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Friday, December 21, 2007

Today i was supposed to go out with Skye Nadela. Saktong chill lang.. Well actually, the real plan was to go to Mariz's pad then bahala na kung anong mangyari. Deyngit.. Hindi ako pinayagan. What about that? NakakaBV. Nakakaduda daw kasi.. Gagawa naman talaga kami ng project. Waha! Pinproject. Well anyway.. I've been talking to Skye for 2 days na.. as in nag-usap kami the other night sa phone til 3am. Ano pinag-usapan namin? I forgot, basta i know we played 7 deadly sins online and i completed it siya kulang ng isa. Kawawa? Haha! Last night, we talked til 4am? I was sleepy na kasi.. Siya, ewan ko dun. Haha. Yabang kasi sa WIRELESS LANDLINE. Sorry na. Poor lang kami. Last night, tumawag si Paulo De La Paz din.. unfortunately, i was studying/reading a book. Once in a lifetime lang ako magbasa so i told him i'll text him nalang.. Kaso naputol pag text namin kasi nawalan ng batt. Haha. Skye and I played ABCD's.. Yung may certain topic then we'll name things basta HAHa mahirap iexplain. Yung di maka answer, will be asked one question.. Waley eh. HAHA. Hindi ko kasi kinakaya yung tinatanong sakin. Like ilan na yun prospect mo na pang palit kay Inigo? Sino dun yung pinakagusto mo? *ehem* Pag nagakron ka ba ng bago seseryosohin mo o gagawin mong rebound?.. Napapatahimik nalang ako pero i need to answer those questions eh. Waley. HAHA. As of now talaga i'm not sure. Mahirap ang situation ko.. Wanna know why? It's a different kind of problem narin eh.. Sobrang iba from what i had. AT LONG LAST, UNTI-UNTI NANG GUMUGULONG ANG GULONG. WALA NA KO SA ILALIM. :P Badtrip.. Hindi ako nagyayabang or ano.. Basta, merong 4 na tao. I don't know if this early, dapat akong mag stick to one. Eh hello, wala namang commitment eh. I mean, i like them basta ewan kooo. Tanginerr. Uulitin ko, hindi ako nagyayabang.. I'm just confused. I asked Erjo about this na eh and he chose Person A. Ewan ko.. May problema din kasi sa bawat isa eh.

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Person A : I like him, yes. Kabilang bakod lang siya madaliang tawiran. Haha. He's nice. I can talk to him about anything, mapaintellectual man or kagaguhan. I can tell him everything, i know his secrets.. he knows mine. Nag aadvice-an kami every now and then. Kasama ko siya sa modeling pero hindi kami partners dun sa modeling shits, partner ko si Paul Martinez (okay lang, we're friends). As in nung nagkita kami parang wala man lang "UY" haha. Parang hinead to toe pa ko na tingin tapos parang puta, di ko alam kung ano iniisip niya pero parang ganito eh 'uhh. okay.' yung ganung tipo. Waley. My kabarkada told me dati after mag break din kami ni Inigo na he likes me, he just doesn't want to rush things kasi syempre kakabreak lang namin. Tapos another friend of mine told me last night na he talked to both of my 'boys'. Isa siya dun, sabi niya.. sa pag-uusap nila parang basta sabi niya na he likes me. Ewan ko, hindi naman niya pinapakita eh. There was a time na lagi kami magkatext as in hindi JACK moments.. matinuan. The problem : Minsan nalang kami mag-usap. Hindi ko rin alam kung maging siya man, seseryosohin niya kasi he has this problem na he can't decide on his own tapos basta.. ewan ko. Hindi ko alam if he likes me, likes me.. pero i can tell, kahit di kami nag-uusap.. i like him.

