soph), yun pala si :0) yung kasama niya! As in sinundo pa daw niya. Diba? Kahit wala na sila, ang point ko lang lumabas silang dalawa na walang kasama. So ano yun? Date?..Alam kong matagal na issue na yung kay :0) PERO nakakabother parin pag silang 2 lang yung magkasama diba? Hindi ko alam kung may nangyayari nang kababalaghan. Maybe nagkatrauma lang ako sa nangyari dati...Pero pangit naman talagang tgnan na lumalabas ka kasama ex mo tapos may kaon ka pa. Diba?..Then tinanong ko kung nagtetext pa sila simula nung nag globe siya, sabay oo ang sagot. Hmp! NAIINIS AKO.

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The first player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things, as well as state this rule clearly.. in the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names...

1. I'm SO addicted to online games. AS IN. Sobrang halos lahat ng sites ng online game, alam ko and nalaro ko na. Yung adventure games lang naman. :)
2. Whenever I eat green mango, kelangan may sawsawan ako na patis at asukal. Hindi ako makakakain ng mangga pag wala yun. Pareho sa Ponkan, suka and asin naman. Hahaha. WEIRD.
3. Sa bahay, mataray ako and iyakin. :)) imagine that! Hahahhahahaha. Hindi ko lang makuha gusto ko, iyak na ko kagad. Whatta. Para akong nana eh. :))
4. I sing in the shower. Who doesn't??.. ;D
5. It takes me more than 5 mins. to make poopoo. Hahahaha. Its either I'm texting or reading something that makes my poopoo time longer.
6. Ano pa ba??..AH! Before going to sleep, humaharap ako sa mirror para gumawa ng mga faces..as in pati pose ah. Pero nakaupo naman. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Minsan nga nagscary face ako, takte yan talagang natakot ako. Parang yung sa Nickelodeon. :))

:D I tag Carla, Mikko, Baello, Kaye, Janica, Mar.

Name ten of life's simple pleasures that you like the most, then pick ten people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.

1. My friends. :) Kasi they're always there to support me and make me happy. And saya nila kasama! Hahahaha! Corny ko. Kainis.
2. FOOD. Kasi pag wala akong ginagawa kain ako ng kain! SARRRAAAAP. Hahahaha. Sobrang nauubos talaga money ko sa kakabili ng pagkain. :)
3. Clouds. Super cool ang clouds. Hahaha. Yung Fluffy ones ah?:)) Kasi pag sobrang taas nung araw tapos walang clouds, parang ang sakit sa balat. Pero pag meron parang ang sarap magstroll sa kalye. Hahaha. Koneksyon?..Basta masarap siya. Hahaha. ;)
4. Candieeees! Kahit anong candy ibigay sakin super saya ko na! Para nga akong bata na candy lang, ayos na. Candy makes me happy, SUPER HAPPY. :) Pero sana yung normal na flavor lang ng candy, not yung LUYA CANDY. YUCK.
5. My mom(I dont know how to do that heart thingy). Kasi since wala naman akong tatay, i mean buhay pa siya pero i dont consider him as my dad. Ayun, sobrang siya lang kasi nagpapasaya sakin pag andito sa house(+ Tita Nel:) ). I love her soooo much.
6. My BESTEST FRIEND, Carla. Nakanaman. Hahaha. Basta ang saya kasi makipagkuwentuhan sakanya and I can share all of my secrets sakanya. Lagi kaming naghheart to heart talk. ;;) Tapos pag may umaaway sakin, wala siyang ginagawa! Sweet noh?..Hahaha. Goodluck sa BF mo!:))
7. What else?..Yung trees kasi sarap matulog sa shade niya on a hot summer day. REFRESHING. :))
8. Street foods. :D Kahit bawal sakin dahil sa amoeba ko, kumakain parin ako. SARAAAAAAAAP. Yung mga ISAW, TOKNENE, FISHBALL, and SCRAMBLE(yung pink ice thingy na nilalagyan ng choco syrup and powdered milk). YUMMM.
9. The WIND. Mukang nagiging nature lover na ko?:)) Ang sarap kaya ng wind lalo na pag may clouds na tumatakip sa sun. Pag nasa ilalim ka ng puno. Cool. Nagtugma tugma lahat. Hahaha. Kasi when you're alone sa isang peaceful place or corner or wherever tapos parang relaxed ka and lahat, you will appreciate everything around you. :)
10. My life. Kahit hindi man kami ganun kayaman and broken family kami, I still made myself happy in my own ways. :) I have friends that i treat as my golden treasure. WHOT. Hahaha. I'm contented in what I have. Mukang wala na tong koneksyon ah?:))

I tag Carla, Legs, Mar, Baello, Mikko, Kai, Anna I., Janica, Mara, Kaye. :)

----nasabaw ako dun ah. :))