Okay.. Hmm. So i'm quite disappointed. Break-up season na ba talaga? Parang ewan.. Sayang lahat ng relationships eh. James-Mich, Mara-Bern(on and off), Jeff-Mack, Tere-Inigo, etc.. Oo, nasasayangan lang ako sa lahat ng relationships kasi parang feeling mo okay lahat then with just one blink of an eye wala na agad. I mean, tangina diba? Why would something start when eventually, it'll end din naman.. Ano yun? For experience?.. Tss. We invested sa relationship pero sa huli parehong malulugi lang din. Sana once you fall IN love, you'll never fall OUT of love. Life is so unfair talaga eh. Kung kelan mahal na mahal mo na, tsaka mawawala. Haynako.. Bat ba ko nagiging ganito? Bitter? Ewan.. May boylets/girlet naman pero pucha, i still miss him. Bat ganun? kahit isang beses... hindi man lang niya ko namimiss? Is it because he's happy na with THAT kid? or dahil marami rami narin sila. Ewan ko.. I kept telling myself, i'm moving on.. wherein in reality, in really not. Napapakilig ako ng sobra ng iba pero iba parin eh. Hay, ngayon naiinggit ako kay Janlo-Raia. After a long time, they got back together.. Ngayon ayoko nang umasa kasi sinasampal nalang sa muka ko na he's over me and he's happy with someone else. If hindi man lang niya ko balikan, i hope yung next boyfriend iba na talaga.. hindi yung tipong boyfriend who takes me for granted.
I miss him so much.. really.Pumunta ako ng practice for fashion show yesterday since last year narin naman. I was surprised to not see him there.. Inexpect ko kasi na magkikita kami, i want to see him.. tapos casual talk shits. Ewan feel ko ayaw niya ko makita at iniiwasan niya ako. AGH. Pero oh well.. Hindi naman sa gusto ko siya maging partner sa fashion show pero gusto ko magsama lang din kami kahit as friends lang. Haynako.. Anyway, ang kupal ng director! I have a batchmate from MC and he was just talking with her bf. Then pinahiya sila nung kupal na director telling them na wag maglandian blabla, pinaakyat pa ng stage at dun daw mag landian! WTF diba? He's not in the position to do that and hello, they weren't doing anything! Meron ngang naghoholding hands eh tapos sila they were just talking to each other masama na ba yun? He even asked what school she's from tapos grabe na siya makapag generalize. Whatever. Hindi naman siya professional magayos ng fashion show eh! MUKA NGA LANG SIYANG TRAINER SA GYM. Aaandd mahiya naman siya sa suot niya. Does he think we will respect him as a director kapag nagsuot siya ng ganun at nag act siya ng ganun? You might wonder what he was wearing, he's wearing this kind of sando that guys use when they go to the gym.. Yea, he's a show off. He wants us to see that he has muscles. WHATEV. Tapos his long hair was all over his face. Kapag pawis na pawis siya, kadiri talaga itsura. Parang kakagaling sa sex na ganun. Nyeta, EWW. Super ang kupal talaga.. He thinks siguro na he's in the position to do that. Mali talaga eh. Oh well. My partner pala sa fashion show is Jec. Whoever he is. GRABE ANG PAYAT NA NI JAMO! HAHAHA. Nanibago ako eh, oh well. Hmmmm. Sinundo kami ni Shelly ni kuya Bry sa lasalle then off to Katip! Sheet feel ko mamatay ako sa pagddrive ni kuya bry eh! BV! :)) We ate sa flaming wings.. Nilibre ko si kuya bry para bayad dahil sinundo niya kami. Drews after that tapos condo nila Kuya bry. Wow, kapatid ng bestfriend ko kasama ko hahaha. Pusoy dos lang then dumating yung friends ni kuya bry, girl-next-door. EXIT AKO PAPUNTANG ROOM, nose bleed eh! :D It's all G.
I want him back......... :(