Person B : He's okay.. Gentleman, nakikiride, ayos pumorma.. malapit din, madaling tawiran. Mayaman, isang text lang nandyan. Sobrang bait na feel ko nakakaabuso na ko. Haha. Walang bisyo, good boy talaga. Gwapo, oo. Crush ko.. Madaling makasama. Hindi siya maarte. I'm just not sure kung sweet siya or hindi, pero from what i saw kung pano niya itreat yung dati niyang girl.. Sweet pre! Nung valentines, basta.. SWEET. Yun nalang yun. Sabi nung close friend ko, he likes me. I just don't know if i like him, like him. Kaya ngayon, lay low muna. Ayokong magpaasa sa wala. Sabi rin ng friend ko, he doesn't deserve those shittin shits. The problem : He's too much of a good boy na nagiging BAD INFLUENCE na talaga ako. For example, pinayosi ko siya (haha) then nung party nung friend ko pinainom ko siya ng onting Rhum Coke. I mean, pano pag naging kami diba? Waley na, sisihin pa ko ng madrasta niya na sinira buhay ng anak niya. Gets? He's too much for me. Sabi nga ni Eds.. DEMURE SIYA, WALEY AKO. and i'm telling you, opposites don't match all the time. Sanay ako sa chill lang and inom, sanay siya sa Shang and shopping. We're from different parts of the universe, pre. Di kami pareho ng trip. Haynako. Sayang.. Kung patapon lang siya katulad ko. Hehe.

Person C : Okay. She's a SHE. I like her matagal na! Siya yung reason kung bat kami nag break ng ex ko.. pero pag nagkakaron kami ng time na wala kaming goofra/boofra pareho.. Hindi kami naglalandian, pag meron tsaka may nangyayari. I mean, cmon. Ganun ba talaga kasaklap yun. I like her, yes. Pero pota, magseseryosohan ba kami? We rarely text each other. Wala ata kaming mapagusapan or sadyang di ako nakakapagrep kasi puro yung crush niya yung pinag-uusapan namin. And i'm telling you guys, di ako natutuwa. Hehe. Syempre may selos, oo. Haynako ewan. Pag sweet kami, sweet talaga. Pero sa school minsan magkakasalubong, di man lang mag hi sa isa't-isa. Ewan ko. Ang labo lang kasi na kapag meron kaming iba tsaka namin winiwish na kami nalang pero pag wala, WALEY. Sabi nga namin, siguro di lang namin maaccept yung fact na may iba kami.. eh ngayong wala kaming iba. Ano meron? WALA. Ang labo talaga. So obvious naman na puro problem to. The problem : Walang right timing. Pag sweet, sweet talaga pero may mga times na wala lang talaga. I don't know kung ano ba ako sakanya and vice versa, hindi ko alam kung ano siya sakin. We used to like each other pero ngayon i still like her pero ewan ko lang. PERO i need to make things clear, i'm not head over heels naman sakanya ha.

Person D : He's nice. Least expected na guy na magkakagusto sakin, kung may gusto talaga siya. He's gwapo and mabait. I don't know him that much pa.. For the last 2 days, naguusap kami TIL THE BREAK OF DAWN :)). Hindi siya boring kausap kasi puro kwento (sorry kung ako di makwento). We have lot of things in common, we both like ONLINE GAMES, CARTOOOOOONS!!, TERIYAKI BOY, NUTELLA.. and yung iba pa. Pareho kaming patapon.. not in a bad way. Sakanya ko nakikita na puta walang limitations dito.. i mean i can be whoever i want to be. I can be open to him anytime pero as of now, waley pa. HAha. Nakikiride siya sa mga kagaguhan.. Yung mga 'waley' at iba pang kabaklaan. KERI TALAGA te. I can see din naman na he's a good friend to anyone. Mabait talaga si gago.. The problem : May kumakalat na balita DATI PA na he's a player.. so ngayon hindi ko alam kung seseryosohin ba ko nito kung seryosohin ko siya. From his stories meron siyang sinasabi na may inutos yung friend ko na gaguhin niya, sinunod naman niya. I mean i'm scared na trip trip lang ako. Ayoko na ng ganun. Sabi naman ng iba kong friends, laos na daw blabla. Waley. :)) Ewan ko!

See. Sobrang hirap talaga kasi lumugar sa tamang lugar. Ngayon talaga, confused ako. Sabi ni Kate wag daw ako bumangka sa dalawang ilog.. Ewan ko! Basta top 2 ko : Person A & D. Haha. Im not sure kung sino yung mas gusto ko. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat at di dapat gawin.. Like what i've said, wala namang commitment pero at the same time i don't want to hurt anyone diba? Haynako. Kawaleyaaaan. BAHALA NA WONDER WOMAN!! I'll just go with the damn flow. :p

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