Whew. I slept at around 7am. I talked to Benjamin til 6 in the morning. Haha. We talked about.. nothing? Haha. We just listened to songs.. we had a somewhat trivia. Haha. I'll play a song from a cartoon show or a disney movie and i'll ask him in what movie or cartoon was the song played. Hahaha. He only played 2 songs, 1 from Hercules and the other one from High School Musical. Oh i can't remember if he played more than 2 songs? Corny. HAHA. I played songs from Lilo & Stitch, Nightmare before Christmas, Mulan, Ren & Stimpy, and My Fairly Odd Parents. Hahaha. He wasn't able to guess the songs from Lilo&Stitch and NBC. :) Poor boy. Shit man.. Chip Skylark is so HOT. But his teeth are false teeth. MAJOR TURN OFF. HAHA. Were you guys able watch the episode where Timmy Turner had CP's teeth and he became the NEW Chip Skylark? Hahaha. I love that episode.. Haha. Wtf.. This is nonsense. Haha. Anyway, Benjamin and I talked about Carla. Hmmf. Yea, I was bitter last night. :/ I guess that's not a good thing? Haha. Shiznit! I suddenly realized something! I'm single for nearly 7 months now. Wow. That's a record I guess? Haha. After Carla, I had 4 "flings/thing".. Betang, Dea, Raph, and Inigo. Wahaha. I think that's a lot? Naah. Not really. Hahaha. God! I want to have a boyfriend.. but I don't know how to handle guys. So i think it will take time til i can have one. Arrrgh. Hahaha. I just want to know the feeling of having a boyfriend. Hmm. Cause i think having a gf and a bf is so different. Girls know what their girlfriends want.. cause i don't know?HAha. Can't explain it.. Anyway, i'll just wait for the right time and the right guy. I don't want to rush things.. cause right now i still don't know what i really like. It'll take time for me to know what is right for me. For now, i'll just do the trial and error shittin. Is that bad? I guess not. With that, i'll also have the chance to know myself better. Wowowee! That was intense! HAHA.
Cheddar texted me, asking if i want to go with her tomorrow and be in Kjwan's video. Haha. Just for trippin', i'd like to go but i still need to ask permission from my mom. Benjamin, Mich, and I will enroll tomorrow for our review classes. Shiiit. Can't wait til the start of review classes. Hmm hmm. My mom will go to Texas in May. Wahaha that means, after review classes i can go anywhere i want. FREEDOM! I won't be in trouble cause tita Nel will cover for me, my only problem is my WICKED SISTER. :)) She might tell my mom everything. Hahaha. Oh well..
Wow Benjamin has a blog na! HAHA. Are you bored? FOSHIZZLE. HAHAHA.
KKK. Vince is teaching me how to make a bag out with your old pants. I'm gonna post it later. LAUGHTRIPPPPP!
Hmm. Now i'm in the mood to talk about Inigo. Aww.. I miss him. But still, we're better off separated. Wow.. very emotional. Hahaha. :p Here are some things that reminds me of him: Deck, my long lost cam :)), the smell of a cigarette's smoke or whatever you call that shit, and the song "Oh it is love". Hmm. I know i'll get over him right away cause i don't love him that much.. but the fact that I love him? That's different right?.. This was the first time i fell inlove with a guy. As you all know, all my past relationships were with girls. :/ Yea, that makes me a lesbo. Haha. Anyway, i miss him. He was the first guy i hugged, kissed, and held hand with. Enzo's not counted. Haha! When I held Enzo's hand, it was just for the sake of winning the sweetest couple award.. but we didn't win :( HAHA. You guys don't know that. Getting back.. We were at first close friends, VERY close. We talked every night before we go to sleep, AS FRIENDS okay? We talked about stuffs.. and I remember telling him that I like someone and he shouldn't know about it. We were secret buddies! Haha! He told me he has a secret.. I told him that if he tells me his secret, ill tell him mine. He said "
baka magalit si Enzo".. So it's quite obvious right? He likes me, so i told him i like him too. Hmm. UNFAITHFUL. Enzo and I were you know, in a "thing" that time.. Haha. One day, I didn't go to school and him too. I went to his place, it's like our bonding time. We didn't do anything yucky, okay? We just played pusoy dos until Effrey, Jamo, and his other friend arrived. Moving on.. After that day, we were i dont know.. sweet?.. Hehe. He goes to Katip everyday to spend time with me. Aww. Hmm. Long story, i dont want to go into details.. Haha. That will take me forever. Kidding. :p Hmm. The first time we held each other's hands was when we were in front of a computer shop after playing counterstrike and O2 jam.
