I SUPER hate Enzo. I told him last time that for a guy to pass my shitty, he need to go to my house and visit me. He told me that he told Inigo what I told him. So nowww. Inigo's asking me if he could visit me here. So i was like.. UGGGGHHHHHHHHH ENZO!! IM GONNA KILL YOU! Cause yea i don't like hime na. I don't want him visiting me.. there's something wrong with that. Anyway... Rrrrgh. We ended things last friday, so why is he acting so weird. Like he's hoping pa? it's so clear naman eh. What part of ENDING things doesn't he understand? mmmhhmm. It's been awhile since i last wrote an entry. Wow. Hahaha. I so like PAULO! and MIGS! SHEEEEET. <33333333333 Crushy wushyyyy.
Wait.. Inigo and Mara are thinking that benj and i are you knowwww.. falling for each other. It is SOOOO wrong. He's cool and I'm hot.. :)) We're not like magnets, opposite does not attract. We're just bestfriends you know. :)
Wow. It's been awhile since i last blogged. ;) I am so lazy to make an entry.. Haha! We started our review class last Friday. It was okay? Not what I expected. I thought we'll have different subjects in a day.. BUT NO! Sbv. Last Friday we had math1 for 4 whole hours. Yesterday we had ENGLISH. Nose bleed man! We had a quiz, i didn't answer 3 pages of it. Haha! Cause i really dont know what to answer. I'm stupid in english remember? Hahaha. I don't know the meaning of some words.. kaya i didn't waste my time answering that shit. Hahaha. We took lotsa test yesterday.. i think 4? Damn it. Haha. EAT DIRT!! :p Wow.. I study before i sleep. Last night I read the dictionary.. and studied the english thingies. Haha. Grabe i really dont know what to say man!
Bernard's trying to convince me to give inigo another chance.. I really cant cause seriously, i feel nothing for him anymore. I know the reason i gave him when we "broke up" was i dont want him to get hurt cause we don't see each other and we dont spend quality time with one another. But that's just one of the reasonS i have.. When i broke up with him, i can't feel anything for him na. It's like the spark's gone.. Another reason was i'm scared of what might sexually happen between the 2 of us.. I really don't want that process thingy.. I know that if i don't want to, we don't have to do it.. But it's pressure man, he is used to doing that shit. i'll be forced to go through that icky process. I know you get it. I'm not a FAN of sex or that touchy touchy thingy. Last reason.... It's like if we continue our thing, my world will just revolve around him. Cause it's like he doesn't want me to interact with my other friends, all he wants is for me to be with him the whole time. Selfish man.. I don't know what to do. I can't do what Benj told me to do cause i can't force myself to like someone. It's like i'll just play with his feelings and mine. It's hard to understand but that's it. Yea i care for him, i care for all of my friends. I have a crush on him but i don't like him, like him. I just like him. Gets? So please tell him Benj that he should find another girl nalang. I don't like him waiting for nothing. Kk? I DON'T WANT US BACK TOGETHER.
Hey bestfriend! Be cool aryt? Everything will be okay. You'll get back together someday.. She'll realize that the way she reacted was wrong. Take it from me, i experienced the same thing she's experiencing. Don't lose hope okay? Kill Maika nalang. Kidding :0) Mara told me that she's thanking maika.. So don't get mad at her cause the person you love likes maika. Haha. im not making any sense. :)) I'll be here for you no matter what. Through thick and thin, i'll be your bestfriend. I'm not a fair-weather friend. Even though you're down and out, i'll always be here for you. Hahaha. IDIOMS. Ohh i love those. :)) Hahaha. Wait i'll treat you tom! Mocha frost sa Jollibee. Mmmhmmm. We can treat each other naman diba? We're not dating so that means i can treat you. :) Right right? Let's find a girl/guy soon! :)
