Hmm. Now i'm in the mood to talk about Inigo. Aww.. I miss him. But still, we're better off separated. Wow.. very emotional. Hahaha. :p Here are some things that reminds me of him: Deck, my long lost cam :)), the smell of a cigarette's smoke or whatever you call that shit, and the song "Oh it is love". Hmm. I know i'll get over him right away cause i don't love him that much.. but the fact that I love him? That's different right?.. This was the first time i fell inlove with a guy. As you all know, all my past relationships were with girls. :/ Yea, that makes me a lesbo. Haha. Anyway, i miss him. He was the first guy i hugged, kissed, and held hand with. Enzo's not counted. Haha! When I held Enzo's hand, it was just for the sake of winning the sweetest couple award.. but we didn't win :( HAHA. You guys don't know that. Getting back.. We were at first close friends, VERY close. We talked every night before we go to sleep, AS FRIENDS okay? We talked about stuffs.. and I remember telling him that I like someone and he shouldn't know about it. We were secret buddies! Haha! He told me he has a secret.. I told him that if he tells me his secret, ill tell him mine. He said "
baka magalit si Enzo".. So it's quite obvious right? He likes me, so i told him i like him too. Hmm. UNFAITHFUL. Enzo and I were you know, in a "thing" that time.. Haha. One day, I didn't go to school and him too. I went to his place, it's like our bonding time. We didn't do anything yucky, okay? We just played pusoy dos until Effrey, Jamo, and his other friend arrived. Moving on.. After that day, we were i dont know.. sweet?.. Hehe. He goes to Katip everyday to spend time with me. Aww. Hmm. Long story, i dont want to go into details.. Haha. That will take me forever. Kidding. :p Hmm. The first time we held each other's hands was when we were in front of a computer shop after playing counterstrike and O2 jam.
(baduy? HAHA) Hmm. It was very romantic! HAHAHA! Yuck. Hahaha. Hmm Our first hug happened when we were in Prince David (deck). Our first kiss.. Hmm. If we're talking about the *smack*.. Deck is the place to be! Haha. March 7 was the date! HAHA! Let's not talk about the thing after the smack. HAHA. But thank God it ended there. HAHA. Yea, I'm scared about that thing.. When the guy shoots it.. You know. HAHAHA. I'm too young for that. Wahaha. Seriously. I'm super against premaretal sex. YUCK. Thinking about makes me puke. HAHA. Getting back, i stopped our "thing" cause i can't feel anything special na. I mean there's no spark.. When we talk on the phone, we have nothing to talk about and he's always in a bad mood. I can't really explain it. Long story.. Moving on, i didn't want to continue our thing cause i no longer feel the
spark. It's not a good thing if i let that thing happen, it's like i'm just playing with his feelings. Right? I know I did the right thing to do. He told Mich that he can't take it anymore.. He said "Nahihirapan na ko kay Tere. blahblahblah.. nagiging manhid na siya.. blah blah blah.. para wala siyang time for me".. that kind of shits. So yea, I DID THE RIGHT THING. I don't want him to get hurt.. and it's a good thing cause we didn't have closure to what we have, meaning.. we can still continue it when everything's okay. But I doubt it, he will meet lotsa girls in his review class.. I will too. GIRLS? HAHAHA. Kidding :P Enough with the drama. I do hope he's okay.. He'll be happy with other girls. Maria's always there for him, which is a good thing? ;P Hehe. It's okay with me if they plan to reconcile or i don't know. Cheska said that i should keep my distance first until things go back to normal.. Meaning, until he moves on? HAhaha. I don't know. I'll just go with the flow, I guess. Hehe. But if someone wants to know if i'm okay.. HAHA. I'm okay, i just miss him. :)
Bernard don't push her away, okay? Don't rush things. Make sure if what you're feeling is KURAK. I mean, yeah. HAHA. I know you understand me and you care about me, so you're not gonna tell me to explain what i'm trying to say. HAHA. But I know you understand that thingy. JUST GO WITH THE
DAMN FLOW. We should have another treaty..The treaty of No-No. We shouldn't fall in love with each other. (Di tayo talo eh.) I know it's unimaginable.. but you know. HAHA. Expect the unexpected.. OKAY KOX? I want you to be my bestfriend. I don't know why.. I'm just comfortable telling you EVERYTHING. Don't laugh okay? HAHAH.
