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Sunday, January 13, 2008

I'm really in a good mood right now. SO HAPPY! : ) Balance of nature nga naman.. I got a new crush. Waleeeey! Syempre hindi ko naman ipapaalam sakanya na crush ko siya diba.. and piling tao lang nakakaalam. Haha. Pero i've never been this happy.. actually naging ganito na ko pero that was a long time ago. Panahon pa ng kopong-kopong. Haynako.. I don't flirt with him naman kasi may boundaries talaga. PERO ngayon nalang ako ulit nakakita ng guy na hindi ako tintreat as a girl pero hindi rin naman ako masyadong tintreat as a guy. Alam niya kung ano mga limitations niya. Waley. Asaran lang most of the time.. pero it's all G. I can't say naman na he likes me too but who cares.. i'm not expecting something to happen between the two of us. Napapasaya niya ko, that's enough. Hindi nga lang niya alam na napapasaya nya ko and ayoko naman ipaalam noh. HAHA. Yung mga simpleng gestures niya sakin, nakakilig lang talaga. Haha. I don't want to interfere with shits kaya tahimik muna ako.. I'll just keep it to myself. Hehe. Super happy ko lang talaga ngayon and it feels so WEIRD. I felt this way din nung kay Carla and Inigo eh.. pero dun lang. Well anyway, come what may.. Wag na muna isipin yung future. Uulitin ko, masaya ako. Hindi porket kinikilig ako or whatsoever, nilalandi ko na siya. Landi? Not my thing.. HAHA. :P Oh well. Steady na ko sa ganitong situation.. Single! : ) Basta itatatak ko sa utak ko, not to expect too much. : )

Hmm. Masyado na ko naaddict sa COFFEE PRINCE, lahat nalang nirerelate ko dun. Parang, super gusto ko maging guy actually feeling ko guy ako whenever i'm with the other models.. Yung ganun. I don't want any of them to like me, seriously.. so i act that way. I just act myself kasi i really don't want to be someone else to impress them. Ewan ko.. Well anyway, about coffee prince naman. Waley.. HAHA. Naisip ko na lalaki talaga ako tapos nagtataka ko kung bat ako tintext ng crush ko. Yung ganung tipo. HAHAHA! Screw you, coffee prince! Kidding. Hmmm hmmm.

On the contrary, i want to change some things about myself.. not because i want someone to like me but because feeling ko hindi na ko narerespect ng ibang guy friends ko kasi they know na hindi ako normal na girl na maasar on mabababaw stuff.. Hmm. Yung ganun lang. Haynakerr. Ang hirap maging Tere Sevilla. Bat ganun.

While i was looking at some of my "vain pictures", i realized something.. Hindi pala bagay sa guys ang magpakavain as in yung tipong cellphone nila panay solo pics nila with different angles and different poses. Ewan ko lang, nakakatawa lang. Siguro yun din iniisip nila towards girls pero it's a different shit eh. HAHA. Nakakatawa lang talaga :)) I saw Paul's picture pa naman sa multiply. HAHAHAHA. Natawa ako eh! :)) WALEY. =)) Haynako. Pero i should just let them be. : ) Kung san sila masaya, congrats nalang. Haha!

Nakakaasar yung mga taong nagtetext or nag-im tapos pag nagrep hindi naman na magrereply! HAHA. Nakakaasaaaaaaaaaaar.

Things i want to do:
1. Try to quit smoking XD
2. Drink IF AND ONLY IF there's a SPECIAL occassion
3. WAG NG MAGMUMURA. Instead of saying fuck you, say.. "Fudgie brownie" :)) Gago.. "bogart" tangina mo/niyo.. "Fishnets" at kung anu ano pa
4. Go to the gym starting on Tuesday! Grabe na biceps ko e :))
5. Stay single until i reach college
6. Not to rush things
7. Not to look for a guy but to wait for him instead ;)
8. Try talking like a girl
9. Try walking like a girl
10. Try dressing up like a girl
11. Enjoy being single
12. Hanggang crush lang lahat
13. Not to interfere in certain shits
14. Never be too sensitive, but not that insensitive
15. JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET.

Shit. Hindi ko pa nagagawa yung palanca letters nila Skye and Mara. DEDS.

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