(baduy? HAHA) Hmm. It was very romantic! HAHAHA! Yuck. Hahaha. Hmm Our first hug happened when we were in Prince David (deck). Our first kiss.. Hmm. If we're talking about the *smack*.. Deck is the place to be! Haha. March 7 was the date! HAHA! Let's not talk about the thing after the smack. HAHA. But thank God it ended there. HAHA. Yea, I'm scared about that thing.. When the guy shoots it.. You know. HAHAHA. I'm too young for that. Wahaha. Seriously. I'm super against premaretal sex. YUCK. Thinking about makes me puke. HAHA. Getting back, i stopped our "thing" cause i can't feel anything special na. I mean there's no spark.. When we talk on the phone, we have nothing to talk about and he's always in a bad mood. I can't really explain it. Long story.. Moving on, i didn't want to continue our thing cause i no longer feel the
spark. It's not a good thing if i let that thing happen, it's like i'm just playing with his feelings. Right? I know I did the right thing to do. He told Mich that he can't take it anymore.. He said "Nahihirapan na ko kay Tere. blahblahblah.. nagiging manhid na siya.. blah blah blah.. para wala siyang time for me".. that kind of shits. So yea, I DID THE RIGHT THING. I don't want him to get hurt.. and it's a good thing cause we didn't have closure to what we have, meaning.. we can still continue it when everything's okay. But I doubt it, he will meet lotsa girls in his review class.. I will too. GIRLS? HAHAHA. Kidding :P Enough with the drama. I do hope he's okay.. He'll be happy with other girls. Maria's always there for him, which is a good thing? ;P Hehe. It's okay with me if they plan to reconcile or i don't know. Cheska said that i should keep my distance first until things go back to normal.. Meaning, until he moves on? HAhaha. I don't know. I'll just go with the flow, I guess. Hehe. But if someone wants to know if i'm okay.. HAHA. I'm okay, i just miss him. :)
Bernard don't push her away, okay? Don't rush things. Make sure if what you're feeling is KURAK. I mean, yeah. HAHA. I know you understand me and you care about me, so you're not gonna tell me to explain what i'm trying to say. HAHA. But I know you understand that thingy. JUST GO WITH THE
DAMN FLOW. We should have another treaty..The treaty of No-No. We shouldn't fall in love with each other. (Di tayo talo eh.) I know it's unimaginable.. but you know. HAHA. Expect the unexpected.. OKAY KOX? I want you to be my bestfriend. I don't know why.. I'm just comfortable telling you EVERYTHING. Don't laugh okay? HAHAH.
Okay. At long last I got to write an entry! I spent 2 days trying to figure out how the layout can be changed. Haha. I've tried xanga, tabulas, and blogspot.. but still, no luck. I really can't figure out how the layouts can be changed. Damn it. Oh well, I'm really excited to write an entry! Hmm I'll use this blog to practice my SPEAKING-AND-WRITING-IN-ENGLISH skills. Hahahaha! Shit. This is hard. Kiddin ;p I made a background image for my layout.. but I think i won't use it anymore cause as i've said, i'm having a hard time figuring things out. Sayang, it's really nice. Lesbo action. HAHAHA. Hotness ;P Girl-to-girl shitting is hotter than guy-to-guy. I don't know why. Hahahaha! Oh my, this isn't right. Haha. I can only talk to Carla, Bernard, Mara, and Mich about this kind of stuff. Haha! Wanna be on my list? Message me. Haha. Kidding ;p Labo. Wow.. My mom, tita Nel, tita Mean, and tita Cecil went to the casino. They left us(Ate and I) all alone. Boohoo. Nyeh. We invited Samboy over so that we won't get bored. Hahaha. I'm thinking of having a house party? Haha! But who will we invite? Our neighborhood is composed of tricycle and jeepney drivers, construction workers, drug addicts, and thieves. Is it a great idea to invite them? I guess not. Hahaha. We'll just have a slumber party. Hahaha. Slumber party for us means Samboy sleeping in our house. We don't party at night cause him, sleeping in our pad is quite normal and it happens everyday? Haha. So yankerr. No need to party. Arrrgh. I'm getting bored. Haha.
I have new friends! Regina and Paulo. Haha! ;) I think having a new friend means losing an old one. Hmm. I gained 2, and yeah, i lost 2. Anyway.. I like Regina, i mean she's funny and very open to almost everything. Haha. At first I thought she's this bitchy type because of what happened months ago (La Salle after party). Yea, you know that. Haha. But anyway, she's so nice! In Jet's party she kept saying sorry for what happened. Aww. I just like people who apologize for the wrong things they did. Who doesn't? Hehe. Hmm. What about Paulo? He's nice. Funny, but at the same time super corny like woah. ;P I don't get bored when i talk to him. i don't know why.. BUT LET ME CLEAR THINGS OUT.. I know you're thinking i like him, that's where you're wrong. There are just some people who I enjoy talking to and there are those who really bores me to death. Haha. Anyway, Paulo is very EMOTIONAL.. Hahaha. Out of nowhere, he'll just tell me his problems.. Which I think is okay? Haha. That means he trusts me. Oh well. Get over Desto. There are lots of better Desto's in the world. Haha. and wait.. Don't you have your own pickup lines? Cause the pickup lines you know are like so yesterday? HAHAHA. Joke. Anyway.. Imma talk about the other 2 friends that I lost. Lira and Kaye.. Hmm. It's a long story. Haha. But I don't know, we don't have a formal closure of our friendship and yea, i don't want it to end it but i think they do. :( I don't know. I guess I should just go with the flow? Aww damn. I miss them.. SO MUCH. :( Anyway enough with the drama! Haha. The best thing to do now is to appreciate what I have. ;) Hehe. Right now, I have two friends that i am close to.. Bernard and Mara. Hmm. Lovebirds huh? Hahaha kidding ;p Let's talk about Mara. She's nice, friendly, funny, and i have fun when i talk to her. It's like i don't know. We're open to almost everything.. She shares her problems, I share mine. She's always there for me, and i'm always there for her? Duh. HAhahaha. Anyway.. When I was in the hospital, she was the one who has an almost complete attendance, meaning almost everyday she went to the hospital to visit me. ;) Hahaha. Oh you wanna talk about mother... (White chicks) Haha. Weirdo. It's Bernard's turn. Hmmm. Yea, I treat him as my close friend.. Cause I think he really is. We talk to each other everyday, we talk about stuffs. He helped me with Dulay.. I help him with Mara. Noticed the ED in helpED? Hahaha. We'll talk about that later? Anyway.. I can talk to him about anything under the sun. Haha. I remember it all started when we were both in Baguio and we were so bored we talked to each other until 4am. Hahaha. I shared my deepest-most-darkest secret and he did too. But ofcourse I won't share that here. Hahaha. Anyway, i never thought that we would be this close. It's my first time to have a close guy friend, take note FRIEND. Meaning, i'm not expecting something to happen between us. I mean that would be nonsense. Moving on.. We had this treaty, Treaty of Baguio. An agreement stating that we will be nice to each other. Gv gv. Hahaha. :) Moving on, it's easy to talk to him about Dulay cause he's a close friend of Dulay's.. and he knows how Dulay's brain works. Hahaha! And I think.. Actually, I don't think. HAha. We will attend the same review class together with Mich and I think, Vince? Oh joy. Hahaha. Hmm. Who else? I wanna talk about Mich! She's my bestfriend, I tell her everything! But now, we don't talk that much cause she's too busy with poopie. :( Yea, I miss her. Hmm.
I don't want to talk about Dulay...
HMP PAGBIGYAN NIYO NA YUNG WRONG GRAMMAR. :)) BV EH.
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